lundi, avril 25, 2005
hmm.. i have just read through the blogs i blogged since year2003. well.. i think that.. i've matured over these period of time. why did i say that? hmm.. that's because, the way i talk and blogged is like so completely different.
i sound so bitchy and naive and sound like "
i dunno wat else" in the year2003 blogs. and in year2004.. there's so many depressing blogs. like what the hell right?
but then after a working experience, i've become more mature, able to look at the brighter side of life and handle problems better. and also dec 29th. the day kevin and i got together. made me even happier. and add on another new chapter to my life.
though we've known each other for 17 years,
*thats long aint it?* we've lost contact for 4 years. never thought that we'll be together again. ok he went to PAP for kindergarten and me? remain in childcare. means lost contact for 2 years den same pri sch, same class. then lost contact for 4 years cos of seconday school. and finally got together after a search through frenster. haha.. asking me out and i keep rejecting.. and always making me happy.. i really appreciate that baby..
being with him, to have him in my life everyday, has significantly decrease the number of me being depress and wanting to isolate myself. i really appreciate the days baby spent with me. i appreciate all that baby had done for me. all i wanna say to babykEv is.. "i love you".
i guess.. without kevin, life will still carry on to be so boring and monotonous. and me continuing to be depressed and isolating myself every single week or month.
shweet dreams;
2:53 PM
