vendredi, juillet 23, 2004
i feel like a big idiot.. i m so freaking blur.. i dunno.. who am i? sighhh i dunno *shrugs* well who cares anyway.. blur to whatever extend only vanez, jem n myra knows.. esp vanez.. ha n jem pointed out smth funny.. we 3 gals took turns to cry in a wk.. haha.. true true.. well i forgot.. but it's jem who remembered.. myra cried last fri, vanez cried on wed.. n me? today! first time i cried in front of a guy.. oh man.. whatever.. anw it's over.. thx to vanez, myra n jem for running all over the sch jus for me :)) really appreciated that... my hao2 jie3 mei4.. haha.. jem ar.. no longer a guy.. he's a "gal" haha.. like our sisters like tt.. haha..
really glad to have this bunch of frens.. wells.. what is truely going on in a person's mind.. no one knows.. i'll never know.. but certainly.. i m curious.. i wanna know.. what he's thinking? couldnt b bothered? wells no one knows onli he knows.. i or we.. can onli speculate.. life, i guess, i certainly smth more than jus this. what life is about? perhaps.. we'll only know when the time comes.. i'll b glad to know.. hmm.. ya..
shweet dreams;
9:45 PM
