samedi, juillet 31, 2004
i love you, you love me, we are happy family, with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you *muacks* dont you say you love me too..
shweet dreams;
11:04 AM
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mercredi, juillet 28, 2004
sighh.. sick for like a few days liao.. still feeling sick.. lost my voice blah blah blah.. i jus practically sound like a DUCK! anyway.. sighh i dunno.. jus feel like going to isolate myself again.. haii.. haven been talking much these days.. people thought that it's because i m sick that's why i dun talk. aint true.. not jus bcos of that.. there are many factors which are happening now which makes me feel like getting away.. ya.. i know avoiding does not help resolve the problem.. but what can i do? sighh.. i really hate this bothered and troubled feeling.. hate it to the core.. i hate sluts n bitches.. they are so *toot*..
sighh what's the actual feeling now? i dunno.. i feel stupid, i feel lousy, i feel like an idiot, i feel... i feel.... wells.. i dunno what else. but those mentioned were bad enuff i supposed.. sighh.. what is e feeling like when the person u were once close to... now get to know more frens n leaves u aside? like when he/she doesnt have frens, u are the one with him/her. now that him/her knows more people, n he/she talks, sms-es, meet up, gets closer to his/her new frens and leaves u aside.. sigghh.. am i being to sensitive or what? wells this is me.. like it or not it's still me.. read eelin's blog.. i certainly do agree with her.. but mine is a little different in a way that.. i really feel so left out... no not my gang of jie mei.. wells.. i seriously wont know what to do man..
sighhh i really feel as though i m like a shit! wells i know it's self depreciating.. but i cant help but to say it cos it is the truth! unless those of you who read this tells me otherwise.. but i certainly know for sure that this particular person wont be reading cos he/she hasnt been tagging me for more than a month. well mayb he/she is jus lazy to tag.. but still i feel that it's more to he/she never even read. wells.. i m jus an uninteresting freak.. well i give him/her 2 weeks taking the fact that next week is term test and the week after is holidays. dun ever tell me that u arent free during the holidays.. well u have ur frens already.. i m jus being left aside.. perhaps i should do something about it.. u wont care about me anymore.. u have ur frens already.. sighh..
shweet dreams;
6:59 PM
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dimanche, juillet 25, 2004
i NEVER predict.. i NEVER predict whats gonna happen.. i dun predict for others.. i onli predict for myself! i did not even predict n u said dun predict stuffs for me cos it'll b nightmarish.. OK.. i NEVER predict n u told me dun predict stuffs.. tts good.. maybbbbb... i shant talk. in that case u wont be able to accuse me of things i did not do. tell u normal stuffss.. yea i did tt to everybody.. dun like e way i tok to u in sch.. cos like i never tok? pls.. tok too much also wrong.. tok too lil also wrong.. i seriously dunno what u want.
n if u think that both of us think similarly n it's scary.. tts why u wanna be different.. i think u r wrong. similar only to a certain extend. not exactly all similar. pls lor like i said b4.. no one is similar. tell u normal stuffs, no excess stuffs, say i predict things.. blah blah blah... wah really make me boiling mad siahx. mayb i shouldnt have talk in e first place. mayb i should have talked as if i dun even give a damn. u confused? so m i.. u feel sad? den is this what u r supposed to tell me, to say to me? and what e heck is remember to turn the lights off? i from okok mood to freaking mad mood.. nvm.. i think i shouldnt have talked. hao xin mei hao bao.. whats e point man whats e point.. bad mood den pull out everything to say true or false one also say.. hai i dunno u lar.. dun feel like talking anymore. being accused for nth.. it's already dunno how many hours n i m still mad like hell..
shweet dreams;
8:43 AM
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vendredi, juillet 23, 2004
i feel like a big idiot.. i m so freaking blur.. i dunno.. who am i? sighhh i dunno *shrugs* well who cares anyway.. blur to whatever extend only vanez, jem n myra knows.. esp vanez.. ha n jem pointed out smth funny.. we 3 gals took turns to cry in a wk.. haha.. true true.. well i forgot.. but it's jem who remembered.. myra cried last fri, vanez cried on wed.. n me? today! first time i cried in front of a guy.. oh man.. whatever.. anw it's over.. thx to vanez, myra n jem for running all over the sch jus for me :)) really appreciated that... my hao2 jie3 mei4.. haha.. jem ar.. no longer a guy.. he's a "gal" haha.. like our sisters like tt.. haha..
really glad to have this bunch of frens.. wells.. what is truely going on in a person's mind.. no one knows.. i'll never know.. but certainly.. i m curious.. i wanna know.. what he's thinking? couldnt b bothered? wells no one knows onli he knows.. i or we.. can onli speculate.. life, i guess, i certainly smth more than jus this. what life is about? perhaps.. we'll only know when the time comes.. i'll b glad to know.. hmm.. ya..
shweet dreams;
9:45 PM
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jeudi, juillet 22, 2004
You scored 33.3% Fire
You like things fast and passionate and see no reason to wait when what you want is within your reach. You also might not see any reason to tie yourself down to one person when there are so many attractive people in the world. Commitment is one of your strong points, but what you lack in loyalty you more than make up in dashing panache. Your best match is an
Aries,
Leo or
Sagittarius lover.
are u? are u not? are u tagging me or not?
zhong you yi tian, ni wo hui zai jian mian mah? sakura sakura sa man qing chun de mo fa. cha gan yan lei shuo shen zai jian she ge chen zhang de dai jia....
why every tests i do.. all have saggi's name one ar? siao de leh... accurate? hmm let's see... time will tell.. ;)
shweet dreams;
8:39 PM
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samedi, juillet 17, 2004
COOL SONG! i love this song babes.. "I Dun Wanna Know" by Mario feat Enya and P. Diddy cool man.. looking for lyrics.. lalala..
Mario - I Don't Wanna Know Feat P.Diddy Lyrics
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kidding wasn't me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself
I don't wanna know
If you're playing me
Keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creeping
Please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
I think about it and I hold you
When looking in your eyes I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself
I don't wanna know
If you're playing me
Keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creeping
Please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
If he touch you better than me
Only wants you for a sleep
To show your one for me, if you loose to me
You'd be better off that way
The one that I can't say
Gonna do your thing and
Stay away from me
I know your whereabouts
Or how you moving
I know when you in the house
Or when you cruising
It's been proven my love you abusing
I can't understand how a man got you choosing
Undecided I cant be provided
My undivided, you came and denied it
Don't even try it, I know when you lying
Don't even do that I know why you crying
I'm not applying no pressure
Just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Hey, your ex, you cheese
Got you in the S.U.V
You wanna ice on, made you freeze
Made you hot like the wester deas
Last time you invest in me
Cause its nothing, especially
I don't wanna know
If you're playing me
Keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if you're creeping
Please don't let it show
Oh baby
(x3)
cool song right.. yep yep :)) "if u r playing me keep it on e low" hehe.. heard this pretty long ago.. like it e moment i heard it.. but din managed to hear who sang it.. hmm.. so i asked myra.. i even sang it out for her.. haha.. den she forgot who's e singer.. so i ask jeremy.. den he told me.. cool song.. so i searched.. iweb have this music! COOL SHIT! den found e lyrics too.. yeahman.. wow this font i m using in my blog is so damn freaking cool.. ok.. i think i m bonkers.. haha..
i dunno what n how to say abt my feeling right now.. i felt as if i dunno someone liao.. seems so different from the way he used to be.. feel so distant from him.. feel tt i dun realli know him liaox.. realli hope tt he wont turn bad in any way.. i oni like n prefer the old him.. not realli e person he is now.. everything seems so superficial..
i hope God will help him.. dun let him turn bad.. disappointment fills my heart.. May God bless him and everyone else :)) i really hope for the best in him.. e good original him. c how.. jus feel as if we're strangers already.. no longer have the feeling i used to have.. e closeness in e feeling is all gone.. perhaps is bcos of e way he treats me too.. wells.. tk things in its stride.. Trust everything in the hands of God. ;))
shweet dreams;
5:22 PM
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vendredi, juillet 16, 2004
ok.. well ppl.. i got back my DiSC personality report yesterday.. yep wanted to type it here for u all to see.. hehe.. but sorry pals.. no time.. will type it here when i have the time to kx? :))
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6:51 PM
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mardi, juillet 13, 2004
damn i m old.. i have SO MANY WHITE HAIRS!.. some shit.. feel like dying my hair liaox.. but can i? he.. i think a soft permed hair with shades of brown will be nice n cool. n erm.. if i get fatter.. i think i'll get chio-er. HAHA.. ok tts erm.. fasination.. hahahaha.. nevertheless, i m going towards tt.. yep yep :)) a chio gal.. hmm.. but i m chio already what.. HAHA.. ok tts.. lame.. ahha.. well must head for e gym pretty soon...
diaox.. today got surprise quiz lor!! siao de leh.. oni managed to read half tt topic.. n tk quiz? tts funny.. lucky i managed to pass HENG AR!! tt teacher so diao one.. never give specific date.. a while hint say have quiz.. a while hint say no quiz.. den in e end lecture over.. left 1/2 hr.. den say.. 'now comes what u have been waiting for....' diao... quiz!! n it's flash out n read out one lor.. no qn paper somemore.. diaox lor.. hai i think i m some low life or lifeless shit now..
cant wait for hols.. ok shall countdown.. gg to aug liao right? hmm oki.. 2 mths to end of yr2 sem1!! YAY!! den yr3 den grad!! YAY!!
ok tts lame.. haha.. ok gtg.. food works AGAIN! cya God bless everyone :))
shweet dreams;
6:44 PM
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dimanche, juillet 11, 2004
What Name Should You Have? by Lauren
haiii my com crashed yesterday i m still wondering if there's anything wrong with my com... so diao one ok. lucky managed to re-install n do recovery cd ALL IN A DAY! plus complete 1 re-do research in A DAY! jeremy say i v pro.. haha.. haiya no choice.. do liao crash den must redo lor.. what to do..
jam n hop was real fun! only for the first part lahx.. the part where every school went up to perform. AS ppl danced the AS sch dance.. n e crowd DANCED with us! IT n Eng sch.. all dey did was to only cheer.. haha.. wells.. all in all, it was pretty ok.. jus tt i dun like e 2nd part after all e performance is over.. cos it's total craziness.. so freaking hot, ppl pushing ard in front *lucky i was at e back*, yea.. so i left at 9 with John, woan ting, robin, and another guy i dunno whats his name all from Chem E, and vanessa! stupid afendy.. he said he gg home liao i ask him stay a while den in e end he stayed till 10.. siao de leh.. o ya got someone from design approach me, wah heng vaness finish drinking water fast n manage to get away b4 he ask me anymore qns.. ha.. n another siao guy.. looked at me stunned for a few mins.. anw i couldnt b bothered so i walked away.. ahah
ok i shall get back to proj.. so diaox.. must redo.. i go makan first.. den i read newspaper n do proj. OH NO.. catering consultation tml.. graded.. i haven do anything yet! biangx i better buck up.. =\ hai.. God bless everyone :))
shweet dreams;
8:31 AM
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mercredi, juillet 07, 2004
i realli wonder where all e food i have eaten go to.. i eat SO DAMN MUCH.. but.. i m still so small size.. my mum said tt my family members r all small size.. so i cant get any bigger.. arrrrggghhhh... okx. did some food work thingy for lab today.. usin com.. found out tt i took MORE THAN REQUIRED vitamins minerals n everything. n water intake was 2000 over grams.. tts to say.. 2 kg.. OH GOSH! n what i took was double the required amount if not.. tripled. diaooooxxx...like siao lohx.. oh ya n my total energy intake for tt day was like 13000 kj or kcal.. i not sure.. BUT IT'S LIKE 13000!!! all i needed for a day was onli 6783 Kj man.. haii.. exact number for intake is 13387 i think.. wth.. n whr all the 7000++++ those go to? no where? n even my calcium intake is damn high also loh.. haiii all my intake r high.. e lowest intake was fats.. HAHA.. but my intake for saturated fats was higher than unsaturated fats.. oh no.. heck.. jus eat.. to eat is.. is a bliss.. HAHA.. okx..
oh no okx i think i better go buck up. damn i want to revise also no time siahx. tonight better finish writin tt leadership thingy proposal. otherwise i die.. ok time to eat.. i m hungry. had a damn gastric ytd.. WHOLE DAY.. how miserable. God bless me.. u, n everyone =))
shweet dreams;
7:03 PM
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vendredi, juillet 02, 2004
whatever.. u wouldnt care anyway... up to u... decide for urself.. when everything's gone.. u cant want it back tt easily anymore.. tt includes me..
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