mercredi, juin 30, 2004
whatever.. in a bad mood already.. i dunno why.. isolation.. i dun even think i'll ever talk anymore. feel so frustrated.. whats e point of treating ppl well when what i get in e end is nth good? this world is freaking damn full of backstabbers.. i m so sick of being a nice person ALL E TIME! n no one ever appreciates what i do. whatever..
who cares abt me anyway? n life is so boring.. go to sch.. go home.. can there ever be more FUN? this sux totally! n u r such a faker man.. on e surface so nice.. when deep down inside u r so hypocrite! i despise u!! anw whatever i do.. no one cares...
i despise hypocrites like u! dun b so hypocritical.. DUN BACKSTAB PPL! n u wont care anyway... do u think u do? ppl r all taking me for granted.. no one sincerely cares abt me...
shweet dreams;
6:59 PM
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mardi, juin 29, 2004
hi ppl.. think i m gg to b dead liaox.. so tired... so many works to do... o ya.. i love lab tt involves cooking.. but i dun wanna evaluate n write observations...!!! i jus wanna cook n eat.. tts it.. haha.. but.. erm.. fat hope.. haha..
ok n tt myra said i m like a hungry 'ghost' today.. kept eating non-stop.. hahaah.. ate a piece of bread during NLS break... den vannessa thought tt i did not take my breakfast. but i did. i took 2 pieces of bread in the morning with a cup of milk, 2 raw cherry tomatoes, 1 cup of gou qi zi water (good for eyesight) den went off 2 sch.. in sch ate 1 piece of bread again.. not enuff still.. went to buy 2 siew mais.. den carried on for lesson... after tt was ApFS lect.. n den lunch.. n during ApFS lect.. i was already hungry =X haha ok i eat a lot.. so we went to business.. blardy hell ok.. these 3 UNGENTLEMANLY GUYS! eat finish liao.. know i waiting for seats liao.. still go buy drinks n sit there n slowly drink! stupid idiots.. whr got such guys one.. den vannessa n myra said go engine.. so we went.. tt 3 guys.. deprive me of my food... so idiot.. finish eating den give up seats lah.. stand somewhr else n drink also can what!
somemore we dun have much time left to eat... diao... so we went to engine lohx. no choice.. n i ordered chicken chop wif butter rice.. hahahah.. n by e time i got my food it's like 1235pm.. damn.. have oni 25 mins to finish eating n rush there.. n i finished my food like some 20 mins later? haha fast siahx.. since when.. hahaha... plus drink ok.. aiyox.. i think i realli like a hungry 'ghost' tt myra ask me. u full or not as i was eating.. cos i eat alot liao still cont eating.. haha.. den i said not realli.. n she shook her head while eating.. what so horrible siahx.. eat lah.. hungry den eat lohx.. haha.. n i reached e LT at 105.. haha not late either.. reached home jus finish 1 small box of kelloggs froot loops.. =X hahaha.. ok later still got 1 pkt of char siew rice.. haha den go gym.. shiok.. den come back must do work liaox..
talking abt food.. i m feeling a lil hungry now... haha.. if myra knows this she'll b screaming.. haha.. *oops* haha.. *embarrassed*
i wanna build more muscles on my arms.. so freaking small okx. haha.. so i have to b determined to go to e gym.. aiya.. i so scared i lazy to go.. go 1 or 2 wks oni den give up liaox.. anw God bless.. tk care ppl cyax!
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5:47 PM
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samedi, juin 26, 2004
whatever, whoever, wherever, whichever, i heck..
u'll never care, i'm never aware..
hmmm oni i know what i m typing abt.. no one else understands... neither u, u nor u.. no one.. no one can ever know what on earth i m thinking abt.. no one.. no one can ever predict what i m going to do.. no one.. who cares anw.. who? tell me who cares? besides my parents n relatives...
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3:28 PM
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mercredi, juin 23, 2004
I'm sorry tt i wronged u..... mayb e communication broke down somehow somewhere..
You scored 40% Fire
You want someone who is ambitious, ardent and active. You don't like hesitant men - you like a man who'll take a chance and make the first move. Impatiently passionate, you need someone who will show you a good time - and the world. You have a good chance of finding happiness with an Aries, Leo or Sagittarius man.
You scored 30% Earth
You're turned on by affluence and opulence. While you crave status and security, you also want a man with a sensual streak. You like to take things slowly and make informed decisions, so you may find a Taurus, Virgo or Capricorn lover to be the sexiest match.
You scored 30% Air
You're turned on by a man's intellect and sense of humour more than his money or fine physique. You desire a mate who will match you wit for wit and keep you up talking all night. Air Signs prefer to keep things light and even, so if you want love that's playful, you'll be most turned on by a Gemini, Libra or Aquarius mate.
You scored 0% Water
You seek a mate who is kind and compassionate, not afraid to feel, someone you can really bare your soul to. You appreciate romance and sentiment, and though the man you long for may be a bit shy or innocent, he is generous and open-minded. You'd probably love to be with a Cancer, Scorpio or Pisces lover.
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9:20 AM
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mardi, juin 22, 2004
hey ppl.. u guys like e blogskin? well i dun care if u all like it or not.. so long as i like it.. tt will do.. hahahh.. n i love tt music which is playing now.. well u ppl can hear it provided ur speaker hasnt gone bonkers or is not bonkers.. wahahhhhh...
okx today 1st day of sch. by right tml no sch one okx. stupid FI n FPQA got tut tml.. hai... den end at 3pm.. start at 12pm.. like in e middle of nowhere.. n plus i m e temp class rep AGAIN!!!! n now wat.. angela, claudine, huijuan wanna join dragonboat.. dey asked me join too.. tt evelyn ar.. already in dragonboat.. pullin ppl to join.. okx lah.. i think abt it.. wahahhahh.. ask my parents first.. kaixin also considering. if e trials i tak boleh tahan.. den forget it.. hahahahhhhhh... c how first.. plannin to join some Singapore Institute in Food Technology.. *correct?* haha.. as a member student. den get to know lecturers.. know more abt food.. nutrition.. blah blah blah.. den get to know more NUS students.. *WOW*. haha.. somemore in e student portfolio like got cca also.. eh not bad siahx.. can learn still got cca points.. hahahhhhh..
ok now what sux most is FPQA.. 100% PBL learning. i think my hair will thin when this sem ends... n CaT is an interesting subject! we get to cook!!! yay!! come up wif a new product *i think* cook like buffet like tt.. wahhh so cool.. FOOD!! i love FOOD!! oh ya NLS also not bad too.. i jus dun like ApFS n FPQA! lucky FPQA non-examinable.. so is CaT..
well well.. enuff for today.. n thanks to some1 giving me wrong info.. by right gg out on thurs.. but u said wednesday.. oh wellx... i heck.. up to u.. dun care liaox.. thanks for 'lying' (PLS TK NOTE: open close inverted comas r there jus in case u r not lying but happen to forget)
shweet dreams;
5:15 PM
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lundi, juin 21, 2004
nv meant anything. whats this all abt. kx. nvm. sch reopen. got so many stuffs to do. life is gonna get better anyway. dunno what u want.. dunno what i want.. dunno this dunno that.. ok i m super frustrated now.. jus thinking tt since sch reopen liaox. n this week is jus onli e first week.. hence it aint busy.. so hurry go out n enjoy 1 more time b4 e workload comes in full force. but den? -no reply... when sch reopen every1's lessons end at different time.. doubt tt we r able to go home 2gether. unless u r willing to wait.. which i seriously doubt so.. even during sch time.. wont be even seeing u walking anywhere ard.. arrrrgggghhhh.. watever.. anything u wanna.. n tt insensitive thingy.. pls lohx.. in tt post i said 'but u dun wanna know lehx' it doesnt indicate anything.. no ans in tt post whatsoever.. n e truth is.. sometimes u r a bit insensitive to how ppl might feel.. a bit tts all.. u think what? like tt oni den nv reply sms.. grrrrr... anything..
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9:53 AM
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mercredi, juin 16, 2004
tiring day! oh man.. my class ar.. not enthu one.. so slow.. everything also slow.. call them to walk they walk.. call them to run they still walk.. sian ar.. oni tt victor n gerald a bit more hyper than the rest.. the other 2 guys in e class.. christopher n junxiong.. aiyo so quiet.. gals.. basically they r ok.. also dun like to run *i wonder why*..
n wow.. this yr afsn batch.. there's an increased in number of guys! they r gonna 'snatch' e gals job man.. haha.. from my cousin.. 3 yrs ago.. 3 guys in afsn.. to my year.. 13 odd.. n now? 20+++.. cool man.. so many guys.. i was shocked to see more guys joining afsn!
damn tiring day.. ran up n down n down n up.. took their orders for lunch.. n den went to order for them western food at mensa.. tt aunty ar.. gave us short of forks n knife.. made me go there AGAIN! e sch is full of ppl... ard 2000 ppl competing for food.. n canteen.. wah can die ar..
ok tml we'll have... final clash.. n i dun wanna join tt.. dun wanna wet myself AGAIN! i joined save the bomb game.. wahahha.. wont get wet.. so hot today..
o ya n i saw annesh *correct spelling?* n miriam.. annesh in cst n miriam in my course.. both from st margs.. annesh from eldds.. *same as me*.. n miriam used to b my classmate in sec 3.. yep yep.. kx.. tml another round of running.. hyper but dunno why dey not hyper.. n n getting wet. sigh~
ok heard this from angelina.. wahah.. smth which i think is amusing.. eugene told angelina.. tt there's this guy from AA11.. wif a cap.. he asked eugene *pointing to myra n i*.. n dunno what the heck he asked eugene.. n he told eugene tt myra n i r cute.. wahahahah.. freshie saying OL cute.. wahahah.. okx. quite funny.. n dey all say got yandao.. ok lah i saw tt fella liaox. first look cute! 2nd look. ordinary.. so so.. but i dun get to see any yandaos! oni 1 or 2 from afsn.. biomed... hmm so far none.. haha sorri.. hahaha.. n this guy ar.. from angela's class i think.. always listenin n adding on to what i say.. man i confirm recognise tt fella.. cos Mrs Fou asked me how many guys r there.. so i answered her.. ard 17+++ cos not all r here yet. n when there's another guy walking in.. tt guy in black said.. 18 already.. cos another one walked in.. -.-"
kx. dunno what to say anymore.. tt ivan always call me 'eh small size one' siao man.. i no name ar.. haha.. n tt guy.. i dunno who.. tt malay guy.. he know my name!! ok i was shocked cos i dunno his name.. wahahah.. den i was like 'huh? how u know my name?' but he din reply.. sian.. den dunno he call jem to call him.. dunno what lah. wahhaha.. den i a bit blur block.. wahahha.. ok n myra n her 'hero' siao ding dong.. tt guy quite good looking.. n myra keep saying 'my hero' siao man.. crazy gal.. keep making me laugh n laugh.. n jeremy taught my class a cheer.. i listen liao v happy.. cos it goes like this.. "i say junhui u say chio, u say chio, u say chio.. i say junhui u say bu, u say bu, u say bu.. i say junhui u say chio, i say junhui u say bu, i say junhui u say chiobu!" wahahahahahah.. i chiobu siahx.. so funny.. so happy den got freshie say i cute.. n got a cheer for me.. my name somemore.. wahahah.. of cos happi lahx..
okx c if i hv anymore things to add tml.. den i'll add.. kekex.. long blog.. happy reading! cya goodnight *yawnZZZzzz* God bless U ^^... shitX! will my black OL tee-shirt dry on time?.. hope so man.. otherwise i die..
shweet dreams;
9:05 PM
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mardi, juin 15, 2004
okx ppl sorry if e fonts r too small.. i dunno why i jus cant get it right anymore.
dang wo di yi ci chang qing ge, mian dui di yi ci fen shou, wo hao xiang dui quan shi jie shuo, wo ai ni bu yao zou..
okx this is sang by a not so well-known singer.. some mix blood fella.. i love this song.. meaningful.. whenever i go to my mum's office.. i'll definitely play this song.. hmm... what n how is my gonna be like? whats my future gonna be like? i feel like going to sleep n never wake up. never NEVER.. in other words, leaving this place.. full of misery n stress.. when are all these going to end? i dunno.. i wanna go to a paradise.. to me the 1 n onli paradise is heaven.. quiet.. a lot of trees.. a pond.. i dunno.. jus think it's this way.. haha.. so i wanna go tk a look..
well i dunno if this is the so-called last blog.. wahahha i think i damn lucky as not to get an e-learning subject.. no need to spend time in front of com at night.. mayb can sleep early.. come online check mail n zao.. wahahah.. possible? mayb a talkative *at times* gal like me.. it aint possible to not talk at all.. wahahaah.. sometimes it's possible.. ahhhhhh wells.. heck. i also dunno.. songs songs song.. imagine how life wld be like w/o music.. oh darn.. it'll b so bored w/o music.. music is my life.. music.. n move wif the music.. wah seh.. ok.. i dunno what i m talking abt also.. cool it. now i m going to play gb.. cyax.. so addicted.. omgg.. haha..
God bless tk care!
shweet dreams;
9:59 AM
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dimanche, juin 13, 2004
heyx ppl.. i wanna say smth to chemisterie (mayb he's terry yew!) i dun have any hot boy or anything get it?! tt fella is OUT! pls ok.. no hot boy for goodness sake!
ok i m quite emotional over this email which i have read. how come all e love stories mails always end wif a real horrid ending.. how come it's always e gals who die? n those stupid guys dunno tt they like the gals until they die.. wat the hell.. maybe i m e next gal to die *CHOY* n den someone will write tt story for me... whatever..
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1:04 PM
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vendredi, juin 11, 2004
wah kaox. whats wrong wif blogger manx.. i tot i save all my stuffs liaox? how come all disappear again?! blardy hell!!!
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4:57 PM
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heyx ppl.. thx to those who asked me 'what happen? are u all right?' n to those who listened to my probs.. n to those who accompanied me yesterday! thx a whole lot kx? thx for at least asking me what's my prob.. i appreciated it. thx =)
ahhhh wells.. i cant imagine this happening to me.. i this yr have tt tao2 hua1 yun4 or what.. i dunno.. haha.. hmm out of a sudden.. some1 i know for 3 yrs.. but NV talk at all.. asked to date me.. n ask if he stands a chance.. wth.. i nv even tok to him b4 n once tok.. ask me such qn.. all those weird qns realli freaked me out.. but i think i've decided. no means no. hahaha.. but i dun wanna hurt him.. so.. aiya.. jus get to know tt fella first.. den slowly turn down or drop hints or rather obvious hints in e conversation. haha. ok i m a lil meanie..
well well some stuffs happened tt made me think. mayb it aint e time for any relationship jus as yet. or mayb leave it to God.. oh wells. i dunno.. jus pretty scared of quarrellings though it's inevitable.. n i hate breaking ups. n those those.. i dunno what.. i pretty like things the way it is now.. doesnt hv to report all e time.. go out also no need to report.. sleep also no need to report.. everything no need to report.. n i have my freedom! i dun think i like being tied down.. wahahha.. adventurous.. lolx. play until i siao first den see how.. but confirm 1 thing. if i feel tt it's not e right one.. i wont waste my time. some frens say being single is better.. aiya. got pros n cons. like who cares. ehhhh i read those i written above.. it's saggi's traits!! o my goodness.. haha.. ahhh wells. not surprising.. cos saggitarius is my moon sign.. *checked b4 already. guarantee plus chop* n my moon sign affects e way i see things n want things in life. haha.
ok lah.. long blog. i gtg le. cyaz God bless..
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10:07 AM
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mercredi, juin 09, 2004
ahhhh wells.. am i going thru another round of isolation n living in silence again? how come.. how come after some stuffs tt they said i feel so bothered by it? do i have an answer on everything? how come i feel so weird all of a sudden? how come i cant come up wif an answer? i feel so bothered, so xin1 luan4.. how to explain this kinda feelings? why are their so called 'feelings' so different from mine? whats my true ans? how do i realli feel? i realli cant tk it anymore.. how come this time round i dun have a definite ans.. whats this all abt? i hate being in this misery.. who on earth can talk me out.. who on earth can make me feel better? how come i feel this way? somehow i feel like leaving this place to somewhere where no one knows me.. why why why.. i hate this feeling so much.. feel like diggin a hole n hide in it..
hen fan ar.. zui jing bi jiao fan bi jiao fan.. eh no.. it's jing tian hen fan hen fan.. arrrgghhhh.. *irritated not gd mood*
Oh Lord my heavenly Father.. pls give me a definite answer to this DIFFICULT problem.. so bothered by it.. oh Lord pls save me.. thank You n i pray all these in Jesus name. Amen.
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1:48 PM
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hi hi.. ok a bit tired lahx. cos watched shows till 1am last night... arrrrgghhh tired.. watched incredible tales.. well tt 2nd story i heard of tt b4 liaox. nth interesting.. den watched smallville.. my itchy hand pressed onto some weird buttons on e remote control.. n the tv did some auto tuning.. shit.. so i missed some parts.. but it's ok.. cos i more or less watched e whole show.. haha.. lucky.. but tt auto tuning thingy.. it's like happened trice. LOLX. ok..
den i watched Meet My Folks.. eh frankly speaking.. i can take over the parents roles already.. hahahah.. cos i guessed correctly who r they going to choose n who r they going to eliminate first.. LOLX.. eh not bad rightx? hahah..
ehhh yosss.. i dunch noe what to do for the rest n whole of today! boring shit. today better sweep n mop.. otherwise v dirty.. cannot tk it.. hhahah.. o yeah.. got vcds to watch! good.. hahhahaha..
cya God bless! ^^
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10:04 AM
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vendredi, juin 04, 2004
i've changed e tagboard. tag me more kx? tt shoutbox sux. tried to sign in to check my tagboard.. idiot say no such acc or wrong password. tried typing in my email add.. also wrong.. CRAZY! so pissed, therefore.. i went to look for another tagboard. yepx.. k right now at my mum's workplace. haha.. so many coms for me to use.. more than 10! lolx. heyx ppl pls pls tag me.. haha imagine this tagboard is a tree.. ur tags r its nutrients.. w/o nutrients this "tree" is so dead, no life. haha.. so help it grow well n strong.. give it a life now!! haha.. ok.. like an advert. lolx.
love u ppl~! God bless!! tk care cya n *muackxXxXx*
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10:18 AM
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mercredi, juin 02, 2004
jus found out.. brad pitt is a saggi!! lolx.. in e previous blog it said tt i m gonna marry brad pitt? *impossible* n now brad pitt is a saggi? lolx.. so m i gg to marry a saggi? LOLX.. ok thinking TOO FAR OFF! haha.. crazy me.. anw.. my fren helped me checked my moon sign.. my moon sign is saggi?! omgoodness.. haha.. n it affected e way i look at life. yepx.. n my character more or less like saggi's grrrrrr... n a mixture of taurus.. 1 main thing i remembered was tt.. i m adventurous? LOLX.. ya la in a way.. haha.. he typed so many n i oni remembered 'adventurous' hahahaha.. ok. o ya i remembered another 1 too.. dun wanna b tied down.. eh pretty true too.. ahhhhh wells.. i dunno..
kx i v tired i dunno why.. jus wanna sleep n nv get up. *snoreZZZZzzzZZzzZzZZzZZzz* kx cyax..
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11:49 AM
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