mercredi, décembre 31, 2003
YAY!! tml's new year... 2004... hmm.. year 2003.. finally bidding farewell to 2003!! 2003 is not really a happy year for me either... many things happened and such.. jus hoping for the better in year 2004.. i guess.. year 2004 will be a better year... hee haa.. a brand new year, a brand new resolutions... so what exactly are my resolutions?? hmm... lemme think then i tell u lahx.. hee~..
haiz.. one thing i detest abt tp is the timetable!! stupid shit.. it's SO DAMN HORRIBLE.. why must we change class after only 6 months? and my class is a "rare" class.. as in.. everyone can get along so well.. and my course other classes the gals.. i dun really like them all man.. some so AH LIAN.. some so VAIN.. i also dunno how to say siaz.. jus wondering if my class will be like AA13.. i really hope so man.. Myra is so so so poor thing... so far she's the only one in AA14... kaixin, my smss senior, angela and i are in AA16... damn our result not bad right? furthermore.. angela is damn smart lorx.. then go AA16.. aiya.. mayb my results super good.. hahahahahahaha... kiddin.. hmm.. lucky we can attend lectures together... lucky join I-Guides.. then can spend more time wif myra.. haha.. haiya.. jus dun freaking understand what's tp's probs man.. change class... stupid piece of shit.. o ya.. and myra and i took the same cds.. how lucky... and our lessons end at almost the same time.. haha.. how good.. at least thank God for that.. haha..
ooh.. watched my fave LIGHT YEARS yesterday... SO DAMN FUNNY man.. that keong.. his stupid hairstyle.. so "in" and said what those jap gals go gaga over him cos of his way of speakin english etc... haha.. what sai.. and the place where melissa and peter... took the cab is at DOVER!!! can see my hse from where they were shooting.. i saw it.. at the background.. hahahahaha... huh? and elle bcome chio-er liaoz.. hahaha.. and then that keong's hairstyle after soughting help from elle.. was SO HORRIBLE.. hahaha.. super funny sia.. like dunno what like that.. so cool.. hahahaha... haiz.. have to rush home next week to catch light years again... every tues manz... shit it lah.. that's y i dun like tp's timetable.. MY LIGHT YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
o ya.. going out to my grandma's hse later... sigh~!! she went to hospital again last night.. cos the family doc said she might have an infection at the wound.. damn.. hope she's all right man... i dun wanna lose her in any way.. NO WAY!! she's the one who looked after me when i was young.. i stayed wif her when i was young.. even if i m so super naughty she's also willing to look after me.. and i still remember after she bathe me.. she'll comb my hair until it looks like a guy's hairstyle.. HAHA!! anyway she went to take an X-ray last night and is back home now.. gonna visit her later wif my mum.. haiya. then go shopping again.. i m SO SICK of shopping.. shop shop shop.. shop until dawn ar.. dunno what to buy either.. rather come home and sleep...
Song : [All Or Nothing]
Artist name : O-town
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not
fair
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it , know it
Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life
now or never
Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never
Is it all
Or Nothing at all
Theres no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
shweet dreams;
9:19 AM
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mardi, décembre 30, 2003
ok i've posted some pics i've gotten online liaoz.. see it and gimme ur comments.. i think the one of me w/o specs is damn ugly.. haha.. ok i m not in a good mood.. cos of the damn time table.. it's so freaking horrible.. and tues.. lesson till 7 wth.. i wanna watch light years one manz.. haiz.. whatever... bad mood...
anyway.. jus tag me and tell me what chya think abt the pics ya? ty
shweet dreams;
12:16 PM
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lundi, décembre 29, 2003
woah.. dunno what to say manz.. yesterday's bbq to some was FANTASTIC!! haha.. ya ya.. ok start from the beginning...
yiqian reached my hse at 11am.. went swimming of course.. only for like a while cos we didnt dare get into the pool.. the water was so SUPER COLD!! cant take it.. ahah.. was in the pool for like an hour.. and we ended up talking and jumping in the pool for an hour.. how funny? haha.. and we went to JUMBO and take lunch and everything.. then waited for the others to come for like hours.. so yiqian and i.. as usual talked for hours again.. dunno why we'll never run out of topics man.. haha..
hours later like 6 o'clock.. cherisse called and said they were at the bus stop liao.. so yiqian and i went out to bring them in.. so we decided to wait for everyone first b4 we come to my hse lorx.. as usual.. ann they all ALL LATE!! haha.. made me walked home already still have to walk out again... so paiseh manz.. my father have to bbq 150 chicken wings for us.. haiz.. made me feel so guilty.. haha.. cos when i wanna help.. then the way he see me bbq the chicken wings hor.. then he call me go and eat liao.. know why? cos i was jumping away from the pit.. so scared of the heat and the oil.. hahaha.. ya true what.. haha.. o ya thanks to those who helped my father and mother out.. ppl like wenting, viv, cherisse and YIQIAN!! i dunno who else lah.. if din mention ur name then sorry hor? and thanks to dorcas who initiated to help clean up too!!
then wenting piggy back me.. damn scary.. felt as though i was about to fall of any moment later.. HAHA!! so not stable one.. hahaha... and then that enling ar.. so many stupid ideas... initiated to push me down to the pool.. haiyo.. at least her mission was half accomplished cos only half my body entered the water.. HAHA.. but soon the whole body was wet.. even better.. may and dorcas used their cam and took this image of me, drenched.. haiyo.. but i think the pic will be nice? haha.. mayb.. i dunno.. b4 that.. wenting and sara was trying to throw me in.. but i struggled and screamed so loud.. until their ears cant take it and they let me down.. but when taking grp pic that time.. niva and enling from behind pulled me and pushed me into the water.. 3 try and they managed to get half of my body in... HAHA.. going to try upload the pics and post in my blogs when all of them have sent to me the pics.. lotsa stupid pics i can say.. haha.. esp me.. and took pics of our legs when we're in the club house.. LOLX!! and that enling said it was fun and wanna repeat the whole thing ALL OVER AGAIN!! O MAN... NOT ME GETTING DRENCHED AGAIN CAN? haha.. i dun care the second time if i organise this.. everyone is supposed to bring a set of new clothes.. I DUN CARE.. then all get drenched together..
o ya.. when all of them left.. the security guard asked if they're my father's frens.. LOLX.. no they're MY FRENS!! smss 4e2 '02 ROCKS haha.. jus to let u know.. that there were only 14 gers or less making noises cos one or two of them not the noisy type lah.. and the security guard said that 3 residents called and complain that it was too noisy. the screamins and shoutings were all too loud.. HAHA!! this is what my class is known for what.. hahahaha... so funny.. then the security guard told 'em say.. it's not 11pm they cant stop us.. hahahaha... anyway my father know all the security guards.. siao one.. dunno him lah..
frankly speaking.. i enjoyed it.. so fun.. haha.. to those who planned to push me down.. all thanks.. haha.. i think that was the most fun part of all.. haha.. and i cant wait to see the pics!!!! really!!! i WANNA ALL THE PICS!!!!!
shweet dreams;
10:54 AM
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samedi, décembre 27, 2003
heylos.. so excited.. firstly i'm gonna have a bbq tml!! HURRAY!! then yiqian will come early and swim wif me.. gotta choose a good spot and have the sun shining at me!! well.. met yiqian today too.. went to buy those bbq stuffs.. yupx.. then we were like buying and toking and everything and saw this man... imitating the way yiqian tie her hair... chee ko pek.. then i noticed wherever we go the guys will look.. hmm for today.. wonder why.. we wore our clothes the wrong way?? and ya.. when we were coming home... saw dunno is fairfield guys or acjc guys.. saw them climbing into acjc sch compound instead of walking in.. then the last guys he climbed in and face yiqian and i and wave at us and say goodbye!! SIAO!! i dun even know him man... and then hor.. when i went to buy char siew rice for my sis... this stupid mix rice stall uncle.. ask me "xiao mei yao mai fan ma?" SIAO!! he no eyes ar? cant see i bought char siew rice liao meh? then some dunno what guys or uncles or whatever behind him were whistling.. stupid.. hope ur mouth faster drop.. siao...
YAY!! going to learn how to play mahjong tml.. and yiqian said i m more tanned now YAY!! cos i went to swim on x'mas eve.. at 12 noon.. HAHAHA!! and when the sun is out.. i stopped swimming and tan myself.. LOLX.. ok so siao i know.. going to learn how to play mahjong tml.. YAY!! ok secondly on why i m so excited is bcos a new year is coming!! YAY!! cant wait for CNY!! I LOVE CNY the MOST!! YAY!! gimme money!! mayb i should go to some frens hse and get angbao.. ahha... ok i m siao.. new year's coming!! so excited!!
Communication
When you open this book here, your relationship or potential replationship requires clear, honest direct communication. It sounds so simple yet it is often the biggest challenge that we face.
If the 2 of you are literally not speaking, the message is clear: you need to open an honest dialogue and talk to each other. Don't attack or criticise. Rather, focus on what you haven't been saying which you should have said all along. Talk about your own feelings and experience and don't tell the other person who to be or what to do.
This may also offer a premonition of an impending letter or phone call. It reassures you that the connection is maintained over time and distance and that you will hear from someone soon.
Remember that you can talk to someone using universal energy no matter how far apart you are. It is only a matter of time before telepathic communication becomes accepted as a reality. The really great thing is that you don't have to believe in it to use it. Try sending a message to a loved one with your mind and you'll be amazed at the response. The best time is when they are sleeping as they'll be more receptive. This is a good way to express our vulnerabilities abd our wishes, hopes and dreams.
If you feel that you are already communicating well, this warns you that you are not talking about the real issues or that your style of communication is not working. Often we make the assumption that another shares out world of reference. Surely, we believe, if we know what we mean then they must know too. But it may not be the case. Try going back to basics. Ask your partner to tell you what they think you've said and keep repeating it until their understanding is consistent with yours. Then you know you're communicating.
Somtimes we waster huge amounts of time and energy tangled up in communication which is actually designed to avoid the real issue. Now is the time to stop avoiding and to get to the point.
Good communication is at the heart of good relationships. Reap the benefits.
----Love Wisdom
shweet dreams;
3:39 PM
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vendredi, décembre 26, 2003
hmmx... what shld i write in here? abt today? thoughts or what? o man.. i realised that many ppl in my class din go for the bbq today.. wahahaha... myra and i and jeremy already not going liaoz.. and that claudine is calling her sec sch frens.. man.. siao.. then dun wanna go.. lucky i told her b4 hand.. hmmx.. went wif myra to orchard.. she's getting a prezzie for derek.. siao.. we took damn long to look for one prezzie.. cos we couldn't make up our mind and in the end had to stop some ppl and ask them some qn.. haiyo.. went to popular to get something like a homework diary? haha.. but this is like can use for every year.. all i need to do was to change the organizer part when the year ends... yupx.. and that organizer is PINK in colour!!! hohoho... i m so addicted to pink liaoz... went to read horoscope book for next year.. and remember.. only believe the good not the bad.. lolx.. eh but what usually happens is that... i will forget what i've read.. LOLX.. i like kittens... not cats.. i like puppies.. not dogs.. HAHA.. ok i m crazy..
Patience
When you open this book here, the message is very simple. You need to have patience. Patience is an art form. It is the ability to stay in the present. To wait for what you want in a state of acceptance, trust and belief. Accepting that there is a time schedule that you are not in control of, often with no certainty of the outcome. Patience reminds us of our humanity. Just be with everything exactly as it is now. You don't have to do anything.
Patience has a lot of similarities to trust, except here we are focusing on timing and process, rather than on reassurance about the outcome. How patient are you? How easy do you find it to allow your feelings and events to unfold at their own natural pace? How good are you at being in the present? For the moment, just focus on right now, not the future.
When we force events we can easily damage the end result. A good loaf needs time for the dough ro rise, a butterfly needs to go through the process of being a caterpillar and a chrysalis. Without patience for toher people's timing and process, as well as our own, we push forward towards our goal but we miss the pleasure and benefits of the journey. We don't allow the foundations to set before we expect them to carry the weight of the building.
Slow down. Accept that things are how they are, each of you is who you are. You're meant to be exactly where you are right now. Whether it's financially, geographically, emotionally or attitudinally. If you have a goal, then make a plan and act upon it, but ensure that you allow the appropriate time necessary. If it unfolds at a different pace or things are not where you want them to be - have patience.
Discover and learn the lesson of being in the present. Patience pays.
---- "Love Wisdom" by Carolyn Temsi & Caro Handley
shweet dreams;
6:05 PM
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jeudi, décembre 25, 2003
today's x'mas.. hax.. ok lah.. only that my hse no christmas tree.... haiz... went to ikea to take breakfast cum lunch... and went to look ard for a study table... if like that hor.. i have no bed liaoz.. must sleep on the floor.. also dunno what my sis wants.. siao man.. feel so tired... have been waking up at 9.30 everyday... it wasnt used to be like that at all.. haha.. watched waterboys last night.. it's simply hilarious.. really jus makes me laugh non-stop.. i've watched it trice.. including yesterday... lolx..
those posts on LOVE and LET GO.. i've read it from a book.. which i find is useful and meaningful.. and when i read this book.. i feel great.. haha.. i dunno why.. dun ask me why.. i jus feel great.. and my heart which was once heavy and bogging me down... it now become as light as a feather.. ha.. not exactly.. i'm a lil exaggerating here.. lolx.. but certainly i felt better.. so that's why i typed out those i think is meaningful and those which i think are useful to me in future... yupx.. i dun jus type 2.. i guess i typed ard 20.. ya.. not bad ar? haha.. more to come.. tune in manz.. and also can u guys drop a tag each time u enter my blog? pretty please... anyway i've joined I-Guide for the TP open hse next year.. so i'll be busy like hell.. but that's good.. make myself busy then i'll have no time to think abt stuffs i shldnt be thinking.. and also LET GO.. fate and destiny will bring me where i shld go, i jus sit and relax.. and do what i shld do as a daughter, a student, a grandaughter and a niece. and sigh~.. i cant even visit my grandmother who's in hospital now manz.. kinda worried.. but my parents said no children allowed.. oh man.. and my grandma dun wanna me go there either.. all of my relatives say i so weak.. so all the more i m not allowed to go.. haiz.. jus hope that she gets discharged soon.. then can go her hse and visit her.. and also eat food that she cooks.. it's simply delicious... I LOVE IT!!
Song : [Cradle]
Artist name : Atomic Kitten
Cradle
I will rock you like a baby, I will,
Cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger,
Shelter you from harm...
There will never be another lover,
Who treats you like I do,
We can drift into forever,
On a love thats made for two...
Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...
I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Agaisnt the world...
Baby...
I am always dreamin of you,
Hopin you are dreamin of me,
I could never live,
One day without your love...
I will kiss you like an angel, baby,
Cradled in my wings,
I will take you up to heaven,
Show you precious things...
If you promise that you love me,
If you promise that you care,
I will be here for you always,
And forever this I swear...
Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...
I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Agaisnt the world...
Baby...
I am always dreamin of you,
Hopin you are dreamin of me,
I could never live one day,
Without your love...
Though you say you want a love,
But you dont think you believe it,
Just open up your heart,
And you know you will recieve it...
Oh baby...
Baby...
Dont you ever say this loves not special, oh
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...
I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Agaisnt the world...
Baby...
I was only dreamin of you,
Hopin you were dreamin of me,
I could never live one day,
Without your love...
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin of you...
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin of you...
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin of you...
i was only, i was only, i was only thinkin... oh baby
shweet dreams;
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mercredi, décembre 24, 2003
Let Go
when you open this book here, you are presented with one of the biggest challenges in relationships and in life itself. But the reward you reap will be in proportion to the effort expended. It's simple - let go. What if it wasn't up to you? What if you couldn't control others, yourself, the outcome, today, tomorrow, forever?
This isn't calling for you to be passive or to stop caring. It's telling you to take a back seat. It's not telling you to leave the relationship, or to stop trying to establish a new one, but it is telling you to let it be what it really is. Get your nose (and anything else you've got in there) out of everyone else's business. Let them look after their own lives and you look after yours. Stop trying to make the world fit with your desires. Let it be what it is and then deal with it as it is.
Let fate and destiny bring you what they will. Sit down, breathe, take some time out or time off and let life just happen for once. If you are trying to convince, educate, pressurise or manipulate your partner, or someone new, into giving you what you want, now is the time to stop. If you are pushing yourself in the same way - stop. Who could you be if you just let go? Who knows what experiences and opportunities you're missing out on, while being so busy and holding on so tightly, trying to manipulate everything and everyone so intensely.
Watch what happens when you begin to let go. It will all work out exactly as it's meant to and better than it will with you trying to control it. Have faith that life will support you and bring you what you need. Let the fear that you won't get what you want surface, and deal with that instead of avoiding it. You'll never be able to swim to a new shore if you won't let go of the driftwood you're holding on to so tightly.
Swim, let go, let the tide direct you, let the water of life support your weight. It's safe to let go. Do it now.
---- " Love Wisdom" by Carolyn Temsi & Caro Handley
there's many "if only" i wanna say... jus too many.. for many many reasons... i've found out some stuffs in some way or another... thru blogs and stuffs... and i've come to realise some stuffs... i know my position and such.. no worries.. i m not going to brood over such trivial matters... for what? no use what.. now i m already the same old jun hui..
if only i.....
if only i.....
jus too many to say and also i dun think i wanna say it here either..
shweet dreams;
10:47 AM
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mardi, décembre 23, 2003
Love
When you open this book here, it is a wonderful opportunity to discover the real nature of love and to welcome it into your life.
Love is talked about, written about and sung about endlessly. We hear about romantic love, love at first sight, flowers and proposals. We hear about the excitment, the thrill and the joy of love, or the pain, hurt and sadness when it goes wrong. And we come to expect that if we are feeling these emotions we are experiencing love.
But none of these images and descriptions explains the true meaning of love, and because of this we look for love without any idea of what it is and what it will really mean for us either to give or to receive it. Are you searching for an idealised version of love? Do you feel you love someone without knowing who they are? Do you say you love someone you don't like or trust? Then it is time to look at what you really know and understand about love. Remember that love develops over time. It's not appropriate to open your inner self to someone you have just met, no matter how attracted to them you are. For real love to develop both partners must be willing to enter into the relaitonship and grow and learn together. Love isn't chasing after someone who is running away from you; it isn't letting yourself be smothered, hurt or put down and it isn't going along with what someone else wants. Love is best taken slowly, so give yourself time to get to know the other person and to judge whether they are worthy of the love you have to give. Are you both ready to commit to the challenge of nurturing and sharing a growing love?
Loving another person means going behind the public shop window you present, where you display what you feel is acceptable about yourself and instead you share the fears, doubts, dreams and hopes you keep locked away. It involves being brave, honest and open and letting another person get to know the parts of you which you are feel are the least loveable and acceptable. It means opening up your most vulnerable inner self and learning to trust someone enough to let them come close and then even closer.
Being in a loving relationship with another person involves taking responsibility for yourself and accepting your responsibility towards the one you love. It means accepting that their feelings, beliefs and wishes are different from yours but just as valid, and letting go of trying to change them.
Above all love is knowing and being known for who you truly are with complete acceptance. To know another and to let yourself be known in this way is the most rewarding, joyous and nourishing experience life has to offer.
---- "Love Wisdom" by Carolyn Temsi & Caro Handley
shweet dreams;
2:57 PM
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lundi, décembre 22, 2003
nice shows to watch for these few days....
Ji Xiang Ru Yi (Channel U every weekday 7pm) RECOMMENDED
Seven Sisters (Channel U every weekend 7pm)
Living in Toa Payoh (Channel 8 every weekday 9pm) RECOMMENDED
Light Years 2 (Channel 5 every tues 9pm) RECOMMENDED
Gao Xiao Xing Dong (Channel 8 every mon 8pm)
Waterboys (Xmas Eve 10.45pm Channel 8) RECOMMENDED
shweet dreams;
8:05 PM
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omg.. i cant wait for next tues to come man.. LIGHT YEARS IS BACK!!!!! YAY!!! most of the actors and actresses are still the same.. KIM.. my fave... elle.. etc.. but issac is no longer acting in that show... i dunno why.. and there's 2 extra artistes who took part.. i dunno their real name.. but their reel name is avril and peter.. yupz.. cant wait to watch it manz...
Fantasy
when you open this book here, it is time to look at the role that fantasy is playing in your life. Fantasy is the creation of your imagination. Unlike reality, fantasy is free of restrictions and practicalities. Fantasy can be a wonderful thing, a way of focusing on a dream to help make it a reality, a way of having fun or escaping for a little while. But you are using fantasy in a negative way at the moment - as a way of avoiding full participation in the present and in the reality of your own life. Look at how you are doing this. Do you dream of the perfect partner without doing anything to find them? Do you put up with an unhappy relationship and fantasise about the neightbour or postman to get through each day? If so you are using fantasy as a way of avoiding the truth, the reality of your life. Now is the time to stop and live in the present. Concentrate on what is real and work on making it better.
Maybe right now you are making something out of nothing in the relationship arena. Stop reading so much into the little that is going on. Stop attributing unknown thoughts and intentions to the person that you are attracted to. If someone looks your way and smiles, that is all that they have done. They haven't communicated a deep desire to be with you. They haven't offered you hope for the future. They simply smiled. If someone doesn't phone you, arrange to be with you, make time to see you and make you a priority, then you are living in a fantasy if you believe that you are having a successful relationship with them. If someone sees you a few hours a week or once every few weeks, the dream of being together is based on hope and imagination, fantasy not reality. Now is the time to face this. Free yourself for someone available and deal with the fears that attract you to someone unavailable. Deal with the fear of real intimacy.
Maybe you opened the book here because your attraction to a movie star or other famous person is filling up your relationship space and blocking the potential for real love. Or, if you're doing while in a relationship, it's a way of distracting yourself and avoiding full intimacy with your partner. In either case it's time to stop fantasising and move closer to someone you can really be with. It's easy to be attracted to famous people or people that we do not know, as they can seem so ideal, but it isn't real. Strip away the glamour and you'll see that these are only ordinary people too. They get grumpy, ill, tired, they go to the bathroom. The fantasy is so perfect because it excludes all of this. It takes you away from the real life. But in doing so it robs you of the potential for a true, real and fulfilling relationship. Let go of the fantasy and face reality. Even if it hurts, it's worth it. You're worth someone and something real.
----- "Love Wisdom" by Carolyn Temsi & Caro Handley
shweet dreams;
1:33 PM
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dimanche, décembre 21, 2003
went to meet jess and yiqian yesterday.. that stupid ger.. dunno what she's up to man.. alight at the wrong stop.. then told her to meet at taka the BIG CHRISTMAS TREE there.. then she dunno where.. still call me hp.. stupid shit.. DUNNO HOW TO SMS ISSIT? ok then in the end meet her at taka mac.. lousy ger... then went to mos burger to take lunch.. yupz.. and took many pics.. stupid pics included.. i like the one yiqian and i holding onto the drinks one leh.. but yiqian dun like it.. siaoz.. then took pics here and there and took a pic in the toilet.. etc... haha.. ok.. then went shopping and shop for yiqian's new year clothes.. wah biangz.. she hor.. this one dun want that one dun want.. DUNNO WHAT SHE WANT!.. so pek cek.. then after that we decided to leave orchard and go to bugis.. look for her skirt but not to gu niang one.. stupid ger...
it was raining so heavily and that yiqian kept sneezing non-stop.. SO MANY TIMES! ok.. then we shared umbrella cos i was lazy to take mine out.. then both of us were wearing sandals... then water flooding everywhere.. haha.. then our sandals were all wet.. when we see a pool or puddle of water.. we went.." OH MY GAWD!!" and i told her.. those pple walking in front and behind us very ke lian.. cos we walked very slow.. and then that yiqian... dunno how come.. her umbrella brushed past someone.. then that lady's sleeves i supposed are wet.. haha.. yiqian lah.. one goondu.. then went to take bus to bugis.. and keep joking and everything.. the whole bus stop was filled with our laughter.. haha.. one not chio ger walked past.. she said... " wah chiobu.." so sarcastic.. dun think i dunno what u are thinking abt ok? haha... yiqian ar yiqian.. hahaha... o ya.. she hor.. when she go try out clothes that time.. REALLY WANT MY LIFE!! change so long.. then plus.. call me go in and see.. then she use her own "cover-up but able to change" method to change.. so obscene... and then keep saying.. "eh the zip is stuck... oh shit.. how? eh quick pull... " siaoz..
lucky she managed to buy some clothes man.. or she'll die.. hahahaha... then we went OG to meet my mum.. when we stood outside the door.. it was so freaking COLDDDDD!!!! like genting like that and i was wearing spagett top manz.. so so so so COLDDDDD!!!! then yiqian tried to dry her umbrella and she again made someone's clothes wet.. hahaha... then we braved ourselves into OG.. so so cold man.. but then after a while it was ok liao.. haha.. cos i also dunno why.. yiqian went back to meet her mum at dunno where shortly after.. and i continued shopping wif my mum and sis.. shop until my legs very tired.. shopped since morning 11+ till night time 8+.. wah sure die.. then buy stuffs a total of 300 over bux manz.. siao liao.. bought a pair of heels le.. saw it months ago.. but it was the last pair.. so i din buy it.. saw it again yesterday.. also the last pair.. but it looked new.. and i guess i was fated to buy this pair of heels.. so i bought it lah.. anyway my mum was trying to get 2 free candy jars.. one boy one ger... but in order to get that.. we must buy stuffs until the costs hit to 336 bux.. hiya.. then buy lah.. haha..
then went to bugis village the food court.. eat pineapple rice.. wah BIG PLATE LEH... finished in less than half hour.. first time in my life manz... then took air-con bus home... siao.. super cold.. worse than OG.. tried adjusting the air-con but to no avail.. manz... haiz... then ren3 all the way home lor... went home faster bathe.. anyway.. SUPER COLDDDDD DAY!!!! can die.. plus wear spagett... leng2 si2 wo3 le4!!!
shweet dreams;
1:11 PM
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vendredi, décembre 19, 2003
dunno what's wrong wif that yiqian.. siao one.. call me to type abt my foot/feet... siao!! what's there to say abt me foot/feet? erm.. all i can say is.. it is/are NICE!!! haha.. ok done.. yiqian.. dun say i never say.. cos i've said!! haha..
ok back from shopping wif myra... not going for class chalet.. cos it's so DISORGANISED!!! might as well not go.. myra and i not going.. haha.. have to tell claudine next week... yupz.. went to take pics wif myra.. haha.. very nice leh.. so photogenic.. LOL... eh really leh.. lolx... looks as if we are living in fantasy island.. so nice.. hahax..
tml meeting jess and yiqian at orchard... haiyo.. so sick of orchard liaoz.. sianz.. saw jia jia and angela at taka... they are working there... gift wrapping counter!! LOL.. so hardworking.. not like me... slack at home.. haha... mayb shld get a job next year... dunno lah.. see how..
ok gotta bathe... ciao..
shweet dreams;
5:58 PM
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mercredi, décembre 17, 2003
Song : [What Took You So Long?]
Artist name : Emma Bunton
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Oh, talk to me, can't you see
I'll help you work things out.
Oh, don't wanna be your enemy
And I don't want to scream and shout.
'Cos, baby, I believe in honesty
And then be strong and true.
I shouldn't have to say now, baby,
That I believe in you.
What took you so long?
What took you all night?
What took you forever to see I'm right?
You know, I treat you so good;
I make you feel fine.
You know, I'll never give it up this time.
Oh, no, no.
Oh, you touched my heart right from the start,
You didn't know what to say.
But, honey, I understand
When you take my hand everything's OK.
'Cos, baby, I believe reality,
It's never far away.
I've had enough, so listen, baby,
I've got something to say.
What took you so long?
What took you all night?
What took you forever to see I'm right?
You know, I treat you so good;
I make you feel fine.
You know, I'll never give it up this time.
What took you so long? (What took you so long?)
What took you all night? (What took you all night?)
What took you forever to see I'm right?
You know, I treat you so good; (I treat you so good)
I make you feel fine. (I make you feel fine)
You know, I'll never give it up this time.
Oh, no, no.
Baby, I believe in honesty
And then be strong and true.
I shouldn't have to say now, baby,
That I believe in you.
What took you so long?
What took you all night?
What took you forever to see I'm right?
You know, I treat you so good;
I make you feel fine.
You know, I'll never give it up this time.
What took you so long? (What took you so long?)
What took you all night? (What took you all night?)
What took you forever to see I'm right?
You know, I treat you so good; (I treat you so good)
I make you feel fine. (I make you feel fine)
You know, I'll never give it up this time.
What took you so long? (What took you so long?)
What took you all night? (What took you all night?)
What took you forever to see I'm right?
You know, I treat you so good; (I treat you so good)
I make you feel fine. (I make you feel fine)
You know, I'll never give it up this time.
Oh, no, no.
shweet dreams;
11:44 AM
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mardi, décembre 16, 2003
fiona xie said this... " you loved, you learnt, you move on".... yes indeed.. but then it is much easier to say it than to really let go and move on... how many ppl can actually do it? let go and move on.. i doubt there are many who can do this... i really admire or pei4 fu2 those who really managed to do that.. cos it certainly aint an easy thing to do..
frens... there'll be many frens we make in a lifetime.. but how many of them can leave a footprint in ur heart.. how many can stay by u and be with you whenever u need them.. how many will jus do "their job" and then look for a reason and leave? a mail which i have received from pin pin.. it says...
Are you a Reason, Season or a Lifetime?
Pay attention to what you read. After you read
this, you will know the reason it was sent to
you!
People come into your life for a reason, a
season or a lifetime. When you figure out which
one it is, you will know what to do for each
person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON. . .
It is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a
difficulty, to provide you with guidance and
support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or
spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and
they are! They are there for the reason you need
them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing
on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this
person will say or do something to bring the
relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a
stand. What we must realize is that our need has
been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is
done. The prayer you sent up has been answered.
And now it is time to move on.
Then people come into your life for a SEASON.
Because your turn has come to share, grow, or
learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or
make you laugh. They may teach you something you
have never done. They usually give you an
unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is
real! But, only for a season
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime
lessons: things you must build upon in order to
have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is
to accept the lesson, love the person, and put
what you have learned to use in all other
relationships and areas of your life. It is said
that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
so who in our life is a reason, who in our life is a season and who in our life is a lifetime? it is something worth thinking abt.. i m a reason, a season, a lifetime in whose life? this is something one will never ever find out until the day u die.. like what yiqian's parents say... "you will never know who is your The One until the day you die" cos when u said The One.. there is one and only one.. u cant say that this person is ur The One after u marry.. cos u can divorce anytime! it's is only when u die then u will only know the answer.. u will never know ur importance in someone else's heart.. until the day u die... frens who can really stay by u, be there whenever u need them, is rare to come by.. frankly speaking.. i have met some frens who come into my life for a reason and those who come into my life for a season.. but have yet to find one who will come in for a lifetime.. be it a reason, a season or a lifetime... jus appreciate whatever you have now... thank God for them and that at least they made u happy once.. they taught u stuffs and everything, lent u a helping hand... it's all the Lord's plan.. thank Him for it.. whatever things that happen, happens for a reason... and after everything.. it does certainly make u a stronger person.
shweet dreams;
11:36 AM
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lundi, décembre 15, 2003
smilez... i love the music.. love it all.. jun is trying to catch a falling star... starry starry nightz... how sweet.. this blog of mine really brightens my dark and dull days... like today.. how sweet and nice.. jus love this music.. it gives me so much of emotions... qian.. if u wanna i dun mind sending u this midi ya? smiley... hope everyday will b a good and wonderful day... i love hello kitties... haha.. i really love this music... wow so nice.. jus love it so much.. hey peeps.. give me ur comments ok? and yiqian.. when u have the time help me see the prob k? i wanna the date to be big big one.. haha.. hmm.. dunno how to explain like that.. will tell u more if i really desperately need ur help ya? call me tonight... tkz...
qian u are really a fren whom i can really depend on.. u and myra.. mayb myra is a lil too early to say.. but so far she's also, like u, been here for me.. thank u so much... too bad she seldom come to this blog of mine... and she's away to thailand for a few days... and will be back soon... in my life.. so long as i confirmed i have u and myra as my very very very good fren can liaoz... even if the world turns dark.. everything doesnt seems to be the way it shld be anymore.. having u and myra next to me.. certainly brightens me up.. u are like my "father" always scold me.. i appreciate that! really.. =).. and myra will be like my "mother" listens to my probs.. and give me advice.. not into the scolding part.. haha.. unlike u.. haha... but really.. i really appreciate for whatever u have done for me.. thanks for being there when i needed u most.. and dunno how come.. when i need u.. u always turn up.. and ur conversation window will be the one and only one on my screen... cos i dunno where the others are... yupz.. thank u so much... MUACKZZ!! and frankly speaking.. hearing this music really makes me cry... sigh~ i really dunno what to do..
shweet dreams;
5:04 PM
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Song : [He Don't Love You Like I Love You]
Artist name : DANIEL BEDINGFIELD
He don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't wanna build his life around you
Tell me I should not be feeling what I am today
Tell me to silence my heart
Tell me We've been here before
and I will walk away from you love
For there is a wall between you and I
And he hasn't been treating you right
I've been watching it all
I seen you cry
And I just gotta tell you tonight
That he don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't wanna build his life around you
Tell me this love's just a feeling and will pass away
Tell me your not what I know you are
shweet dreams;
3:48 PM
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dimanche, décembre 14, 2003
haha.. these few days i have been eating a lot.. wahhaha.. good good.. wahahha... careful go back school and see one fat pig.. LOLX.. this wont be possible anyway.. lolx.. went to kenny rogers and took my dinner there.. wahhaha.. i love the black pepper chicken there!!! hahahaha... a lot lah.. jus eat and eat and eat... neng chi shi fu... translate to bao mei li's chinese.. is... neng chu shu fu.. wahahahah.. WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... ok enuff blog for today.. dunno what to say then a bit enuff liao.. better than nth rightz? lolx..
shweet dreams;
11:50 AM
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samedi, décembre 13, 2003
WAH.. havin headache today.. must be my hair band too tight liaoz.. hiyah.. pek cek lah.. hmm.. sometimes i really wonder if telepathic communication really work manz... tried on someone twice.. and both times it worked!! wah win liaoz.. is it possible to have telepathic communication on every single person u know or it's only to a certain grp of ppl... hmm.. questioning...
and this wenting ar.. meet me to gimme the $$ until now also dun have!!!!! eh tingieeeeeessssss.... u and ur grp are the last few left ok? i've collected from those i m supposed to collect from le... u lehz? ann they all lehz? dorcas call u to pay for her.. cos she said u owed it to her?! haha.. quick lah.. gotta order food soon.. my father lah.. nag here nag there keep calling me to order food soon.. tak boleh tahan!!!!
wah these few days always rain... blah blah blah... hope on the day of bbq it wont rain.. LOLX.. aiya dunno lah.. gtg le.. so tired.. woke up at 9.30 today.. then mop floor and everything liao then come and use net... headache ar... HELP~!!!...
shweet dreams;
11:53 AM
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vendredi, décembre 12, 2003
Your soul is bound to the
White Rose: The
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
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[ ooh i jus love white rose.. haha.. lucky that i've gotten the white rose.. any white roses for me?]
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the kind of chick that can hang out with your
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You are Aurora from Sleeping Beauty!
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Hello, Pikachu from Pokemon. You are very friendly
and nice, but when somebody you don't know
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is mean to you. If you had magical powers, you
would use them seriously (evilly). So,
basically, you are a wimp, a loser, and
everything NOT cool to the people around you -
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You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
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person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
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shweet dreams;
10:37 AM
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mercredi, décembre 10, 2003
You are
Spearmint.
You are quick-witted and sharp. You pay close
attention to details and you can tell what your
friends are feeling. You are always the first
to understand a joke and you are valued for
your insight and advice. However, you
sometimes isolate yourself from other people,
afraid to share your own feelings.
Most Compatible With: Cinnamon
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shweet dreams;
9:04 AM
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mardi, décembre 09, 2003
AIYA ORH REALLY GOING TO HUA HONG LE!!! stupid blogger... blog so much.. then all disappear and made me re-login again!! shit manz.. stupid yiqian stop all the bao muei li thingy lahz.. so darn stupid.. but it's super funny!!! hahahahaha... i dun care manz.. 22nd dec.. got sch or no sch also must pon.. go to orchard wif me.. i really hua-ing hong.. borrowed 4 books last mon.. finished 3.. u tell me lahz.. i m going crazy.. going to die.. going mad... really hua-ing hong... BORED TO TEARS!!! i hate holidays!!!!! if i m the minister.. i'll make sure that the holidays are short... haha.. or else there's no holidays... everyone go to sch as per normal.. but.. no lessons.. means go sch create havoc.. hahahaahhaha... HOLIDAYS ARE SO SO SO SO SO DARN BORING!!!!
orh yao hua hong le~.....
shweet dreams;
10:46 AM
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lundi, décembre 08, 2003
sigh~ i really dunno what's the point of doing a blog when u cant say what u wanna say.. a blog is meant for u ppl to voice out what u think on certain stuffs.. and also to type down what happened daily... if by bloggin on stuffs which might cause misunderstandings and everything then might as well NOT BLOG!! some of us blogs to tell ppl what we're thinking abt.. if u cant accept it.. then so be it.. take it or leave it.. i wrote this cos my best fren encountered some probs.. ya.. so darn not happy with THAT one guy... stupid lahz... i doubt he reads my blog but whatever the case is.. i wanna say...
" hey u.. u shld jolly well know who u are.. u think what? u cant get her or whatever then u say u r missing ur "ex" pls lah.. if u ex likes u.. she wouldnt have left u FOR GOODNESS SAKE! no point thinking and missing ur ex when she's LONG GONE!! what for look back? and u having crushes and SO MANY ex.. what's ur prob.. so despo.. jus look into the mirror lah u.. u think what? trying to get onto one ship.. if cant then jump to another ship issit? PLS LAH... u think there's so so so many ship for u to jump issit? later u drown then u know... she dun except u is her prob she have her reason for it.. and bcos of that u said that u hope that she'll be left on the shelf forever... WHO DO U THINK U ARE? cant get her then curse her like that?! U R SO NOT GENTLEMAN? do u still call urself a MAN? freaking idiot.. let me tell u this.. I DUN CONSIDER U AS A MAN!!! Man dun do this to ladies u get it? it really make me darn angry and mad and pissed after i see what u wrote on her tagboard.. and to me U R NOT A GUY!! idiot... how can u say a gal like this? for goodness sake lah.. if u carry on like this.. smth will happen.. not gonna say it out.. cos i m "known" for quite accurate prediction.. and STOP making her angry and pissed... no u r not giving her shame.. at the end of the day.. it's U who will have NO FACE!! and u stop all those crappy nonsense of URS!! u r not worthy of her U HEAR ME?!!! asshole.. "
ok done.. finished scolding that idiot.. doubt he'll read it but jus write it to vent my anger out.. anyway i also hate it when my parents force me to do things their way!!! PLS LAH!!! everyone have their own method to do things lah.. it's not as if ur way of doing things is SO PERFECT!!! dun force me to do things UR WAY!! dun be like lenin or stalin.. THEY SUX!! haha.. history brought in. hahahahha...
ok lah.. jus so darn pissed wif this STUPID GUY!!! if u wanna say that i'll left on the shelf also.. GO AHEAD!! say!! i dare u.. let's wait and see who gets the last laugh!! and wait and see who will be left on the shelf... u r so so so NOT gentleman.. u SUX!!!
ok cya~!!
shweet dreams;
9:39 AM
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samedi, décembre 06, 2003
"Follow Me"
By: Uncle Kracker
You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you, I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin
Follow me everthing is allright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
I'm not worried bout the ring you wear
Cause as long as I know one knows than nobody can care
You're feelin guilty and I'm well aware
But you dont look ashamed and baby I don't care
I'm singin
Follow me everthing is allright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
Won't give you money
I can't give you the sky
Your better off if you don't ask why
I'm not the reason that you go astray
And we'll be alright if you don't ask me stay
Follow me everthing is allright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin
Follow me everthing is allright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
I'm singing
Follow me everthing is allright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
I'm singin
Follow me everthing is allright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
shweet dreams;
9:45 AM
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i dunno what to say... i dunno how to describe the feelings i have inside me.. jus woke up.. blah blah blah.. dreamt that my phone is spoilt.. cant used to view any more msges.. was so terrified.. and kept looking ard for phones cos i wanna read the msges ppl sent to me... horrible dream.. no phone only.. my life "gone" then cant view my msges le.. so scared.. this wont happen at all!
sigh~ how to descibe those feelings i have inside of me now? i dunno.. jus feel so lost and confused.. and i also dunno what other feelin... ahhh... i better go wash up now.. haha. woke up then quickly come online.. my butts are aching until like shit.. yesterday, played badminton wif terry, ian and qunjie.. win liao lah.. i m the only gal manz.. qunjie left early.. so nvm.. haha.. pretty ok.. i dun really know how to play badminton.. so ian taught me.. he taught me an easier way to serve.. ya.. cos i m so so darn lousy.. both hands no link.. haha..
ok lah.. feeling lost now.. anyway.. i gtg le.. later going out and "havoc" ya... tired.. but dunno why cant get to sleep.. i woke up at like 5+ for the past 2 nights.. and jus lay there doin nth and trying to get to sleep whilst thinking.. sigh~ how to describe the feelings i have inside of me?
shweet dreams;
7:38 AM
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jeudi, décembre 04, 2003
haiyo.. so sian-ed online.. still must wait till like next month then sch re-opens.. haiz... and YA!! next month CNY!! YAY!! i love CNY!!! haha.. cos got ang-bao.. hahahahahaha... take money and then feed my bank account.. wahahaha.. then very shiok.. haha.. anyway i m a lil into the christmas mood nowz.. haha.. heard this advert on the perfect 10 radio station.... " all i want for christmas is to make a cute fish, to make a cute fish, to make a cute FISH!.. all i want for christmas is to make cute fish to hang it on the fish&co. christmas tree.." hahahaha... nice right? i love it.. then i keep singing it at home.. then my sis said i m irritating.. o well. whatever.. haha..
yesterday watched the singapore versus malaysia soccer match.. i watched the 2nd half lahz.. so exciting.. haiz.. but singapore.. missed so many chances.. how sadz.. good at defence.. but lousy at attacking... haizzz... must train up and pull up ur socks!!! haha.. nvm lah.. pretty good already.. din lose so badly.. then can liaoz.. =) haha.. and the water polo team.. wah seh.. super good siaz.. won (forgot which country) 22 - 7.. wah.. like that also can? WIN LIAO LOR~!! haha..
ok let's see what i've gotta do today... hmm.. mop floor.. clean that blardy toilet.. stupid.. wash my new year clothes.. stupid buy so many in the end *hoot* myself.. my mum made me wash them all.. so many.. wash until when? like got skirt.. got blouse.. hey!! surprisingly i din buy any jeans or shorts for next year new year.. haha.. all skirts... hahahaha.. good siaz.. one short jeans skirt.. one wrap ard long skirt.. i mean long and short.. haha.. not exactly totally long.. ok then one skirt.. pretty long not very long.. and also a dress.. hahahahaha... when on earth have i become so gu niang? i every year without fail sure buy jeans.. haha.. this year din buy for next year?! and my mum asked me if i like to eat lady's finger... i said no.. then my sis also said no.. then she said.. no wonder both of u so tomboy.. hahaha.. cos my mum said that guys dun like to eat lady's finger.. hmm.. so is that to say that if there's a guy who likes to eat lady's finger.. then that guy is a sissy?! wahahahahaha... crazy.. haha..
hmm.. looking for lyrics.. haha..
Song : [Thanks God I Found You]
Artist name : Mariah Carey
[MC:]
Ahhhm
Mhhh
[98 Degrees & Joe:]
Oh yeah
[MC:]
I would give up everything
Before I'd seperate myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life
[all:]
Thank God I found you
(Yeah yeah)
I was lost without you
(I was lost)
My every wish and every dream
(Mmmmh)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
'Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you
[MC & Joe:]
Mmmh
Oh yeah
Whoaaaaaa
Oh yeah
[98 Degrees & Joe:]
I will give you everything (everything)
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do (oh no)
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
'Cause without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try
(I don't wanna try)
If you keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be allright (be allright)
'Cause I need you in my life
[all:]
Ooooh
Thank God I found you
(I'm thanking you)
I was lost without you
(So lost without you)
My every wish and every dream
(Every wish, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life (completed)
I'm overwhelmed with graditude (overwhelmed with graditude)
('Cause baby I'm so thankful I found you)
And I'm so thankful I found you
[MC & Joe:]
Oooooh
(See)
See I was so desolate before you came to me
Looking back (looking back)
I guess it shows that we were destined
To shine over the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel
This way
(This way)
[all:]
Thank God I found you
(Yeah yeah)
I was lost without you
(Lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
(And every dream)
Somehow became reality
Oooooooh
When you brought the sunlight
(Brought the light)
Completed my whole life
(My whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
See baby I'm so thankful I found you
Oooooooh
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
(So overwhelmed)
My baby I'm so thankful I found
You
You
I'm overwhelmed with graditude
My baby I'm so thankful I found
(I found you)
You
Song : [Everytime]
Artist name : A1
[MARK:] LATELY I'M NOT WHO I USED TO BE
SOMEONE'S COME AND TAKEN ME
WHERE I DON'T WANNA GO
IF I KNEW EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE TO DO
IN ORDER TO BE THERE FOR YOU
WHEN YOU WERE FEELING LOW
[BEN:] AND ALL THE THINGS WE EVER WANTED
WERE ONCE YOURS AND MINE
NOW, I KNOW WE CAN REVIVE IT
ALL THE LOVE WE LEFT
[PAUL:] EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND
EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND
EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT
EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE
THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND
AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY
SINCE THE DAY I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY
[CHRISTIAN:] SAVE ME, I'VE FALLEN FROM MY DESTINY
YOU AND I WERE MEANT TO BE
I'VE THROWN IT ALL AWAY
NOW YOU'RE GONE
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO CARRY ON
BUT BABY I JUST CAN'T GO ON
WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE
[BEN:] AND ALL THE THINGS WE EVER WANTED
WERE ONCE YOURS AND MINE
NOW, I KNOW WE CAN REVIVE IT
ALL THE LOVE WE LEFT
[PAUL:] EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND
EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND
EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT
EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE
THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND
AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY
SINCE THE DAY I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY
[BEN:] WE CAN SURVIVE IT
ALL THE PAIN WE FEEL INSIDE
YOU RELIED ON ME AND NOW I'VE LET YOU DOWN
NOW, I PROMISE YOU FOREVER
I WILL BE THE BEST I CAN
NOW, I KNOW WE CAN REVIVE IT
ALL THE LOVE WE LEFT
[PAUL:] EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND
EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND
EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT
EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE
THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND
AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY
SINCE I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY
EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND
EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND
EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT
EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE
THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND
AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY
SINCE THE DAY I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY
shweet dreams;
9:54 AM
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mercredi, décembre 03, 2003
what is God trying to tell me? i know He's trying to tell me or let me know something... i m waiting to find out. haiyo.. what's this all about? can i know the answer?? things happening this and that.. blah blah blah... but why ... like that?... what is that... trying to do? always "mm".. me... dunno who... haiz.. what this all abt?
shweet dreams;
9:49 AM
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lundi, décembre 01, 2003
wah i darn tired and darn sian manz.... holidays SUX!! rather go back to school and study.. cant wait for sch to re-open.. aiyoz.. anyway i think i m going to b sick soon manz... throat a bit pain.. have to clear my throat every now and then... haiyo... i think i took too many heaty food liaoz.. *YAWN!!* .. haiz.. so tired.... God bless me... i dun wanna get sick manz..
cant wait for my bbq to come manz.. hahaha... then hope twt can bring her cam or digi cam or whatever that is.. on sat.. and also on the bbq day... then we can take cool pics.. hmm.. wahah.. those icy cold looks etc.. yea.. and ya.. cyc and i have come up wif a name for the bbq party... it's named... " Post-Christmas and Pre-New Year BBQ Party" hahahaha.. stupid right?
ok lah hope i can recover fast and quick manz.. dying soon... ahem.. a cup of water pls.. will anyone jus give it to me? SIGH~
yiqian and i have been toking abt the same stuffs again and again... talked abt V day and everything... hax.. this year V day was the suckiest manz.. she and i went out.. to orchard.. then see some ppl sending flowers here and there.. then we tailed them and see who's the lucky gal.. see if she pretty.. but sad to say.. all no.. ahahx.. then we feel so jiat lat.. haha.. cos we dun have.. jealous.. then we said.. mayb next year V day then have liaoz.. ya ya.. hope so.. said this during march to dunno when.. then stop.. then yesterday this was brought up again.. haha... and may lian said we can all open spinsters club liaoz.. wahahahha... siaoz.. eh idea not bad siaz.. wahhaahha... now yiqian and i both dislike V day... haha.. wait till attached then mayb will like V day.. wahahahha.. well actually V day is not exactly meant for couples mahz.. it's frens and everybody also have onez.. but ppl slowly change it until it's like meant for couples.. no fair siaz..
ok lah.. tired le.. got to go.. hope i can recover quick.. tml lah.. my mum still force me go out wif her and my dad.. and then my grandparents.. go where? chinatown... -.- i dun wan... of all places go there?! haiyo.. go there see what? shop what? i wanna stay at home lahz... i wanna sleep.. i love sleeping.. i wana sleep.. i love sleeping...
ok cya..~!!
shweet dreams;
5:28 PM
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