mardi, novembre 11, 2003
well... i m sick and tired of all these games someone is playing wif me... always... acting ard and such... is it so fun to see me get angry and to see my reaction? if u dun like me liao... then why wanna test and see my reactions??? WHY?? W-H-Y? u said that if i dun like this guy then i shldnt react this way.. well sad to say.. even if it's jus my frens who scolded me that... i'll also get angry and ignore that person... not jus only u... u are the same to me compared to the others... but WHY did u wanna do this to me and test my reactions...? i jus dun get it... dun tell me to forget and not think abt it.. cos no matter what i wanna know the reason...
think i shld jus leave someone (well i think i already do)... who is always joking and playing ard wif me... not that i m petty or what... but these games aint funny at all... it's hurting... to imagine that someone scolded u and then 3 days later... say he/she was jus joking... how you'd feel? pissed right? of cos i m.. i m irritated by these games... when can it come to an end? think i might as well consider someone who's there for me... supporting me... listening to my probs when i need him most... well i dunno... and another thing is that... why count the number of days we din tok to each other? funny sia.. dun like liao still count?? hmmm..... really dunno what u want.. dunno what's so fun to discover abt by making someone angry... i really dun get it sia... what's this all abt? is it really that fun? i dun think it's fun... i really dunno what to do abt it.. kinda irritated...
shweet dreams;
5:31 PM
