mercredi, novembre 19, 2003
u know guys.. i haven been myself for the past few months sorry i've let those who REALLY care for me down... i've became someone whom i dun even know... i dun even know who am i liaoz.. but glad to say.. the same old junhui u guys love is BACK! i m trying to pull myself thru... i m slowy gaining back my self-confidence... i m cute and everything.. i wanna continue those lame and crappy stuffs i did last year... and my heck care character to certain stuffs... the good old junhui will be back soon wif a new image i guess.. ahahx.. i m slowly changing my image.. perhaps the results wont be seen so soon. some ppl are jus not worth my time and effort.. for everything u choose to do, for everything u decide.. whatever that's gonna happens in the future.. u jus have to bear the consequences.
i only realised that i m not someone i know at like midnight sunday while watching the movie "eye for an eye". i was sad.. and prayed to God... and tears jus flowed down my cheeks w/o me knowing! hmm.. guess God has really listened to my prayer.. n perhaps He forgives me already. i m gonna get my old self back.. my confident, cheerful, heck care (towards some stuffs), hardworking, crappy, forever smiling and laughing, lame characters BACK! i've lost it all for the past months.. and now i m determined to get it ALL BACK!
i believe that after all these... whatever that's gonna happen to me in future.. will be GOOD! and it'll definitely be.. i believe that... =) jus wanna thank all those who have scolded me awake. thank u guys so much.. esp yiqian.. who had been so fierce to me whenever i tok abt it.. and myra advicing me... grace giving me self encouragment... i really appreciate all these.. and wenting..and ian providing me a listening ear... really love u guys manz.. thanks for being there for me. =) thank u SO MUCH! the good old jun hui WILL BE BACK! and next year.. will be all new... totally new... and gonna start afresh... yiqian.. thanks so much for everything... i'll forever keep this sentence in my heart.. "if it's mine it'll be mine" but still... there are some ppl in life who are jus not worth my PRECIOUS TIME! hahax.. and also.. BEN.. he's so nice to me.. dunno him that well yet and he's been telling me a lot of stuffs that i have to know and understand... he gives me encouragement too... so sweet of u.. hahax.. u cant even see this manz.. nvm.. write it first.. next time then let u see.. hahax..
love ya guys... jus have been so so sweet.. and grace i'll definitely fine u $1 when u tok of nic and ray.. hahax.. ok cya guys... good old lovable junhui comin back!
shweet dreams;
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