vendredi, avril 29, 2005
28th april 2005 is my happiest day! ok i shall start from the beginning...
First and foremost, i wanna thank those who wished me a happy bdae~ thanks myra for ur nice lil earrings.. and zhenhui.. im waiting for my prezziee.. vivien too.. haha.. and
babyboy~ (kevin) thanks for the lovely necklace.. oooHHHH tts vvvvvv nice~ i love it~ too many ppl wished me happy bdae.. hmm.. wanrong, peiling, delvina, jarrich, junfa, my uncle, my mum, kevin baby~, jezialle, zhenhui, jiayi, angel, jocelyn, jessica (all e way from aussie), myloh, farziana, nuraniah, myra, claudine, junquan, weeloon, satanic, ron, danzone, pinger, kaixin, stella, alvin, sarah, wanting, wanxuan, rasul, xiangrui, qianhui, luxia and may... so far like tt only i think..
took SIP location as well.. went to this company called Vitamin Research Asia Pacific Pte. Ltd. some company i never heard of. but Mrs C said that it is an established and well known company in america which sells vitamins and supplements to hospitals and doctors. and now they wanna come to singapore to sell it to public and normally it's those high-end social class type of people. anw thats sales im doing
AGAIN! and some marketing and admin job. gotta read up on nutrition again before i get intro trouble by explaining the wrong thing to the public. lol.
then immediately after food safety subject briefing, i rushed down to meet
babykev.. he was there long ago.. haha.. crap reach so early siahx. den we went to tk a look at the retail shop im going to work at. den went to suntec and we saw maia lee! we went to look at furnitures as well.. haha not as if we're going to buy it. lol.. den went to sakae to have our dinner..... damn ex i tell you.. freak.. haha.. den we walk around.. tried crossing the road.. together and damn im scared of roads and cars.. lol.. anyway with him around.. i feel safe. went to esplanade together and saw alan tan and his gf. saw sidney ytd as well.. and baby asked me," how many frens u have uh? how come everywhere got ur frens one?" hahahaha.. good question. i dunno.. hahahah..
went to esplanade.. had a
lovely, quality, sweet time with babykev.. so many couples there.. hahahha.. plus us.. add another couple. lol.. felt so happy yesterday~ how i wish i could just stay there the whole nite with babykev.. i love him so damn much.. he's my precious one. lucky i chose him instead of jianhui.. heng siah.. lucky i chose to give up on terry. lucky and
thank God for many things... esplanade.. spend it with babykev is the best.. haha.. dun wanna go into details abt us too much hahaha.. cos too rou ma liao.. haha..
went home at like 10plus.. had no choice but to lie.. sigh.. but wif baby.. haha nvm lah lor.. haha.. once in a while..
loves baby to bits and pieces..
babykev~ i love you lots! you made my day a happy one.. and the most memorable one! thanks for everything darling..
shweet dreams;
11:13 AM
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mercredi, avril 27, 2005
i cant wait for tomorrow to come~ gonna go to school first for some dumb sip workshop thingy.. for 1 whole day.. from 830am till around 5pm.
Then... i gonna meet kevin baby~ ooHH haha cant wait to see him.. changed venue from orchard to westmall to cityhall.. lol.. like watttt right.. haha.. baby gotta collect smth from "i
dunno who" and "
he dunno who" at boonlay.. anyway meeting him at cityhall.. reach liao then sms him.. lol.. say i always late..
who say?!.. i not always late lor. u jus happen to be earlier than me. but i am on time. oni last saturday late for 1 hour. =x.. i make tiramisu for you lorrrrrrRR.. haha..
oh then... baby and i going to sakae sushi tml~ oh my goodness.. im lookin forward to it!! feeling damn hungry now.. cos i am now.. yes i mean
now.. talking to my frens about foodDDDD haha.. keep asking loon to pay lol... and he always act blur. are all st gabs guys like that? hmmm..
-wonders-
shweet dreams;
5:55 PM
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lundi, avril 25, 2005
hmm.. i have just read through the blogs i blogged since year2003. well.. i think that.. i've matured over these period of time. why did i say that? hmm.. that's because, the way i talk and blogged is like so completely different.
i sound so bitchy and naive and sound like "
i dunno wat else" in the year2003 blogs. and in year2004.. there's so many depressing blogs. like what the hell right?
but then after a working experience, i've become more mature, able to look at the brighter side of life and handle problems better. and also dec 29th. the day kevin and i got together. made me even happier. and add on another new chapter to my life.
though we've known each other for 17 years,
*thats long aint it?* we've lost contact for 4 years. never thought that we'll be together again. ok he went to PAP for kindergarten and me? remain in childcare. means lost contact for 2 years den same pri sch, same class. then lost contact for 4 years cos of seconday school. and finally got together after a search through frenster. haha.. asking me out and i keep rejecting.. and always making me happy.. i really appreciate that baby..
being with him, to have him in my life everyday, has significantly decrease the number of me being depress and wanting to isolate myself. i really appreciate the days baby spent with me. i appreciate all that baby had done for me. all i wanna say to babykEv is.. "i love you".
i guess.. without kevin, life will still carry on to be so boring and monotonous. and me continuing to be depressed and isolating myself every single week or month.
shweet dreams;
2:53 PM
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dimanche, avril 24, 2005
yesterday.. 23rd april.. a day which is filled with fun, laughter, happiness and a lil sadness.
went out at 10am in the morning to meet yiqian at bugis to buy ingredients for the making of
tiramisu bought the ingredients then went to her house and make it lor. First time, we did wrongly by adding stuffs in while whipping. by right all ingredients should be added before whipping. anyways we rush down from little india to bugis to re-buy the ingredients again. costs us bombs man. im going to be broke.
anyway before meeting yiqian, something real funny happened. the lift i took went up to 20th storey. when i thought that the lift was supposed to go down.. then there's a maid trying to enter the lift.. when she saw me in the lift, she screamed! i think i look like ghost wif hair let down.. ahhaha.. i wasnt shock but was shocked cos of her
SCREAMING! and she talked to herself in "
i dunno what" language, before she enter the lift and talk to me.. AHAHAH..!! when i told this to yiqian, she and i were like laughing all the way from little india to bugis. cos it's damn funny.
anyway, 2nd trial of the tiramisu is a success even though the outer appearance sucks. and after completing everything.. i rush down to meet kevin. the bus took so long to come.. end up he had to wait for me for 1 hour =X haha.. sorry baby.. den after we meet, we walk around bugis lor.. hmm we walked until the travel agent shop there den i pull his hand ask him go in book tickets. haha.. den he held my hand tight.. hehe.. then we did not let go of each other's hand.. keke.. baby's hand v big.. haha.. den we went to mac to buy drinks. hmm him lah hor. ok den we share.. haha.. b4 he drink finish everything.. he threw it away.. zzz cos he wanna go into kino to see books wif me.. den no drinks allowed. baby ar.. aiyozz..
after a while.. someone called baby and said that he cant meet him at eunos at 6pm. so baby and i carried on walking and shopping.. and i saw agnes! haha so qiao then we didnt wanna carry on walking in bugis and went to walk here walk there.. dunno walk where oso. look at singapore map and i anyhow say go airport. den we really went. haha.. den hug baby while waiting for train at bugis. ok i think i super daring. but who cares. hug oni not a crime wat. den saw something in his hp which i dun wanna elaborate. cos it's something i dun wish to see at all. anw i think baby deleted that.
went to airport walk walk.. he brought me to the place he once went to study and camp overnight. shared fries.. walk, held hands and swing swing e hands.. =.=" hahahah.. den went to take train home.. wait train oso hug hug baby.. dun bear to leave baby lei.. it's like whenever waiting for bus or train will also hug baby.. i dunno why, i jus feel that he's super nice to hug. haha.. he so tall lor. so i rest my head on his chest, listen to his heartbeat and he rest his chin on my head.. haha awwww sooooo
sweet right? hehe..
and actually i reach at my block at like 9pm. but i reach home at 930pm. lolx. cos.. baby and i were sitting downstairs talking and.... haha hugging as usual.. lolx.. no one around lah.. den when i was about to leave suddenly so many people. lucky dey left baby and i alone for half an hour.
anyway baby finish up the tiramisu le.. hehe.. his mum ate 1/4 of it. lOL.. anyway okays my com jus back to normal can use net again. finally.. and ive to go slp. damn tired.. manzzz it's 1am!!
*for ur info* i save as draft at 11am.. den cont blogging at 1am plus..*
shweet dreams;
11:45 AM
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mercredi, avril 20, 2005
baby jus recite a poem, written by him in the past.. it goes like this...
"the nights i miss you,
i couldnt hold you,
the nights i saw you,
i couldnt get myself to be near you,
the nights i spoke to you,
i couldnt tell you i love you,
if i might tonight,
the words to you,
i dare recite,
i love you and forever i will hold you tight."
so sweet hor.. but i dun think it's specially for me de. cos it was written long long ago.. but i like this poem. reminds me of myself.. writting poems so frequently in the past. wrote so many poems and end up they are all in my drawer locked up. and the key is missing. baby stop writing poems le. cos no more feelings.. all the feelings died. hmm.. only know how to sleep and talk cock. same lah. i also.. write for 2 years den suddenly no more ideas no more mood to write den jus stop. are we that similar? is it coincidence or wat?
*wonders*
shweet dreams;
5:18 PM
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mardi, avril 19, 2005
wah seh.. first time.. first time enjoyed bathing
SO MUCH. cos i used the nicest smelling shower foam ever... smells
SO NICE that i din wanna stop bathing. oh my goodness.. it's really ren2 jian1 da4 xiang3 shou4...... WAHHHHHHHHHH i love it. i love the smell of the shower foam.. made from elements from red seaweed and i forgot wat. but it's jus wonderful.. *2 thumbs up*
i used this shower foam on saturday as well.. but since i was in school.. i cant enjoy bathing that much hahahha.. and was rushing to go out to meet yiqian and vivien mahx. but it certainly smells great and i felt great!!
wanna use that shower foam forever.. hmm... got mission for myself! to look for that shower foam.. so when my family finish using it.. i'll go buy it~!! wheeeee~~
shweet dreams;
8:47 PM
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vendredi, avril 15, 2005
i am in a lovey dovey mood today.. haha..
anyway.. once i reached school today, i called baby and talked for 40mins!! ok my handphone bill is so going to explode like a time bomb. 1 minute charge 20cents. well for kevin.. everything is worth it. haha.. full of lame jokes man.. he made gougou laugh and laugh at me over that stupid car commerical thingy he sent to me. cos there's a ghost jumping out and screaming at me at the end of that 23secs commercial =.=" .. but when i hear him laugh over the fone.. i jus feel so happy. and he wake up sooo early today.. im so so so touched and happy. he tried to change his lifestyle. something which is worth loving him. hehe.. he's jus a sweetie to me.. too sweet already.. haha..
im looking forward to sunday, hoping that he can really go out with me on that day. there's rarely or seldom a chance we can go out together. training me for long-distance relationship? haha maybe. hahaa..
babykEv: you are my everything, you are everything to me.. u mean so so so much to me. forever and ever i want you near to me, close to me. i am already missing your voice even though we've talked for 40mins this morning. haha.. your voice is just so so so so so deep and sexy.. lolx too much for me to tahan.. lolx.. you are making me driving nuts over you.. hahah.. hope you are nuts over me as well.. lolx :) i want and need you in my life, not just now but forever and ever.. *prays hard that we can be together till the end of time* love you always~
shweet dreams;
5:24 PM
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mardi, avril 12, 2005
it really touches my heart when baby tell me this," ur my everything~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ forever ever everyday i need u close to me~~ ur my everything~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ u never have to worry never fear for i am near"
this is soooo touching.. i need him too.. i want him as well.. he's so important to me. i hope i can be with him forever and ever. but the future.. no one knows. i hope we wont break. i hope for everything good. i also hope for meeting him soon. and give him a real big hug and kiss. real one and not cyber hug and kisses.
life just so sucky. gotta do project during holidays. sucha big joke. joke of the century. i dun even know what is the blog for this PBL for. bored dead. i only want to see my baby soon soon very soon. i want him next to me. i do not want him to leave me.
shweet dreams;
9:23 PM
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jeudi, avril 07, 2005
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11:56 AM
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mardi, avril 05, 2005
maybe i should think about my relationship with kevin again. is it pure lust, infatuation or what? is going out with girlfriend a very difficult thing to do? yah i know, i mention it after every few days. i know it pisses you off. then what about me? have you ever consider my feelings? people ask me if i went out with you and all i can say is.. "no".
it's not that i do not want to go. haiz. our lifestyles are completely different. u wake up in the afternoon, late enough for me to say i do not want to go out. my parents do not allow me to go out at nite. i already negotiate to 8pm already. if you don't say, i seriously wont know where's the problem. where the problem lies.
together going to 4mths liao. every month also quarrel 1 time. you not sian, i very sian. yah even though it improves the relationship
A BIT. but too much of it destroys the relationship as well. yah everything my fault okay? sometimes i just feel that i am a failure, a lousy girlfren. yes people always tell me "do not compare" but how can i not compare when other people's bf can go out with them, got the time to go out with them even though they are busy?
you are busy, i am busy. yes i dont mind. but so long as there is free time, we should go out. which couple do not meet for 2 mths u tell me? us and us only. haiz i really do not know what to do if this carries on. dont say right. ok i dont say. i keep quiet. i go out also go out alone. i think i should really think about our relationship again.
shweet dreams;
10:03 PM
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dimanche, avril 03, 2005
hmmm... surprise for me? hmm today is 3rd April.. baby said that there's a surprise? still long lei.. he took 5 hours to find it?! wah what thing take 5 hours?
Baby said that i have 25 more days to guess.. zzz.. 25 days i think by then i forget liao.. after school den meet? evening liao.. where can i go on that day siahx.. zzz.. if say it's a ring? need 5 hours one meh? anyhow go to 1 shop can liao wat. weird weird.. dun keep me thinking.. later the more i think the more it wont come true..
happy to see me? i angry oso lai bu ji.. yesterday never reply me.. sms oso no reply.. then see me liao say soo happy to see u.. yah yah.. den why dun reply my sms? zzz..
surprise surprise.. so long more... wait until neck long... and hair turn white. WAH dun tell me 28th then meet me lor.. wah biangx. by then i'm dead.
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4:10 PM
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