dimanche, novembre 30, 2003
wah lau u... what's the matter manz? i m junhui.. i m not junhui?! what's wrong.. u write like that will scare my avid readers one lehz.. i m serious!! i m junhui!! no i m not? er.. am i having split personalities?? wah the *toot*...
stupid manz... what's wrong?!
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12:17 PM
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samedi, novembre 29, 2003
i am an idiot... i am not junhui! i dont wanna be her! i am serious!!! i am not junhui!!! i hate to be junhui.... i am crazy.. i know i am definitely crazy... i love mark lee, jack neo.. i dunno why.. i am just crazy over both of them.. they've got the charm, the looks, and everything... i am in love... haiz.. ok.. i am crazy!!! i think that patricia mok is kinda pretty... i like her big mouth... can gobble more food at one go.. stuff more goodies... yum yum..
i dunno wads got into me.. i think i am weird and crazy at this very moment... i feel hurt.. but i dunno why... scared that he'll say out... ok.. i am crazy.. i am not junhui....
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9:04 PM
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Song : [Perfect]
Artist name : Simple Plan
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurst when you disapprove all doing
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand
haha.. came back from KBox!! haha.. sang for 3 hours non-stop.. all my fave songs.. sing until dun feel like going back.. hax.. if got chance i wanna call my uncle to bring me there again.. yea!! the food there SUX!! really SUX!! ok.. haha.. i jus love the song "perfect"... and also " if you come to me" yea... i have the lyrics of the song "perfect" posted above.. yea..
ok i gtg le.. cya!! bye..
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3:53 PM
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stupid terry.. how dare u off the volume when u come to my blog?! u go eat the shit lahz. o ya.. i m NOT a star.. whahaha.. sekali they said smth malu.. i paiseh until like dunno what siaz.. no one will get my autograph lahz.. not a star!! perhaps they'll get from myra... not me! or my sis.. never me! hahax... jus go there to see see.. see if either my sis or myra will get selected... the thought of me being selected has never come across my mind.. ya.. hax.. ok anyway.. i've changed the blog music.. TERRY!! u better on and listen to it.. or else... *taking a knife and sharpening it* hahax..
okie.. going KBox later and SING!! yay!.. waited for this for SO DAMN LONG!! hahahax.. my cousin and i sure keep singing and looking for nice nice songs to sing onez.. lolx..
o ya.. yiqian.. there are 18 ppl going.. then if we get the wholesale one bo hua.. dun forget lehz.. we still have niva.. at least the bbqhouse one.. that one still got fried beehoon.. and they use vegetable oil and no meat it in.. and still have sweet corn and sweet potato.. free charcoal etc.. wholesale dun have.. huimin said if wanna a simple bbq.. then get bbqhouse... yea.. i think house is better lahz. think abt it.. and i shall get back to u.. cherisse is going liaoz.. chelsia said she dunno.. i guess she most likely not lai liaoz. she dun even mix ard wif our class ppl one.. only the vivien tok to her.. she come not sian cai guai.. besides vivien tok to her.. u can guarantee u tok to her thru-out the bbq mehz? no right? i got nth to talk to her abt also siaz... aiya.. but wont mind she come.. cos she's our ex-classmates afterall.. yea.. lolx..
OKOK.. going to KBox LIAOZ!! YAY!! sure laugh until like siao.. wahahahhaha...
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9:00 AM
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vendredi, novembre 28, 2003
hahax.. back from suntec.. wahhaha.. talked to kym ng.. wahhaha... they were lookin for ppl wif stylish looks and wif specs.. wahhaha... then i dun have stylish looks lah.. she asked my fren, myra, me and my sis if we have any specs we brought wif us.. i said no.. hahax.. then dunno how to say lahz.. if they din cut off that part where she toked to my fren my sis and i.. then u guys shld be able to see me on tv lahz.. hax.. she even asked myra and i which sch we r from.. hahax.. and myra told her.. kym asked myra if she's a chinese.. wahahha... predictable.. the very first part was like... we walked past them.. they cant see.. then three of us.. walked in between 2 cameras... haha.. one on the escalator.. the other on the ground floor.. they were shooting each other.. yea..
first to saw us was bryan wong.. but he din come and tok to us.. wahhaha.. he jus turned his head and looked at us.. but we acted as if we dunno anything and walked past... ya.. then saw kym interviewing someone... the gal so ugly one manz.. ok anyway.. then they missed us several times... then when myra asked for water.. i gave her.. then my sis drank some water too.. then give me the water bottle.. little did i know that kym and her cameraman was in front of us.. and i was like "shit, they are comin" ok.. and i haven keep my water bottle yet!! then i heard someone told kym that there were 3 of us.. kym came and toked to us.. and of cos.. on candid camera!! aiyoz.. the most paiseh part was when kym asked my specs degrees manz.. mine 800++ hax.. so paiseh.. lolx.. then she asked if we going shopping or go see them.. i said i go shopping.. wahahahhaha.. lying thru my teeth.. lolx..
ok then again.. we happen to see evelyn there too.. and bryan was in front of her.. then again.. bryan looked at us again.. yea.. hahax.. siao manz.. when we dun wanna see them.. they appear.. when we wanna see them.. none appear.. siao one.. then when we jus finished toking abt whether they'll cut of the part where kym toked to us... kym appeared in front of us!! wahhaha.. and she said," hello!! we met again!! so did u buy anything?" i replied, "haha.. no.." hahahahhax... then she said " see you!!" haha.. so loud siaz.. wahahahah... ok lahz..
u guys can only see me on tv if they din cut off the part where kym toked to us.. or if they never cut the part where we walked in between 2 cameras... or mayb u guys can see the background.. cos i keep "bumpin" into them... yea.. so i might appear in the background too! hahax.. ok lahx.. i gtg le.. u guys take care!! wahhaha.. today an interesting day manz.. lolx.. hope that kym or bryan din say anything malu abt us manz.. aiyoz....
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6:02 PM
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OOH lala~ haha.. booked the pit liaoz.. YAY!! pit 17 and 18.. in between 2 pool... there'll b lotsa ppl bbq-ing on that day! WAH SEH~!! haha... hmm.. now looking for caterer for bbq stuffs.. ya.. so paiseh to let wenting's and yiqian's mum to marinate the chickens.. i have 2 caterer to consider now... tell me which is better while i go to their webby and check out..
BBQ Foods Wholesale Centre www.bbqwholesale.com
Otah 25 cents
Satay 25 cents
Stingray $1
Full range of raw and cook BBQ foods and accessories..
excellent food award 2002
Katong Satay Supply www.bbqhouse.com.sg
Satay, Chicken Wing, Otah, Hotdog, Fishball, Fried Beehoon, etc.......
10 pax 10 item $89 nett..
- free delivery and free charcoal
- Separate order available..
$50 and above free delivery...
noe what? i think the katong satay supply is better... hax.. dunno why.. and my parents will be bbq-ing also.. so need to get $$ from them.. wahhaha.. but i have to check it out first.. if like that i have to ask them if they give us half-cooked one.. then we bbq it by ourselve... then we can increase to 20 pax.. so that makes it $178. correct not arz? mental calculation lehz.. sekali calculate wrongly i die.. whahaha... what u all think? i think it's ok lehz.. but we still need to get aluminium foil and all that... ya... ok update u guys soon!
o ya.. and i m going to KBox tml.. my uncle book liao.. he ar.. gimme so much pressure.. make me the group leader and contact all my cousins who are going tell them where to meet me and such.. SO MA FAN!! even worse.. make me to be the first to sing... cos i suggested this outing.. wahahhaha.. i always give ideas.. and in the end "hoot" myself.. *cry*. haha.. and my uncle and i din call some cousins.. cos of some personal reasons.. and both of us so bad.. make fun of each other cos of them.. ahahahha... aiya.. my uncle and i forever like that making fun of each other.. and keep making fun of others as well and tell each other what we said abt the rest... and there's a time when both of us made my 2 cousins who are of the same age sit togther... ahhaha.. one gal one guy.. wahahahaha.. and we kept laughing.. and the 2 keep looking and wondering hahahahaha.. stupid them.. lolx..
yay.. going to suntec and see snap3.. wahahha.. they looking for ppl.. etc.. wahhaha.. tonight got snap3.. must watch!! channel U at 8.30pm.. yea... ok ciao.. gotta prepare!!
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9:57 AM
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jeudi, novembre 27, 2003
If You Come To Me
By: Atomic Kitten
So long ago
I didn't have a care about me
I didn't know my right from wrong
But now I know
That you've got your love around me
You know it makes me feel so strong
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel
Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
Through out all my life
I never thought I'd have somebody
Someone to call my own
And now I've found
A little bit of heaven baby
A place to call my own
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel
Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
Hey there dont you know
You gotta slow down before you know
You gonna brake down and turn around
Before you know, you go and break my heart
When will you learn to be
A little helpful when you think of me
A little careful when you're close to me
Coz baby i loved you from the start
Baby if you turn around
And prove to me its real
Maybe we can work it out
Cos this is how I feel
(I love you)
Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
Do you know where you go when you give it all away
I'll be there for you, care for you
Love you everyday oh baby
And do you feel the same for me?
Everyday you're away
And I feel a little low
I would cry for you, die for you
Just to let you know oh baby
And if you come to me you know I'll make it right
NICE SONG~!! my fave!! there's also a chinese version of it.. both latest onez... yea.. nice siaz.. wsahahahha... if u come to me you noe i'll make it right.. OH YEA~!! hahahaha... ok.. next song lyrics i looking for is.. perfect by simple plan.. yea.. all the nice nice songs.. wah that pin pin... call me look for this lyrics.. fallen by lauren wood... u win liao lah.. i tot i couldnt find it.. luckily i managed to... ok ciao
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5:57 PM
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OOH lala~ haha.. hmm.. everything is getting on fine for the bbq stuffs.. so excited~!! hmm.. sing chun still no reply.. enling still not sure.. getting viv to call me tonight.. and get her to call cherisse.. etc.. and we'll all go shop for groceries.. lolx.. shop wif niva also.. o ya.. gotta ask her if vithya is going.. hmm.. gotta prepare everything. and hope i wont forget to book the bbq pit tml! so scared i forget siaz.. haha..
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4:23 PM
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mercredi, novembre 26, 2003
hi everybody! one day no see. hahax.. hope all of u are fine.. have been reading blogs b4 i write these.. hax.. hmm.. i read 2 kinda unhappy blog... hmm.. what happened?? care to tell? hax.. anyway i had a FUN day yesterday.. went to taka had lunch wif my sis and mum.. dad went to work as usual.. then meet us at taka.. ok.. my sis and i were like askin my mum who's pretty and such.. wahahha.. always like that.. i think my sis is pretty.. hax.. at least better than me.. lolx.. but my mum said "no" Awwww... how sad.. hax.. my mum said if both my sis and i were to join miss universe.. my mum said my sis will be the first to be OUT! hax.. haha.. cos her face is round.. and mine is kinda "sharp" hax..
ok then we went to the big (dunno what).. the place where there's a big screen... ok there.. ya.. met my father and i saw.. TWEETY n HELLO KITTY!!!! WAHHHHH~~~!!!! so cute!! haha.. i prefer hello kitty to tweety.. lolx... my hse FULL OF HELLO KITTIES!! hahax... there's already 3 behind my bed.. and a pair on my piano... dozens in the cupboard... and used to have a hello kitty comb and clock.. both spoilt by now.. wahahha... ok i m a hello kitty freak.. wahhaha... yiqian.. remember hai han? hahahahahaha... his mum.. wahahahhahaha... siao.. lolx.. o i even have a hello kitty file.. my sec 1 formed teacher gave it to me.. wahha.. i m her fave student mahz.. what to do.. eh.. i never go polish her shoe ok? hax.. and she also gave me 2 hello kitty mooncake durin mooncake festival.. my "best fren" saw it.. not happy.. then my teacher told us to share.. and i did.. but then... she told me,"junhui i take it and put on my table ok?" of cos i said ok... then she went back and tell the whole class that the teacher gave it to her.. damn.. then i dun wan the mooncake liaoz... she wants let her take all she wants.. who cares.. o ya.. and this CUTE hello kitty plush toy.. costs like $74.60!!! so ex.. so small some more.. and that time where they have the hello kitty stuffs sold at mac.. my aunties and grandmas know i like it.. they all went to get it for me.. lined up for me even.. WHAHAHAHAHA~!!! ok lah.. so bad.. but they rather they lined up than to me mahz.. hax
ok then i went to my grandma hse.. she cooked so many things.. why? cos it was all meant for me! OMG!! my uncle said she purposely cooked it for me to eat one... and her legs are kinda weak.. but she still cook so much for me to eat.. so touched..... and she know i like to eat pigs' trotters.. wahahahha.. and she cooked.. she haven been cooking it for ages.. but she knew i was going to her hse yesterday.. so she cooked for me... * SO TOUCHED*.. so bo bian.. must die die eat those she cooked... even the PIG'S SKIN!! YUCKS.. 1 layer of 1 cm fats.. OMG!! i dun even dare to eat it... but was being forced to eat... my aunties and uncles who were at the table forced me to eat it!! YUCKS! no choice.. cos of my grandma.. i ate 1.. and only 1!!! eeks.. anyway.. was havin fun wif my uncle in the "ktv" room in the hse.. wahhaha.. kept singing and singing etc... sing liao.. eat... eat liao...sing again.. sing until dun wanna go home... hahaha... and he said if my cousin.. another cousin recovered on sat.. he'll bring all of us to KBox!! YAY!! hope she recovers SOON!! then we can all go to KBox!!
o ya.. and only yesterday i found out that my uncle have so many collections of english oldies and love songs!!!!!! i wanna "kope" it from him manz.. ahahahha.. and "kope" ard 10 cds liaoz.. wahahhaha... initially he asked which one i want.. i said i wanna "kope" all.. hahahahaha.. then he said.." wah u take all i dun need to listen liaoz..." wahahahha.. then i took 10 lahz.. whahahahahaha.... he bought some dvds.. got S.H.E. one.. for my male cousin.. sianz.. then i said.. eh got 5566 one buy hor.. i come ur hse everyday to see.. wahahhaha... then my mum scold me.. told me not to spend my uncle's $$... but my uncle said" nvm.. her idol is my idol.." !! SIAO!! wahahahahahahha... crazy uncle.. hahahaha... then my mum and uncle always like to call me to act.. as that yang xiong from Holland V and that gao xiao that aunty ah kiow... siao one.. so many ppl.. call me to act.. i act.. all laugh.. wahhahaha.. nvm lah.. so long as all happy.. i happy.. wahahah.. wahah... i m their fave mah... what to do? wahhaha... so difficult to handle when i was young... now grow up liao.. so guai.. obviously their fave lahz.. whahahahaha... now laugh until like that.. CNY sure laugh until peng.. cos of another uncle.. he and my second uncle jus love to "bully" me.. see the way i get "angry" and the -.-" face.. they laugh and jus love it.. siao one.. all siao..!! haha.. so close to them cos i live with them when i was young mah.. always disturb them etc... tickle their feet etc... ahahha.. use a lot of stupid things and think a lot of stupid ideas to wake them up from sleep.. and that's ME! hahaha... jus love to be young again.. and difficult to handle again.. have all my fun back!! whahahahaha..
ok lah.. i going out le.. cya soon! bye~!!
shweet dreams;
10:15 AM
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lundi, novembre 24, 2003
i m sian-ed manz.. why is there NO ONE online? hax.. not practically no one larz.. jus that my fave online chatting pals are all nowhere in sight.. and my dear yiqian is schooling how to tok u tell me? and that vivien ar... cant even call her.. cos her home telephone line always engaged.. grace ar.. not home.. SIAN-ED!! anyway.. those class 4/2 of year 2002 ppl from smss.. pls take note.. i'll be booking the bbq pit and we'll be having both buffet and bbq.. hax.. cos niva is a vegetarian.. manz.. how can i forget that?! ok so we need more money.. will let u ppl know more soon... o ya.. and it's confirm that the bbq will be held on the 27th of dec... ya.. saturday.. so come early! can play and everything.. and take pics as well!!! hax..
hax.. had a good talk with niva jus now.. lolx.. she said i sounded like ANN!! do i? hax.. and that yiqian said i sounded like rachel ong.. IS iT? now i tell u ppl.. i sound like MYSELF!! me myself and i... hax.. ok.. and she told me some stuffs.. blah blah blah... and that mrs raj told her that 4e2 did the best among the other classes ??!! hahahax... my class.. so smart.. lolx.. and 4e2 showed the greatest improvement.. lolx.. and called us the "angels" class.. wahahahha.. how funny... still remember the way she scolded us when we slacked throughout the year and only started mugging days b4 prelims.. hax.. some mugged months or weeks b4 prelims.. well.. in the end the prelims results wasnt fantastic still... o ya.. and she told me that Mrs Chua.. our dear A Maths teacher.. still recognise her and called her NIVEA!!! wahhaahhaa... as usual.. hahahaha... haiyo.. jus so darn bored manz.. HAIZ...
anyway.. did some personality test AGAIN!! ok.. go try it out.. kinda accurate manz... lolx..
http://haleonline.com/psychtest/
THIS IS ME!
You're an INTP
INTP
You're on a quest for logical purity...you're
motivated to examine universal truths and
principles...always asking "Why?" and "Why
not?"...can focus with great intensity on your
interests...you appreciate elegance and
efficiency in thought processes and demand it in
your communication...
You might appear low key in appearance and
approach, you're hard as nails when challenging
a truth...you don't like to deal with the
obvious...at your best when developing unusual
or complex ideas...you can be an under-
achieving but very capable student...if you
don't like a rule, you're quick to challenge it
and find flaws in it -- this could make you
somewhat of a rebel...if you like the rule,
though, you have a respect for it and go along
with it...
A relentless learner in areas that hold your
interest...you might seem "lost in thought" to
others...you tend to connect unrelated
thoughts...you would rather be the architect of
a plan than the implementer of it...you need a
private, quiet workplace that allows for
flexible independence... would rather organize
ideas than people....
You tend to stay away from traditional
leadership roles, and would rather lead with
your ideas...you don't get emotionally involved,
but rather tend to follow logical
reasoning.....leisure has two dimensions to you:
first, you like to concentrate and reflect on
conceptual matters -- second, you like to take
risks in the external world (like skydiving?)...
You like to read, think, watch TV, play with
computers..(and post on the Storm Palace message
bases).. sometimes you'd rather do these types
of things than hang around other people...you
don't necessarily like "best sellers" or "must
see" movies because you don't trust people's
opinion on what's "popular" and would rather
make a value judgment for yourself....
Love, for you, has three distinct phases:
falling in, staying in, and getting out. falling
in love is a loss of rationality for you, and
you fall HARD...an all or nothing phenomenon....
The "staying in love" phase is where you start
to evaluate the relation- ship's structure and
form. You may withdraw at this point because
you're moving toward your most customary inward
style and nature. A lot of the open affection
stops....the giddy state changes... The "falling
out of love" part (which doesn't always happen)
results from an analysis of the real
expectations of the realationship and needs of
the relationship. Often an undefined line is
crossed that neither of you knew about in
advance. However, if you end it, you'll keep the
relationship going as a friend in some capacity
if you have a reason....
Pitfalls: don't focus too much on the
inconsistencies of others...try being friendly
and showing appreciation of others...being
competent is very important to you, and you
could be too hard on yourself....don't let your
emotions take control -- you could have
outbursts or appear hypersensitive...
INTP: "It's Not Theoretically Possible"
shweet dreams;
5:07 PM
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OHH lala~ hahax.. after sending out those mails to my ex-classmates.. hmm.. have already received replies from them.. hahax.. positive replies!! hahahahahax... ah lianz and yiqian have already replied... hahahax... lianz said that she has been waiting for this for dunno how long already! LOLX!! hahax.. din know my ex-classmates miss class 4/2 of year 2002 so MUCH! hahax... and yiqian was the first to reply.. cos she was online mahz... she raised up both her hands and legs and said she CONFIRM go.. eh.. dun later bang-seh me ok? hax.. i wanna it to be a successful one.. or i'll take a chopper and chop all of ur heads! hax.. wenting is also comin.. dorcas said,"anything"... what abt the rest? hmm.. gotta call viv soon... and get viv to call cherisse if cherisse fails to reply MY MAIL... hax..
hahax.. i wanna go suntec this fri.. think going wif my sis! hax.. cos horzz... u guys know the show "Snap"? channel u show.. they go ard looking for ppl.. hahax.. my sis and i kpo lahz.. hahax.. hope to be on candid camera?! hahax.. aiyaz.. jus go for the fun lahz.. hax.. anyway.. watched this show.. "Seven Sisters" yesterday.. on channel U.. it actually wasnt that scary.. but i kept screaming away.. cos that "ghost" always appear out of no where... keep asking that postman to look for the letter which she never received... she wore red and such... and FLOATS to them.. YUCKS.. that's so scary.. hahax.. ok lah.. u guys might not think it's scary.. but i think it is.. and she was like telling the postman and the gal her story... why she died and all that.. and why she wanna look for that letter... and some of the parts where she appeared out of nowhere.. my sis.. my mum and i were like screaming out loud.. mine was the worst lahz.. hahax.. scream super loud and even have my hand covering my face.. OK i m a scare-die cat... lolx... but only to ghost shows lahx.. hahahahahahax... anything to do wif ghost.. u can see me covering my face the whole time out and also hear me screaming like SIAO! haha... ok this show is funny in some ways.. and scary ( well a lil lah.. ) haha... ok tonight.. there'll be westside story... well that isnt the main point.. hax.. i wanna listen to the song.. lolx.. ok the most impt show to watch is.... the show after westside story... it's abt Nono, Kangkang and jackie wu.. going ard taiwan wif their special guests looking for food.. and have lotsa fun in the mean time. really funny and crappy show.. haha.. MUST WATCH! hahax..
shweet dreams;
10:30 AM
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dimanche, novembre 23, 2003
TAURUS WOMAN
A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person.
Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle
with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and
mainly she will have a strong jaw line.
She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and
will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If
she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and
completely stranger to her.
She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk
meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today,
and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has
patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets
there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons
for stopping her project, then she will quit.
Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks
of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more
satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths
and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance
,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home,
she likes to work and preferred not work at home.
She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but
Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show
her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about
love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing
when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any
other women.
She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You
will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not
force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes
out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than
other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a
public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she
thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better
not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will
limiting her freedom.
She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could
see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress
like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are
looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart
and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.
She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before
accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if
right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from
her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is
dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have
something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind
your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell
you to your face that " We're better off breaking up".
She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for
divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every
things should be done for "Happiness".
She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she
delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she
will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant
changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and
tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like
an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She
will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.
She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing
you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from
you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates
to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her
back, you'd better paid up.
If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or
possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or
small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has
her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.
hahax.. this i received from yiqian.. hax.. well.. all of them are pretty accurate.. only for a part or two..
"Taurus woman holds the best record for
divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every
things should be done for "Happiness". "
-- this is so UNTRUE! i dun divorce for nth.. unless smth terrible like abusing happens lahz.. but i doubt so.. hahax..
"afraid to show
her true feeling for fear of rejection."
-- true.. but if it's like i "cant take it" then i'll tell.. hax.. and most imptly i dun anyhow dress for some occasions.. look so funny.. ahha.. oh and also.. i wont say breakup for nth.. even so.. i'll only tell the person one to one when there's no one ard... or by letter. hax.. cos it's not good to say this straight into the face w/o thinking of how the other party might feel... ya... but most likely wont breakup so easily lahz.. if i confirm someone liaoz.. then it's confirm liaoz. hax.. wont anyhow change.. and wont look for other guys while attached.. i m not this sorta person.. hax.. i m a faithful, loyal person kz? hax..
anyway... I M SO EXCITED! hahax.. cos wenting and i are organising a bbq party 4/2 of year 2002!! hahax.. the most fun class in the whole school.. (i guess).. hahax... hope everything wont crop up manz... and of cos.. they have to PAY UP! hax.. for now we said $10 per person... if not enuff the treasurer of 4/2 will be chasing after them for $$.. and obviously... it's ME! hax.. had a hard time last year chasing after them for money siaz... hope this time they all are more sensible.. jus guai guai de gimme $$ then no prob liaoz.. and that yiqian always likes to like say," eh i m the first... must write down i m the first..." siaoz.. hax..
ok i've to contact some ppl first and then pass the msg around.... and it'll be held at my HSE! hax.. but sad to say.. cant come up cos hse too small to accomodate so many ppl... and i'll be booking the games room and ktv room.. and if u ppl like the movie room also! hax.. and wenting teach me how to play mahjong horz... hax.. wanna learn.. hax.. but first.. i have to know how many turning up... yea.. hope everyone agrees wif it manz... ok cya.. gotta start sendin mails...
shweet dreams;
1:17 PM
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samedi, novembre 22, 2003
well well. life have been JUS FINE! hax.. ok anyway.. went to bugis wif yiqian and have my dress altered.. well well.. then went to long john's to have our lunch.. IT JUS SUX THERE ok? u hear me? hahax.. anyway.. then walked to ps and give terry his prezzie.. wah keep changing place to meet siaz.. dunno what he's up to. and yiqian was pissed! hmm.. i was jus heck lah.. relax ... dun care so much also.. hahax.. dun believe ask yiqian.. hahax.. heck care character back liaoz what.. i mean what for getting angry bcos of this? jus make my life span shorter.. so dun bother abt so many trivial matters and life will be happier.. yea..
ok went to ps.. and this stupid guy.. wanna sell whatever ticks they have.. then yiqian and i quickly zao first.. haha.. b4 they approach us and call us to buy.. he saw me.. but there's someone walking towards him.. so yiqian and i took the chance to run away first ok then after passing terry the prezzie and he gave me a card... we left ps.. for some this fashion megastore.. no nice clothes one siaz.. ok when on my way there.. this gal approached us... then called us to buy.. we said no.. then this guy ( in purple) who was also previously the one who wanna call us to buy the ticks... walked towards me.. yiqian lahz.. walk so fast... then the guy asked me.." hey did i talk to u b4?" i was like.. "no?" hahax.. ok.. then he asked me to buy the ticks.. NO MEANS NO LAHZ... then he say u and ur fren share share lahz.. i dun wan.. shake my head and quickly walk... then when walking from this fashion to centrepoint.... this guy walked towards us again.. so free mehz? then i was like saying " OH SHIT" so loudly... guessed he heard it.. haahx.. then he pointed us to his fren.... lucky yiqian was standing on the outer side.. and me the inner side.. as usual.. we walked quickly.. and this guy still asked us to buy.. wah biang.. say no liaoz mah... then we keep walking and shaking head... then he said "suan le.." hahax hahahahx... stupid guys.. dunno what they are up to...
ok then went to centerpoint meet terry again... cos going to play pool at cuppage plaza.. hahax.. i m real sucky at it.. REALLY SUCKY! hahaz.. anyway.. frankly speaking.. i dun really like the atmosphere there.. dun like the feeling when i m there yea... so i guess i wont go this kinda place liaoz? ok anyway.. wanna thank terry for the card.. really appreciate it.. and it's really nice esp the DOG! hahax..
ok.. last but not least... i wanna say to everyone reading this.... only when a problem arises.. then u'll know who are those who really care...
ok.. take care pals..
shweet dreams;
11:04 AM
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vendredi, novembre 21, 2003
help me keep a look out for these songs...
BLUE --- Guilty
Christina Aguilera --- the voice within
Atomic Kitten --- if u come
??? --- sorry i cant be perfect
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jeudi, novembre 20, 2003
Collin Raye
Love Me
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so"
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see
And between now and then, till I see you again
I'll be loving you. Love, me
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see
And between now and then, till I see you again
I'll be loving you. Love, me
Between now and then, till I see you again
I'll be loving you. Love, me
Nobody Wants To Be Lonely
by Christina Aguilera feat. Ricky Martin
Ricky:
Why, why, why
Christina:
Oh ooh ohh
Ricky:
There you are, in a darkened room
And you're all alone, looking out the window
Your heart is cold and lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows
Christina:
In the shadows
Ricky:
Come to come, come to me
Both:
Can't you see that
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Why (ooh ohh yeah), why (oh why), why
Christina:
Ooh ooh, yeah
Can you hear my voice, do you hear my song
It's a seranade, so your heart can find me, ohh
And suddenly you're flying down the stairs
Into my arms, baby, ohh
Ricky:
Before I start going crazy
Christina:
Going crazy, ohh
Ricky:
Run to me
Christina:
Run to me
Both:
Cause I'm dying...
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (I don't wanna cry)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why
Christina:
Why, why don't you let me love you
Ricky:
I wanna feel you need me
Christina:
Feel you need me
Ricky:
Just like the air you're breathing
Christina:
Breathing, I need you here in my life
Both:
Don't walk away, don't walk away
Don't walk alway, don't walk away
No, no, no, no...
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry...yeah yeah
Nobody wants to be lonely (yeah ohh ooh)
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry)
My body's longing to hold you (is longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside (hurts inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life (ohh)
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Let me love you...
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry (nobody wants to cry...)
My body's longing to hold you (I'm longing to hold you)
So bad it hurts inside (so hurt inside)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
So why (why), why don't you let me love you
Why (why), let me love you
Why don't you let me love you
Why, love you, let me love you
Why (why)
WESTLIFE LYRICS
"If I Let You Go"
[Shane:]
Day after day
Time passed away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
[Mark:]
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
[All (Shane lead):]
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? ([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go?
[Bryan:]
Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
[Shane:]
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?
[Shane:]
If I let you go ooooh baby
Ooooooooohhhhh
[Bryan:]
Once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
Ooooooooohhhhh
[All:]
But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
([Mark:] close to me)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
([Bryan:] if I let you go?)
But if I let you go I will never know
([Mark:] oh baby)
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
([Shane:] oh yeah)
How will I know
[Shane:] if I let you go ?
lolx.. ok lahz.. so many lyrics at a go.. ok today.. an ok day.. went to esplanade wif myra and kaixin... gave myra her prezzie.. a cute lil bear.. haha.. and this 2 gals.. come so late.. then this siao salesman approach me... promote what perfume.. the smell damn nice.. he ask me whether i in poly or sec sch.. i say poly.. then he said.. "wah xiao mei must eat more etc..." then he ask me if i speaks mandrin.. i was like DUH~ i m chinese what... hahax.. then he tok like machine gun like that... i dun get what he was trying to say.. hahax.. then he asked if i m buying.. i replied in english and he was shocked.. haha.. cos he speak to me in chinese i replied in english.. hahahahahax.. i said.." erm.. i din bring enuff cash.. and is erm like now waiting for my fren" then he said " ok wait for ur fren come back for u later.." then he carried on and asked me.. if i have a sis and asked for her name.. i din say.. then he asked.. if my sis have short hair.. i said my sis long hair.. he asked if my sis drives what nissan car.. i said my sis younger than me.. then he diam.. and said i look like one of his frens.. siaoz. crazy guy.. then his frens looking... all siao one.. then when another guy came along.. so obvious they come and look for me lah.. they walk one big round around me and look at me.. when kaixin came they too approach her cos i was there.. they din even ask kaixin if she speaks mandrin.. cos she have the cheena look.. lolx then they also call her eat more and she gave them the -.-" look.. lolx.. hahaahahha... too bad myra wasnt there.. otherwise they sure ask if she's a chinese.. lolx.. then where ever we went.. we kept sawing them.. sianz.. and they kept looking.. then when he asked me one qn.. i think he asked " ur bdae?" i said no.. and his fren at that time walked over and i like gave him a BIG STARE! ahah.. then that guy asked.. " wah u scared of my fren ar.. why ur eyes open so big.." hahahahahax.. heck.. lolx..
ok anyway.. i saw VIV and sin yee today!! wow.. viv manz.. so diff to see her on the streets.. and i was VIVIEN!! and ran to her and we HUGGED!! lolx... haha.. gals are like that one what -.-'' haha.. and we are going out wif most of the ppl from smss 4/2 gals next mth.. to somewhere like esplanade and merlion that side lah.. to tok to play and to laugh.. hahahax... have all the spunky 4/2 life back! haha.. though it's only for a while.. but the memories stays forever.. and we're gonna taking pICS! wif all the cute cute funny poses.. lolx.. and monkey face.. this is the most impt.. haha.. and the COOl poses too.. hahax. and always saw sin yee on the streets man.. i was tying my hair halfway and i saw her.. haha.. both kena shocked.. lolx.. hahax.. ok lahz.. gtg le..
i love viv manz.. she's jus so CUTE! still the same ol' cute gurl.. hahax ok lah.. cya ppl.. and btw.. GOOD OL' JUNHUI IS BACK! my heck care character is BACK! hahax.. and my confident looks ALSO BACK! my CHEERY CHARACTER ALSO BACK! and most of all.. my ICY QUEEN LOOK IS BACK! hahahahahahx.. GOOD! yiqian and all my frens are so happy for me! YAY!!!!!!!
shweet dreams;
5:46 PM
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yoohoo...
well.. heard some musics yesterday while shopping and goin sch for some running and table tennis session wif yiqian.. hahax.. managed to like run 4 rounds non-stop.. an improvment! YAY! ok.. heard this song by christina aguilera and wif someone i guess.. song is " no one wants to be lonely" a new song... and this song by jarr or jair.. i dunno who.. some local talent... sang this new song.. "chance with you" OO.. it's really nice manz... and another new song by atomic kittens.. OMG.. it's freaking nice!
ok while running.. i heard this song by westlife if i m not wrong "if i let u go" WAH BIANGZ... i love this song manz.. hahax... and while shopping in like metro at century square... heard this song... by lebo.."let it be me" aiiyoz... and some other very nice songs.. but jus dunno the title.. damn freaking nice.. looking for the lyrics soon! o ya.. cant find collin raye "love me" lyrics.. remembered when i swam at the swimming pool at my hse here.. i heard this song manz... yes.. played IN the swimming pool... so COOl.. haahx... ok and i bought a spagett dress yesterday very nice... even the cleaner aunty say i wear liao very sweet and nice.. and that yiqian also say so.. the colour matches me! hahax.. okok lah..i gtg for now.. later look for lyrics and post it here in the eveniing...ok ciao
shweet dreams;
9:43 AM
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mercredi, novembre 19, 2003
u know guys.. i haven been myself for the past few months sorry i've let those who REALLY care for me down... i've became someone whom i dun even know... i dun even know who am i liaoz.. but glad to say.. the same old junhui u guys love is BACK! i m trying to pull myself thru... i m slowy gaining back my self-confidence... i m cute and everything.. i wanna continue those lame and crappy stuffs i did last year... and my heck care character to certain stuffs... the good old junhui will be back soon wif a new image i guess.. ahahx.. i m slowly changing my image.. perhaps the results wont be seen so soon. some ppl are jus not worth my time and effort.. for everything u choose to do, for everything u decide.. whatever that's gonna happens in the future.. u jus have to bear the consequences.
i only realised that i m not someone i know at like midnight sunday while watching the movie "eye for an eye". i was sad.. and prayed to God... and tears jus flowed down my cheeks w/o me knowing! hmm.. guess God has really listened to my prayer.. n perhaps He forgives me already. i m gonna get my old self back.. my confident, cheerful, heck care (towards some stuffs), hardworking, crappy, forever smiling and laughing, lame characters BACK! i've lost it all for the past months.. and now i m determined to get it ALL BACK!
i believe that after all these... whatever that's gonna happen to me in future.. will be GOOD! and it'll definitely be.. i believe that... =) jus wanna thank all those who have scolded me awake. thank u guys so much.. esp yiqian.. who had been so fierce to me whenever i tok abt it.. and myra advicing me... grace giving me self encouragment... i really appreciate all these.. and wenting..and ian providing me a listening ear... really love u guys manz.. thanks for being there for me. =) thank u SO MUCH! the good old jun hui WILL BE BACK! and next year.. will be all new... totally new... and gonna start afresh... yiqian.. thanks so much for everything... i'll forever keep this sentence in my heart.. "if it's mine it'll be mine" but still... there are some ppl in life who are jus not worth my PRECIOUS TIME! hahax.. and also.. BEN.. he's so nice to me.. dunno him that well yet and he's been telling me a lot of stuffs that i have to know and understand... he gives me encouragement too... so sweet of u.. hahax.. u cant even see this manz.. nvm.. write it first.. next time then let u see.. hahax..
love ya guys... jus have been so so sweet.. and grace i'll definitely fine u $1 when u tok of nic and ray.. hahax.. ok cya guys... good old lovable junhui comin back!
shweet dreams;
6:14 PM
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mardi, novembre 18, 2003
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Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!
You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.
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WOW!! know what? i have that kanga character and i love blue.. and the colour which turned out for the colour quiz is also BLUE!! ok.. ya i do give my love and friendship unconditionally... and of cos.. enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosphy and spirituality.. and this yiqian know.. haha.. cos we always talk a lot of stuffs until like forget the time... we even once talked until like 2-3 am in the morning.. hahax.. and sometimes even talk craps... always craps.. hahax.. then talked abt our sec sch life in smss... abt how we study and the interesting things which happened in serene's centre mac... jus love the times spent there.. no worries nth.. life is jus so simple and plain... gals sch for me i guess it's forever the best choice.. nth to fret abt and such.. gals sch... nth to hide from each other.. can talk abt anything openly... gossip and everything hahax.. and turn the whole sch upside down.. those were the days i certainly miss.... and true enuff.. i m loyal and intuitive... i can often guess and feel and predict things that will most likely come true... that's why that yiqian say me shuai1 zui3 ba1.. cos i always guess it correctly.. ahahx.. like when someone msg her.. i said ck.. then she said.. cant be... then when open and check.. it's really ck.. haahx.. then she said u very shuai1 one leh... next time dun anyhow tok... hahax.. guess correctly one time doesnt mean the 2nd time will be correct.. but still i guess it correctly... but i dun always guess the same person.. sometimes i also guess the bai ming chong.. xiao bai cai.. i dunno who lahz.. but yiqian told me abt him mahz.. then guess it's he who msged her.. and indeed i guessed correctly.. hahaz.. my dreams also always come true one.. hahax.. interesting facts abt me!
ok.. now back to bad news... went out wif kaixin yesterday... to jurong point.. return her vcd and went to buy prezzie for myra... then when we were abt to pay $$ kaixin realised that her red plastic bag containing her wallet and vcd is GONE!! it was supposed to be on her hand... but she cant remember where she left it and such... and the worse thing is.. she was having cramps.. first day yesterday.. and she only found out when we were shopping for prezzie halfway.. sad manz.. no wonder she keep complaining to me that she felt cold... and me.. i think i wore less than her.. i dun find myself complaining cold.. hax.. ok then i did all the runnings... looking for the stuffs here and there and everywhere... but to no avail... asking all the aunties and cleaners and some ppl who were eating there... blah blah blah.. even talk to the lady at the info counter... cos kaixin dunno how to tell them and dunno how to say it out.. so i did all the talkings.. and most of all.. runnings...
speak to this malay cleaner in malay... cos she dun really know how to speak english.. hahaz.. win liao.. and my malay language was like BROKEN.. ahahx... then this chinese cleaner.. she lagi best.. chinese also dunno how to speak... in the end kaixin speak to her in hokkien.. hahax... my hokkien language also broken one lahx.. but i understand what she was saying.. kaixin thought i dun.. haiz... i got so stupid one meh? hahax.. ok then i add on asking that cheena aunty in hokkien lahz... and kaixin dun get a single word of that that malay aunty said.. but I DID!! ahahx.. so smart.. no lah no lah... ok in the end.. i paid for myra's prezzie using nets first.. then carried on looking ard... lent kaixin all my cash availabe to go home.. her ezlink card was in the wallet as well... sad manz... feel so sad for her.. but then there's nth much we can do liaoz mah.. jus feel so helpless at the time cos i cant do anything more to make her feel better other than running looking for her stuffs and consoling her and trying to make her laugh.. well she did a bit and got a bit of my crazy character hahax...
i told her.. well mayb the person who took it wanna watch mvp.. after that they return u liao.. or mayb the person who took it is a yandao. find u chio.. then took ur wallet and pic inside larx.. found u liao who knows u 2 together? ahhax.. then she started laughing.. then she add on.. "wanna jio me then take my pic larx.. but dun need take the whole thing one mahz.. hahax.." then like telling her mayb God did all these for a reason and it might be a blessin in disguise... and the blessin might be a yandao taking her stuffs? and both of them might be together.. ahahx.. and perhaps after this she will learn not to be careless anymore.. and she might treasure everything that she have more... ( well she actually treasure all that she have)... and for those lost pics... she can like call back all her frens.. and request to take another lovegetty wif them... can get closer and know more abt each other... and also the she might look very chio in that lovegetty right? i mean all this kinda things.. no one will know...
God do everything for a reason... things lost cant be found back again... so no use thinkin abt it.. look fwd.. get a new wallet and everything.. everything that happens happen for a reason... what's meant to be urs will be urs.. even when it's lost.. if it still meant to be urs.. it'll be back.. like what yiqian told me.. she lost her earrings several times.. and when she thought it's gone.. she found it by surprise again... that's a good thing! life is full of ups and downs... and there are certain things we have to accept no matter what.. hax.. i can tell this and console ppl.. but i can never console myself.. cos it jus wont work.. i can always find reasons to contradict myself.. a short life we have... full of happy and unhappy happenings... and this is what makes life meaningful and interesting... in the course of life.. we made many frens.. learnt many things... lost many things.. gained many things.. and at the end of this.. we sure benefit a lot... life is too short to waste.. so it's better to make use of chances given to u... and do everything which is meaningful... and soon u will find urself a happy person and a person who did much help to the country and society.. isnt that wonderful?
hahax.. once again.. i tell u.. i can never use this to console myself.. cos i jus wont take it in and accept it and will definitely find ways and reasons to contradict myself.. hahax.. this is me.. that's why i take quite long time to recover from "falls" hahax.. ok cya guys..
take care..
shweet dreams;
9:28 AM
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dimanche, novembre 16, 2003
ok.. dunno what to write in here... mayb shld jus write what i think abt relationships ba..
hmm... to me in a relationship.. we need to compromise.. compromising to me aint a bad thing at all.. cos compromising is part of love... there isnt any couple who dun compromise... everyone comes from different background.. different walks of life.. to be together, both parties need to compromise and learn to live with each other etc.. to accept the person you are with.. u learn to live with her.. it's also compromising... like baking a cake.. u need sugar.. though sugar is only a small component... but it also plays a part.. imagine baking a cake without sugar.. it wont turn out nice... jus like love.. compromising is a small part of it.. but if both parties wont wanna compromise... the love they have for each other will turn sour.. compromising is essential in a relationship...
interests and stuff.. u can never find a couple who can have exactly the same interests... u imagine lah.. if u and ur partner have the same interests... and u guys will be doing the same thing again and again.. dun u think it's boring? if there's different interests... u can like do a diff thing.. try out new things in life.. and perhaps it can slowly become ur interests too.. trying out things which ur partner likes and is interested in is NOT compromising... it's merely a trying out... if u dun try.. you'll never know what will happen... if u dun try u'll never learn.. if u dun give anything a try.. u'll never know what u actually like... there's no harm giving it a try at all... but u'll regret if u dun give it a try.. interests doesn matter to a couple at all.. there can b a couple having totally different interests and yet can be happy together too.. every single couple have totally different interests... and have to compromise... even if u guys dun get to compromise during dating... u guys will SURE have to compromise after marriage... cos of different lifestyle... and have to live with each other and each other family... isnt it compromising still? so u cant actually escape from it.. if u think compromising is not a good thing... then think again... u cant escape from it after all.. unless u dun get married..
in this life... u have to give everything a try.. give everything a shot... if u keep thinking abt stuffs... u'll never get anything right... if u dun try u'll never know.. by thinking so much doesnt help... give urself a chance give others a chance.. if u think it's not going to work after trying... u can tell the opp party how u feel abt things.. if he/she feels the same way too.. then.. u guys go decide on what to do after that..
i mean in life.. we are given lots of CHANCES to do things... and it's ur CHOICE to decide whether to get hold of it or not.. a CHANCE lost... it'll never be back again.. and u might tend to regret later on in life.. but if u CHOOSE to try.. and things dun turn out the way u wanted.. then u wont regret.. cos u know u've at least made the CHOICE to try.. there's always no harm trying things in life... to meet each other is a CHANCE..
ok this is a mail i received from kaixin.. and wld like to share it with everyone...
Chance or Choice
When we meet the right person to love, when we're at the right place at the right time, that's
chance. When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a
choice. That's
chance. Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a
choice. That's also a
chance.
The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level? That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling. If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a
chance. That's
choice.
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's
choice. Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's
choice. Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by
chance. But true love that lasts is truly a
choice. A
choice that we make.
Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this:
Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen. I do believe that soul mates do exist. That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not. We may meet our soul mates by chance, but loving and staying with our soul mate is still a choice we have to make.
We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love...BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly..
after reading all these... i supposed there's no harm trying everything.. give urself a chance.. give the person who like u a chance.. it's fairer for both.. by trying.. u'll know what u want even more.. it'll also give u a clearer view.. u'll never know what u wanna.. until u try..
by knowing each other is a fate and a chance... never miss it.. if u do.. it'll never be back again... give it a second thought.. never regret bcos of some things u never try...
ok i think i've been typing on my thoughts a lot... hope my frens will know what to do ok? smile ppl... some chances in life are not to be missed.. ok ciao..
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samedi, novembre 15, 2003
hiz..
jus came back from swimming... ya.. and again.. it rained when i was swimming... haiz.. haha.. so i came home early.. ya.. and i din wanna swim for long today cos my muscles are ACHING!!.. esp my butts... dunno why.. this morning.. so pain sia.. then gotta sweep and mop the floor.. then went swimming.. at 2.. haha.. trying to get myself tanned.. lolx.. ok lah.. i sian liao.. feel like calling and tok on the phone... hmm.. ok lah.. nth to write.. told my father that i m going out wif kaixin next monday.. at home next tues.. and that yiqian wanna me go tp and train up my running next wed.. thurs out wif myra.. fri out wif qian and terry.. haha.. busy week coming along.. then the week after next will meet grace my v good fren.. to chill out somewhere.. i wonder where... sit and tok and drink.. and most of all PPL WATCH!! haha.. my fave..
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vendredi, novembre 14, 2003
yo yo yo.. how's everybody?? mine's fine.. went jogging and played tennis in sch wif yiqian.. and din expect terry to turn up.. gave me a huge shock?? haha... we went running.. my stamina is damn lousy man.. can only run for like 3 rounds continuously... like 1200m.. haha.. then walked for 2 rounds??? ahahahahah... and yiqian ended up pulling me along and run wif her.. lolx... then went to play tennis etc... sat at the grandstand for like dunno how long.. sweating like siao.. that terry like going for marathon.. his 6 rounds like faster than my 3 rounds sia.. what the hell... hahaha.. jealous.. that yiqian wanna me to go sch and run next wed AGAIN?! aiyoz.. see how.. if like that hor.. i practically go out everyweek.. still gotta go out wif grace... hmm.. the week after next can or not? otherwise my parents will be like some fly.. flying ard me.. making those irritating noises.. OOPS.. hahaha...
wen to play tennis at 11am - 12pm.. but then?? it rained at 11.30am... the game was like erm... erm... how to say leh? haha.. pretty ok.. picking the balls up most of the time.. haha... it's either i hit out of court or terry hit out of court.. haha... like cant play a proper game.. and he said i m like his sister?? haha.. balls keep flying all over the place.. well at least better than that yiqian.. sit there for dunno how long... cos she dunno how to play? but when she decided to give it a shot... haha.. the balls she serve cant get over the net and such.. and then dunno when.. terry hit the ball in yiqian's direction... and jus right after yiqian screamed " DUN HIT MY FACE!" the ball hit her left cheek.. lolx.. haha... then when it started to rain.. we decided to like go bath and leave lah... then my raquet accidentally hit yiqian... lolx.. not her day man.. then we went bathing and such then went to bedok interchange hawker center and had our lunch... wif terry also... then went to library... and such... blah blah blah.. yiqian saw her father... blah blah blah... then saw terry so tired... i also kinda tired.. so go home larx.. lolx... OOPS i haven sweep and mop the floor yet.. better get going.. cya.. ciao..
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mercredi, novembre 12, 2003
jus another ordinary day... went out wif parents... sian din wanna go out today ... but they forced me to... haiz... then after doing some stuffs outside.. now i m home... wahahahha... i came back alone lah.. dun wanna go out mah... now.. online... sian... everyone is busy doing their work.. no one to tok to sia.... aiyoz... going to log off soon... nth to do online.. nth to do online but if there's at least someone i can tok to then it's still ok.. but dun haf.... *cry*.. ha.. ok lah.. so sian until dunno what man.. o ya.. got MVP can watch... haha.. have to return it to kaixin next week.. then shun bian buy prezzie... for... haha... er... ok... hahahaha.... why is everyone so busy???? WHY?
ok i go watch MVP now... *wink*.. cya..
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mardi, novembre 11, 2003
well... i m sick and tired of all these games someone is playing wif me... always... acting ard and such... is it so fun to see me get angry and to see my reaction? if u dun like me liao... then why wanna test and see my reactions??? WHY?? W-H-Y? u said that if i dun like this guy then i shldnt react this way.. well sad to say.. even if it's jus my frens who scolded me that... i'll also get angry and ignore that person... not jus only u... u are the same to me compared to the others... but WHY did u wanna do this to me and test my reactions...? i jus dun get it... dun tell me to forget and not think abt it.. cos no matter what i wanna know the reason...
think i shld jus leave someone (well i think i already do)... who is always joking and playing ard wif me... not that i m petty or what... but these games aint funny at all... it's hurting... to imagine that someone scolded u and then 3 days later... say he/she was jus joking... how you'd feel? pissed right? of cos i m.. i m irritated by these games... when can it come to an end? think i might as well consider someone who's there for me... supporting me... listening to my probs when i need him most... well i dunno... and another thing is that... why count the number of days we din tok to each other? funny sia.. dun like liao still count?? hmmm..... really dunno what u want.. dunno what's so fun to discover abt by making someone angry... i really dun get it sia... what's this all abt? is it really that fun? i dun think it's fun... i really dunno what to do abt it.. kinda irritated...
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lundi, novembre 10, 2003
as usual went out wif yiqian today... went to orchard library... see the recipes book... etc... borrowed to romance book... etc... went to eat.. then went to buy stuffs... then went to centrepoint.. went to this shop and dun wanna come out... cos... all the stuff toys there SO KAWAII!!!! all stuffed animals.. wahahha.. then went to this shop... saw this card.. and those words written on it so meaningful... it wrote.... " MENtal anxiety, MENstrual cramps, MENopause.... all problems starts with MEN!!!" wahahahahahahha... correct!! wahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha.... then went to PS Mac and eat again... then shop again.. then went home.... sweep and mop.. some ordinary day... tml better watch the MVP liao.. otherwise how to return to kaixin on the 17th??? aiyoz.... haha.. ok ciao....
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dimanche, novembre 09, 2003
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Someone said... "Wallets are a lot like girls. You really have to take good care of, because if you won't, something might happen"...
I know what he means. I just lost a wallet, and I just lost a girl. You know, it's the exact same thing. One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it. You think, and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone. Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back. Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go. The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences. They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before. You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost. No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it. You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in. You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there. Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet. And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it. That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no onger holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet. And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.
well.. this is life.. jus dun understand some things... unpredictable and such... jus wanna say... pls do treasure those ard u.. when one day they decides to leave u... u'll regret.. u'll feel bad for not treating her well... for not treasuring her when she's by ur side... dun understand how come some guys can like scold gals using vulgarities.. though they might be jus saying it... but then it's very offensive to gals... when guys scold gals some offensive words... we gals take it seriously.. and some guys after scolding.. dun even say sorry... what is this? i know guys have ego.. gals have pride too u know? after being scolded for nth... and still have to say sorry? no way.. this is not going to happen... when u guys are in bad mood.. gals will always ask.. "why? what happen?" and some guys either keep quiet.. or scold the gals for being nosey... well not all .. but some.. not referring to anyone in particular.. when the guys keep quiet what else can the gals do? keep quiet also lah.. let them cool down... but when... girls are not in a good mood... some guys will ask why.. some guys jus keep quiet... gals need a listening ear... is that difficult??????? b4 they can provide a listening ear.. some guys already like "on their way" to do smth else... gals of cos not happy lah.. when needed someone to listen that time.. where are they? but if the guys wanna do their stuffs... what can the gals do? stop them? cant be.. so let them go lah..
thing is... will guys be there to listen to gals problems??? not all.. but some.. i dunno... and remember.. gals will not be the one to say sorry anymore.. we've enough of that.. girls have pride and guys have ego.. we can give in once.. twice.. trice... ten times.. also can.. but not forever... and when gals dun tok... there's definitely a prob...
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vendredi, novembre 07, 2003
it's holidays now... but.. but... but.. i dun think i enjoy it at all... cos my sis is at home... i gotta sweep and mop and cook... sian... i dislike it man.. i'd rather go to sch man... i also dunno... kinda down today... well well... thinking too much mayb... haiz.. dunno lah.. see when got mood then blog again lor..
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mardi, novembre 04, 2003
wah today's paper so horrible... i tikum 80% of it sia... all the ans and qn like never see b4 one.. wah lau eh.. still make us write recipe... dun even know there's a kind of top round meat sia... dun even know if it is tough or tender cut... then i requested for a dictionary.. wahahaha.. many ppl did that too.. then i check on the word.. top... hahaha.. then they say it's ard the head part.. etc... then i tikum that it is tough cut lah.. cos hor.. the head area right? then the head always move here move there... see here see there... then i guess it is so frequently exercised.. so a lot of collagen... then it shld be tough cut lah then myra said it was tender cut.. she saw it in the notes.... so i din bother.. cos i dunno the ans mah.. tikum doesnt mean must be correct... then while having lunch wif myra.. huijuan msged me.. she said top round is tough cut.. wahahahahahahhaha... TIKUM ALSO CORRECT!! this shows smth.. anyhow tikum hor.. also mayb will get correct...
yesterday's HAP one also tikum one.. there's this qn... susan went to clinic to check for pregnancy... doctor told her that there's an increase amt of HCG in her body.. so is she pregnant??? then i dunno how to do this qn... dun even remember HCG will indicate whether a person is pregnant or not... sian.. then i did this when i completed the whole paper... then... i said yes she is pregnant... cos everyone produce a certain amt of HCG... including foetus... then if there's an increase in HCG means pregnant... wahahahhaha.. stupid ans i know... but at least i tikum the pregnant one correct... HCG is produced by the developing placenta sia.. wahahahha.. nvm.. din read also tikum half correct can liao
haha.. stupid ans.. i tell u if u read all my exam answers.. u will find it super lame.. hahahaha.. lame answers correct can liao... ahahhaha...ok lah.. gtg le.. cya soon!!
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lundi, novembre 03, 2003
I LOVE SMSS....
I WANNA GO BACK....
POLKA DOTS RULEZ!!!!
haha.. ok lah.. i a bit the miss smss sia.. really love that school a lot.. hey sm gals agree wif me???
i miss the lifestyle there...
i miss the frens there....
i miss the laughter i had wif my frens there....
how i wish i can go back....
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dimanche, novembre 02, 2003
heeloo.. life's been ok... have been surfing the net today.. not been studyin.. slacking away... haha..
okok cut my craps... gotta get studying now!!!
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