mercredi, juin 09, 2004
ahhhh wells.. am i going thru another round of isolation n living in silence again? how come.. how come after some stuffs tt they said i feel so bothered by it? do i have an answer on everything? how come i feel so weird all of a sudden? how come i cant come up wif an answer? i feel so bothered, so xin1 luan4.. how to explain this kinda feelings? why are their so called 'feelings' so different from mine? whats my true ans? how do i realli feel? i realli cant tk it anymore.. how come this time round i dun have a definite ans.. whats this all abt? i hate being in this misery.. who on earth can talk me out.. who on earth can make me feel better? how come i feel this way? somehow i feel like leaving this place to somewhere where no one knows me.. why why why.. i hate this feeling so much.. feel like diggin a hole n hide in it..
hen fan ar.. zui jing bi jiao fan bi jiao fan.. eh no.. it's jing tian hen fan hen fan.. arrrgghhhh.. *irritated not gd mood*
Oh Lord my heavenly Father.. pls give me a definite answer to this DIFFICULT problem.. so bothered by it.. oh Lord pls save me.. thank You n i pray all these in Jesus name. Amen.
shweet dreams;
1:48 PM
