dimanche, juillet 31, 2005
Today is the last day of July and I felt like an obasan today. What a "fantastic" way to end this month. Went marketing with my mum early in the morning, reach home read newspaper and then mop the floor. Mopped around the house a total of 3 times!! Tired like anything. After that I gotta cook lunch for me and my sis and then wash the dishes -_- what a tiring day! BABY I NEED U TO HELP ME WITH THE HOUSEWORKS!!
I felt a little disappointed today. I asked baby if he could go to TP this coming friday cos it's CCN day.. and I would love him to walk around with me. But -sigh- he doesnt want to go. Ok.. maybe it's because of the distance from NP to TP and maybe it's because he's tired or maybe he has projects to complete and tests coming up. Well I dunch know. All I know is that I am a little disappointed. Nevermind, he dont wanna go.. I also dont want to force him.
Oh and ya! I read Richard's blog and saw this xinyi with terry? HAHA. I reckon that Terry is attached. hehe.. Congrats Terry~! (If you are reading this). hehe.. All the best :)
Im going out with Yiqian next Sunday. And there will be another batch of pics for baby to accept. HAHA. Baby has been receiving pics from me these few days and I think it's around 30 to 40 plus. What nice clothes do I have to wear on Sunday? hmm.. I dont know.
OK obasan of the day is going to continue to type her SIP report.
shweet dreams;
9:27 PM
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samedi, juillet 30, 2005
I dont want to care about baby anymore! Everytime sleep sleep sleep.. sleep earlier and wake up earlier mah. Wake you up at 12pm already consider very good liao. Still wanna sleep. -_- Dunno what you do last night also. Everytime forget what time you slept. -_- si baby. I want to whack you!
Anyways, it always feel so good to have people asking you to join their group or them asking if they can join your group. haha. Ok lah. Major Project lei cannot play play. Must select people properly. Those who dont always contribute one is the first to get out of my list. And I heard that Shuyi have no groups yet. Felt sad for her.. but sometimes this kind of things is serve her right for irritating people. I really hope that she can change her characters and take time to talk and spend time with people. Stop thinking that the whole world owes her everything. I heard that Shuyi buy levi's jeans very easily.. She like then ask her parents go and buy. -_- that time when talking to boss that time still say,"I cannot be so selfish mah.. parents not working so must see if got money to go and study or not" PLEASE LEI. DUN SO FAKE! At first I thought she was so thoughtful to think of her parents, end up she's the type who spends money like drinking water. -_- buy levi's jeans like buy clothes in pasar malam (i heard from someone).
Crazy girl, she really gotta change her attitude if not no one will really like her. She really gotta think through it. I hope that she'll change herself if not she wont be well liked. Heard that not many people like her also. -sigh- does she know and even feel it? I guess so..
Anyways. KEVIN WONG IS A PIG! Forever sleeping.. -_-
shweet dreams;
12:11 PM
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vendredi, juillet 29, 2005
nice pic~! jia, me and zhen at Galilee and Friends. hehe..
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11:30 PM
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mercredi, juillet 27, 2005
I forgot to add on what I wanna type and showed you guys yesterday. Baby said something the day before which I think that is a nice answer.
-Jun- baby you follow mind or heart?
-Kev- both
-Jun- WAH
-Jun- ok which one more?
-Kev- mind
-Jun- wah
-Jun- different from me
-Kev- tts why
-Kev- i share half my mind
-Kev- u share half your heart
-Kev- we are whole
-Kev- i miss baby all the time
-Kev- u know why
-Kev- cos u made me lose my mind
-Kev- :x
-Kev- u know why u love me so much?
-Kev- cos i steal your heart away
SO NICE RIGHT. -sigh- never thought that baby is also so romantic with his words. haha. -heart melts- I feel that baby's feelings affect my feelings. He told me that he dreamt that I go to aussie and he cried. When he woke up suddenly cos i called him, he realised that there're tears on his face. sob sob..
Anyway baby's mum asked him, "whats your girlfriend's name?" and when baby told her. She din say anything and walked out liao. -sigh- what's she thinking? approve or disapprove? -i wonder-
Went out with jia, zhen and angel today. Took loads of pictures. HAHA very fun too.. thinking of the poses and stuffs.. so fun. Went to eat and chill at Galilee and Friends. Karen recommend this to me.. So i decided to try. $5.90 for main course and free flow of soup. $6.50 for main course, free flow of soup and drink. It's at cineleisure level 5. yupxx.. And it's only students promo lah haha better remember to tell them that you are students kay.
Anyway time for research for test. tata~
shweet dreams;
11:11 PM
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mardi, juillet 26, 2005
-sigh- I wanted to post something funny today. By right, it was meant to be published yesterday. But due to project and stuffs, it was delayed. But now. Funny, lame and crappy blog will soon turn into a sad, moodless blog. But anyhows, I'll still type what I wanna type yesterday.
Handphone sms conversation with baby:
-Kev- Sorry your message could not be sent
-Jun- My message has been sent to Mr Wong.
-Kev- Please do not reply to me. This message is generated by a computer.
-Jun- Ok Mr Computer. I wont reply to you anymore. And tell Mr Wong that I wont send him any message anymore. Good Bye.
-Kev- By the way each sms costs $40. Thank you for your donation to the National Kevin Foundation.
-Jun- This is Singtel Answering Service. The number you just called is not in use. Thank you.
-Kev- Sorry we did not call.
-Jun- Hello. This is Pizza Mama Hut. May I have your order please? Just for your information we are having a promotion for "slap your face" meal for $59.90 U.P. $999.90
-Kev- Sorry your caller id shows your number is from woodbridge institute of mental health. /ignore 9*******
-Jun- Number should start from 6 instead of 9. This service is brought to you by Juntel. For more information, please log on to www.juntel.com
-Kev- Juntel is under Kevtel
Lame. Lame is all that i can say. Anyways, to update on today. A damn unlucky day. Waited for bus at Bedok Interchange for 45 mins before they made an announcement saying that due to the flood at whichever part of bedok, bus 69 will be delayed. -_- made me wait for so damn long. And they only announced it at 8.45am when i am supposed to reach school by 9am to hand in my project?! Dont you think that this is damn crappy and why they only inform us at such a late timing, when the queue is getting longer and longer? When I rushed out of the queue to take a cab with my friends, no cabs came. Unhired cabs just drove past without stopping. Like HELLO!! There's is business for you and you don't want it? I called Mr Sin frantically because I was afraid that I will be marked down. He told me to take my time because safety more important and told me what tsunami what earthquake which I have no idea what he was talking about. Thank God he allowed us to hand in by 11am.
I dont know what got into me today. I was quite blur today. As in I dont really understand or get what my friends were trying to say during lunch. All I could do is to show a blur face. Was I too tired or what? -sigh- I love sharing on the day's event. Telling what I think and what I talked about. Apparently, baby dont quite like it. And wasnt that happy about it. Oh wells. All I can do is to turn to my blog and stop updating him on anything. -sigh- Not everyone is like my parents who's always there listening to me talk and updating infos.
I dont know why I feel easily hurt these days. Small small things that he says or affect him, affect me too and I will just weep over it. Anyhows, baby got an A for his term test paper. I am proud of him. And this makes me wanna study more. -sigh- I wish I have the determination. Oh God, please give me the determination to study and help me focus more on my studies.
*Btw, I am in MSN now and I saw my SIP colleagues put my pic as their MSN picture. -so touched- I love them all.
shweet dreams;
3:01 PM
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samedi, juillet 23, 2005
Today is 1 of the memorable days I spent with baby. We went to watch NDP preview together. His mum gave him 2 tickets. yupx. We met at City Hall after i talked to Elisa while waiting for him to reach. We wanted to go Out of the Pan to eat. but then after asking Elisa about the food there. I decided not to. And we went to cafe cartel to look at the menu. It doesnt appeal to me.
After that.. I told baby that i feel like eating Kenny Rogers. MUAHAHAHA he said it's so far to walk to Suntec, but he went anyway.. muahaha. The chicken was YUMMY~! Just that it aint juicy enough. Baby did not finish his food.. and I did!! haha.. Oh ya when we were on our way to Kenny Rogers.. i saw my uncle at suntec. -_- i got a freaking huge shock out of my life. I wonder what he's thinking when he saw me and kevin together. Lucky he did not call my mum. This shows that he's trustworthy! haha i told my mum that i saw my uncle. she knows im meeting kevin anyway.
When we were at Padang, baby's mum called. She said she wanna pass him something. She got dinner for us~!! I wonder what was she thinking when she saw me and baby together. Saw me 2 times somemore. Anyway she got us 3 packs of food. Baby said that she knows that he dont eat such stuffs there but still for nothing give him the food. Baby thinks that all these are planned. and these 3 packs are enuff for my family. :) it's so kind of his mum to get dinner for us.
I saw Soo Keng and another girl. I forgot her name. She's my junior from my course.. and I was her OL. anyway i saw these 2 girls at separate location. at city hall. yah.. oh it rained in the evening. BAby and i took out the raincoats and cover our heads only. haha. SO kawaii. people wear it, we use 1 to shelter our heads (more like covering the whole of our heads) and another 1 to spread across our laps.
There's this motivator, he was stationed at around our seats. He dont really know how to dance and look so weird. haha.. baby said that he's the same guy whom danced in front of them last year and DanZone was filming the way that guy danced -_- hahha..
Anyhows, my fave part of the show is obviously the FIREWORKS~! It's soooooo nice and when the -i dont know whats that called- shoot up into the sky.. and then shapes and patterns with colours appeared.. wowwwwwwwww... it really makes me feel so happy seeing fireworks. It has been 8 years since I went to NDP preview and see fireworks. The feeling of seeing fireworks from house and at that place itself is so different. I feel like a princess when the motivators pull something and then many many many bits and pieces of nice papers flew down.. baby anyhow grab a piece of paper.. and it's PINK PINK PINK... my favourite colour. muahaha. baby was sweet and nice to fan me when i was feeling hot. im so touched and felt like an angel too..
After everything, baby sent me home, he carry the 2 heavy bags. and me taking the food. yupx yupx.. anyway time to do a bit of touch up on my project then go sleep.
shweet dreams;
11:28 PM
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jeudi, juillet 21, 2005
Met darling at Bishan MRT today. We were both early hehe.. went to Mac to sit and rot while showing baby our pics when we were young. haha baby was a bit paiseh. muahaha.. and then we went to buy tickets to watch "Wet Dreams 2".. the fella checked my bus pass and baby's I/C. I thought after buying the tickets, no one will check my bus pass again.. (to see my age) but then after that.. when we wanted to enter the cinema. That indian man asked me for my bus pass.. wanna check my age! zzz but then he did not check baby's I/C. darn i dont look like a 19 yrs old? not even 16? -_-
Anyway.. Wet Dreams 2 is a damn lame and crappy movie. DAMN FUNNY!! HAHA.. laugh until wanna peng. After watching we went to NTUC to buy some stuffs.. he was looking for some stuffs that will kill mosquitoes.. and i recommended baygone. HAHAHA.. and asked him to burn it in his bedroom. Then there was this aunty standing behind us.. she laughed hahaha.. cos of the funny things i said to baby.. HAHAH.. After buying our stuffs, we went for lunchie.
Baby bought chicken rice for lunch and me, fishball noodles. This boy ar.. got so much dark soya sauce.. and the whole plate full of dark soya sauce.. i tried to stop him but he heck care and carry on doing that. While i was stopping him, the uncle brought the bowl of fishball noodles to me.. And he saw the "commotion" he also laughed -_- HAHA.. i think if there's ever a contest for cute couples.. baby and i can join liao muahahaha..
While going home with baby.. he fell asleep.. awwwww so sweet right. haha he slept on my shoulder.. muahaha.. so sweet.. baby is tired.. sigh gave baby a surprise thru his handphone.. but then he chose to leave his handphone at home -_- den no more surprises -_- stupid baby. ARGGHH
shweet dreams;
9:16 PM
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mercredi, juillet 20, 2005
Urm.. I really need self-discipline. I need to discipline myself and get my project done! zzz.. whenever I on the computer, I thought that I can get my work done by that day. But!! Im wrong. I start surfing the net, reading blogs, going to frenster looking at frens' pics.. and end up? Im tired.. and went to bed... -grrrr- If not it's that im busy talking to my babyboy.. or frens or whatever that is.. and my project is just hanging there waiting for me to complete it. Anyhows, I M GOING TO COMPLETE THAT DAMN PROJECT BY TONIGHT. 1 or 2 pages more to go..
I think I am sucha pig. HAHA. cant stop sleeping.. woke up at 1030am this morning.. and went back to bed at.. hmm.. 2pm i think.. woke up to check for msges at 3.59pm. And I saw no sms from my beloved baby. Thinking that he haven wake up.. I went back to sleep again. And I finally woke up at 4.59pm. Check for sms-es again. No sms. Went to MSN, clicked on him and said,"haven wake up yet?" And to my surprise.. he replied calling me a PIG. HAHA. -_- Im tired, I seriously am. I really feel like sleeping day in day out. After SIP, it's the best time to get my beauty sleep.
Anyways, I M GONNA MEET MY DEAR DEAR TML! hoorayyyy.. cant wait. Gonna watch "Wet Dreams2" and then go NTUC to buy some chocolates for the people there.. cos friday is my last day there. After which, we will take lunch and then head home i.e. his house. Gotta complete some things. -sigh- i better remember to burn cd and upload my pics to his com before sending it to myself. -knocks myself on the head- oh yarhs, i gotta photo albums for babyboy to look at. DAMN he looked so damn cute when he was young!!! ok and there's another picture of evidence. that picture caught him looking at a girl whom i dont know. or mayb i cant remember who on earth she is.
Okays, i shall do a lil of my project and then watch that 7pm show. muahahhas..
shweet dreams;
6:16 PM
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lundi, juillet 18, 2005
My honey lovely darling babyboy is still SLEEPING! That pig. Ok and this piggy just messaged me in irc.. zzzz... and this piggy of mine is so cute~! i miss him.. i miss him so much.. cant wait for our weekly meeting.. thursday!!
School is starting soon.. and SIP is ending soon.. I hope that I will have enough time for baby.. no matter what I have to make it a point to go out with him at least once a week. But if tests are drawing near.. I guess that has to be cut down if not.. I just have to manage my time properly. DAMN! i have like so damn many subjects for the next semester. My subjects are going to be: CSAS4, APEL3, Nutrition in Disease, FoodService Management, Major Project.. it's so much for me to handle! and did i leave out any other subjects? hmm i dont know. All these are sufficient to kill me.
I have to do well to go to Uni. Sara just told me that Uni of Newcastle is lousy. Oh wells, I dont care. For as long as I can get a degree in the course I desire. I dont give a damn.
Oh, did i mention that i gotta gift from elisa yesterday? It's a cute lil bear with lavender inside. An aromatherapy bear. SO CUTE!!!!! hahaha..
Oh and i found pics on me and baby again. so cute manx.. baby is so damn cute. i miss his blur blur big big eyes.. haha almost cant remember how he looks like =X haha when u love a person, u cant really remember how they look like and that makes you wanna look at them and meet them MORE!
I think i gotta get myself down to exercising. I really feel like playing netball!! Looking at the pics i took when i was in sec1.. i look quite fit then.. cos of playing netball twice or thrice a week. i cant remember. And it takes me 6 years to get back to my sec1 size. -_- damn stupid. I miss playing netball.. can anyone play it with me pretty please... -sigh- i gotta get back to do my project soon.
shweet dreams;
4:36 PM
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wow.. it's 12.32am and im still online chatting away with my lovely babyboy.. junfa visited me in shop today and we chatted. haha. talked about what? hrm. i sorta forgot. but 1 thing which remains clearly in my mind was clubbing.
seriously.. i dont think that clubbing is something good. it's like a place which is so complicated to me. full of smokes everywhere, loud musics, alcohols... etc.. i agree that different people have different preferences and likings.. maybe for me.. i just do not like the idea on clubbing. like what junfa said.. it's like putting urself into many risks. for eg. putting urself into risks like being drugged, breathing all the 2nd hand smoke, drinking so much till u might even get liver problem, and girls even putting themselves into risks of being rape and molested and loud music can even spoil ur ears.
it's sorta unhealthy to go to this sorta places. if you tell me that that's the place for you to relax and de-stress.. i think that you go to the wrong place for relaxation. u can go to the beach to relax.. u can sleep or watch tv or even go for a tour (if you are able to afford it). you dont have to go to these sorta places which i personally think that it's unhealthy. anyways that are just some personal thoughts that i'd like to type it down.
Secondly, I hate guys who pushes their blames to their gf. That is the most stupid thing to do. Please do not get angry for nothing and blame your gf for everything and anything. Have a reason for everything that you do. And do not call other girls so intimately (DONT FORGET THAT YOU HAVE A GF!). Blaming your gf is not a wise thing to do. Talk to her if she's at fault and not blaming her and not giving her a reason when she asks it. Dont say that she's childish. She's not but you are! I do not want to see her sad. She could have easily chosen others. She have much better choices out there.. Stop blaming her for anything and everything. Appreciate her. If there is a serious problem, talk it out. Dont keep it to yourself and blame her. It takes 2 to make a relationship works. Your this sickening behaviour is really pissing me off. And it makes her dishearten and holds no hope in this relationship anymore. When one day she makes her decision, dont blame her for anything. PLEASE START TO LEARN HOW TO BLAME YOURSELF AND APPRECIATE PEOPLE.
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12:32 AM
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samedi, juillet 16, 2005
I did not go for my grandma's bdae dinner last night. They went to the restaurant which is in Amoy Street. I went there with my mum and grandparents before. wahahah. My grandma da pao some goose meat, sea cucumber, yam paste for me.. muahahha. and this lovely baby of mine.. said that im a goose killer -_-
dots.. dots.. dots.. Luxia is online now. She told me that Claudine and i dunno who else are in school now discussing FS.. cos they are very lost about the project? hmm.. suppose to be individual for part 1 lei. ha.. nvm anyway I dunno.. den I ask meifang.. and also post some questions in OLE discussion board.
Oh yah! A friend of mine from braddell sec add me as fren in frenster. and then i saw June's profile through her profile. then i saw Saren's.... so i was curious. I was curious about how she looks like now.. etc. She was once suspended from school and such. When i looked at her profile, i've got a shock out of my life. She's married with a son who is i think going to be 2 yrs old this yr. omggggggggg... and yes she still looks pretty.. and the way she talks is different from the past. She sounds more mature and speaks proper english. and i also happen to find Gracia's profile. Also another ah lian and is Saren's good fren.. Gracia went to ROM already.. DOTS.. and she still talks like an ah lian. Anyways.. the news i found out yesterday were really jaws dropping news.. haha. SO YOUNG MARRIED... -_-
sigh.. im not in the mood to blog. grrrr.. im feeling sleepy.. -yawns- but i still gotta complete the introduction of my FS project. sianz.
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3:07 PM
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jeudi, juillet 14, 2005
Hmm.. I watched "House of Wax" today. damn it's sooooo gross.. yucks. blood everywhere.. screamings and chasings everywhere.. elk.. i was very disgusted. haha. baby watched it with me.. haha. and i grabbed his pillow and cover my face. Throughout the movie.. my face was covered. haha..
Gougou is very cute too.. when i was taking my lunch.. she kept looking at me.. waiting and hoping that I will give her food because baby did not give her food -_- hahha.. oh and today saw baby's muscle. the "mouse" so big ar.. hahahahahhahahaha....
The more I look at my baby.. the more i think he is yandao. i love his big big eyes.. i love his brilliant smile.. (but that smile doesnt appear in pics -i wonder why-) i love his voice.. i love him and him and him. i love EVERYTHING about him.
ok back to project.. grr.. quick quick i hate it.. cant wait for it to be over.. and tml is subject selection.
shweet dreams;
9:52 PM
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mercredi, juillet 13, 2005
I am feeling hurt and sad now. Is buying something, I feel like eating, a waste of time? -sigh- I really wanna and feel like eating otah.. wanted to buy it tml but someone said that he is not the sort who waste time buying something. hai. now i know how much i meant to that person. I am sad.. I am crying.. Now i know how much i mean to you.
Since I wont be able to buy it tomorrow. I sms-ed my mum to ask her if her workplace sells otah.. i really really feel like eating it. At least my mum gave me a reply, she said that she'll see if any stalls sells it. Well.. at least she try to search for it and buy it for me. No matter what, my mum is still the best. Willing to buy anything i feel like eating. She knows.. i wont eat anything if i dont like it. So whenever i feel like eating something, my parents confirm buy for me. Just to make me eat. -sigh- parents are still the best no matter what.
I am hurt. Maybe to him everything is just a waste of time. Especially getting something i want to eat. Not that i asked him to buy it himself. It's just that buying it with me.. buying it together.. it's a waste of time?! -sigh- nevermind..
shweet dreams;
5:49 PM
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I've changed my blogskins. haha. im sorta sick of the previous blogskin plus that music. grr.. so i decided for a change. haha.
This blog skin looks sweet and nice right? hehe.. and the music is by Kevin Kern. haha! one of my favourite music. keke`..
Anyways.. I think i gotta start with my project liaoz. immediately after i reached home yesterday, i went to bathe and straight to bed. haha.. too tired already. When I woke up in the morning, i saw 2 messages. both sent to me by baby.. haha.. did not check my fone.. cos i forgot to take it out from my bag and did not even off it at nite.
arghhhh. i think baby is sleeping away now. what a pig! everyday sleep until so late. wake upppppppp!!!!!!
ok this yiqian just message me in msn. she said my blogskin is always the same as her friend's?! all the blogskins that I've chosen are the same as hers -_- lame.. please lei.. im unique. haha.. im special.. im the one and only one in the whole wide world..
Finally.. 3 months of SIP is coming to an end. It's fast... hmm.. i enjoy working there because of those fun colleagues.. and im also excited to go back to school! not because of the projects that is coming up though.. it's because i can get to gossip with angel, jiayi and zhenhui again!!!! muahahahah.. =X not just gossip lah.. also lame and crap at the same time. As usual.. im the lamest and crappiest of them all. oh yah and school's mensa's western food! and the bah chor mee opposite school.. haha and the bubble tea~!!
This WeeMing is so confident that im going back to Vitamin Research to work after i graduate. i know.. i just open my mouth and i'll get the job. BUT! do i really want it? working 12 hours straight. Although Ruth said that I will be doing what Karen and Meifang (both nutritionist) do.. (emailing HSA, do BET.. etc.. ) but what if, (CHOY) im doing retail day in day out? retail... argghh.. it's boring especially when there isnt anyone entering the shop. and till 10pm???? then my weekends will be goneeee!!! What if... what if... there are many what if.. working there for 3 months is ok. BUT BUT!! if i were to go and work there after i graduate.. that will be a minimum of 1 year. 1 year lei.. no joke man.. if im not happy how???? hai. what a decision to make. mayb i shall hunt for jobs first. if no jobs then go back hahaha.. my first choice is still to work in the hospital.
Okays.. time for project liaoz.
shweet dreams;
1:38 PM
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vendredi, juillet 08, 2005
im awwwwwwwwwfully sick today. yah i went to work as usual. but later in the afternoon.. im down with a fever -_-
gave michelle, ruth and elisa the card holder (from precious thots) i bought for them yesterday. dont know what they like. so got them this :) michelle bought me a pen (with pink fur) from ACTS.. some christian shop which is near my shop as well.. ruth treat me eat jumbo sausage and lunchieeee... yeah. took lunch with ruth todayy..
they were all so nice to me.. ruth gave me vit c and then michelle went to buy panadol hot & cold flu remedy drink for me.. all of them took a pic with me today.. haha. like wanna my pics so badly haha.. and they say im photogenic! hehe..
baby wanted to send me home.. but elisa called weeming to tell him that im having a fever and has to go home. so weeming replace me at nite. so i met baby on my way home lor. felt bad to have him waiting for me for sooooo long. felt soooo touched by his actions. sending me home, worrying for my safety, insist that i have to take my dinner.. when i was messaging him just now.. then i realised the depth of love i have for him, i was so moved so much.. that i cried when i read his sms.. he said, "love you too. remember to take food later k.." so sweeeeeeeeet.. can feel the deep love he has for me.. the love for me which is real.. never in my life has someone treated me so so so so so so so nice like him before. worry for my safety.. insist that i have to eat. if i dont he wont be happy.. cos he'll b worried.. always try to make me feel warm whenever i feel cold in the bus or wherever.
a sweetie like him.. is nowhere i can find. if i dont wanna eat a particular food.. he wont give in and say ok dont eat. he'll forceeeee me to eat. -_- but i stubborn enuff to say no all the way... hahaha.. =x
-sigh- i dunno if baby got that email from the company or not. they haven email him in the morning and baby said he feels demoralised. -sigh- baby dont feel this way kays? i dont know what i can do to make him feel better. but he once say before.. when a guy is unhappy.. the girl he loves smile at him then they will feel happy again.. baby did make me laugh when he sees me.. and i laughed. i hope he feels happy again.. :) ok i think im talking like a kid.. haha
anyways.. time for rest.. darn sick. ewwwwwwww.... blocked, runny nose.. kept sneezing.. and and and.. fever. got a lil headache now arghh..
shweet dreams;
9:07 PM
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jeudi, juillet 07, 2005
today a so-so day sorta feel quite tired to play and enjoy this day out wif darling.. tired cos i din get much sleep last nite. it's sooooo horrible.. nose blocked, throat itchy and eyes itchy. busy rubbing my eyes until cant sleep. toss and turn in bed till like 2 plus before i get up and take some medicine. in between, i did get up but i only take tissue paper and drink water. after taking medicine, i went to bed. tossing and turning as usual.. until around 3 when i wake up again to go toilet. felt a lil giddy.. most likely cos i wanna sleep already and there i was walking to toilet.
and nowwwww... my nose is blocked again, lips cracking and ulcers~! -_- hai.. baby was nice to understand me.. and i slept on his shoulder when we were in the computer lab. while he watch some lame stupid videos. feel so warm hugging him.. and lying on his shoulder to sleep. then went for class, then went to bugis. went to burger king to have our lunchie. went shopping around. looking at clothes. and darn.. he is so patient. haha. anyway we are both very fair. we go to the shops each other wanna go to. :) and we went to take a look at couple's rings. hehe.. look around first before we decide where to buy it from.
on our way back.. i fell asleep on baby's shoulder again. oh and did i mention? halfway through my journey to bugis. damn. my bra strap unhooked -_- thank goodness i was wearing a tight outfit wif a cardigan outside den no one can realise it. den baby keep laughing -_- but he oso protect me lah.. =x
oh man.. i pray hard... i hope.. i pray and hope that the company baby wanna go to will email him to inform him that he has been shortlisted. baby has been working hard to get into that company. i really hope that he gets in. -prays hard hard- i hope that he dont think that he sucks and has low confidence in himself. he's not. he's my darling.. he's capable.. he's smart. baby.. u r e most wonderful and nicest bf~!
love euu deep deep.. :)
shweet dreams;
9:12 PM
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i thought that i wont be able to see some big shots from other countries in my life. but i was wrong. during my first 2 days of work this week.. i saw tony blair, hillary clinton, spain's pm.. i think quite a few other big shots just that i dont recognise their face lol.
anyway.. boss told ruth today,"mayb we can hire her (me) for 1 year while she waits to go to australia" HAHA. in front of tt damn girl. he did not say he'll hire her. keke. heck care her. super damn act cute.
anyway i kind of forgot what i wanna blog today. but. fs project is driving me mad. and this boy of mine stayed in school for proj. and did not take dinner! now... now... think he's slping sweetly.. argh..
shweet dreams;
12:13 AM
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samedi, juillet 02, 2005
a week has passed. pretty good and pretty "horrifying". horrifying in the sense that.. i just dont know how come that it is only this week that so many couples break up. ok wells. everyday there are couples breaking up. it's just that they are someone i do not know of. but this week.. they are people whom i know and some of them are close to me.
i dont feel threatened. cos i somehow feel that my relationship is safe and secure. but still.. nothing is forever. i wont know what will be happening the next second or rather next minute. jia sorta pissed with es. always quarrell and then cold war. well this isnt healthy in a relationship. yes quarrells are inevitable. it also helps to pull the 2 person together.. but not quarrellings to the extent of every week, or worse, everyday.
zhen? mayb she's sick of how her bf acts? well im not sure. i feel that when a relationship has been once broken, the likelihood of getting it back to normal is pretty impossible. for instance, zhen had once initiated a breakup from her bf. and her bf wants her back and she agreed. but in the end? still a breakup to end everything. so what i mean is.. if "break up" is mentioned at any one time.. means the couple wont be together for long even if they patch up.. still there are rare cases of successful stories after the "break up" words are mentioned.
another friend's case. dumped her bf for another guy? zz. thats pretty lame.. wells. we cant forsee the future. we'll never know what is going to happen next. we might fall for another person at any point of time. everything is _unknown_ and is waiting for us to find out. the worse thing of all is breaking without a proper reason. ok mayb there isnt any reason for it. but still must give the opposite party a chance to reason him or herself. anyways.. i dont know why shervonne broke up with her bf and now found another. cant really be bothered anyway.
oh yah.. i forgot if i have thanked baby for lending me his shoulder yesterday to cry on. and the tissue papers.. bleahx. baby sent me to work and end up late for his class (or did he even miss that lesson?) he's more than wat i ask for. i really really thank God for that. i thank God that i've found him back into my life. i thank God that I gave him and myself a chance (most of the guys are rejected flatly and immediately). i thank God that i accepted him. i thank God that I've know him for years. i thank God that he sat next to me during chinese lesson in p6 and sit in front of me in p4. i thank God for anything and everything. all the memories with baby are the best memories..
shweet dreams;
10:14 PM
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vendredi, juillet 01, 2005
30/06 is quite a fup up day actually. darn that shuyi. we had verbally agreed that i am off on all thursdays and she on all fridays. but now last minute did not go to work -_- and i had to rush all the way down from np. of cos i wasnt happy and i cried. she wasnt polite to me so i was not polite to her as well. it's known. to me, to the company and to the supervisor too. that im working on fridays. there was even an email sent out to everyone. it could either that she forgot or she wanna use that to play me out. please. u cant win me. i've already let the office know. and this 38 (san ba) still dare say,"i dont care, im not going". zzz.
anyway when i was on my way down, with baby, shuyi called weeming and said that if they need her there, she'll go. (wait. didnt she say that she's not going at all and that she didnt care?). but weeming told her that im already on my way down. ha. i reached. i cried. cos i felt bad about all these and plus pissed off with that bitch. and i felt bad because of all the troubles that have been caused by this unnecessary miscommunications. and worse of all. baby sent me to work and was late for class -_-
office people werent happy with shuyi and had a bad impression on her. (deserves her right). i got treats from them hehehe :) and a customer even praised me.. so happy. thank God that i did not waste my trip down. it pays to be nice as well hehe.. the customer told weeming that he's impressed with me and that im very knowledgable. WOW if weeming were to write this in my testimonial, it'll definitely look good! he even asked me for my contact number or email address.. so that he could ask me more on nutrition.. lolx. my very first customer eh.. haha. he's from india anyway. but is a pr here. he said that i could be a doctor cos i have a doctor's look? plus a super good knowledge? hahaha. i look smart. LOL. glad.. hahaha.. said that if i were to wear a labcoat, and have a stethescope.. people will think that im a doc. lolx. funny eh.. said that i can go pursue wat mbbs thingy? er.. i dont really know whats tt. haha.
anyhows, my conclusion is.. im smart, impressive, knowledgable, i look smart too and im, of cos, convincing. hehe..
oh ya and there's a sorta weird lady visited e shop and asked if we are employing anyone. she's so weird.. we asked her to leave her name and contact number, she jus ignored us and continuing writing away. and when toking, she'll be spitting her saliva into a cup (yucks). i was totally disgusted! she dun look presentable to me either. and she wanted to know the boss's name and contact number -_- karen anyhow say mr. tan. but that lady wasnt satisfied she wants a christian name. so i said "david". lol. there isnt such person in the office at all. so i told them. so if there's anyone looking for david tan.. it's gonna be her. i was disgusted by her and (according to ruth) my face turns white.
ruth, meifang and karen were quite worried about me that what if that lady comes back and weeming isnt around. so ruth called the security and try to get that lady away. worried about me eh -how touched- cos i wasnt looking that nice (doesnt mean that im sick or whatsoever) and when i see her my face turn white. lol. joke. i din know.. all i know is i was totally disgusted. and pulled ruth to one corner and say,"dun employ this weird lady".. haha. im bad but she's jus weird. dont think that she'll get customers. more to she'll chase customers away. =X
anyway after a fup up morning.. afternoon wasnt that bad. having elisa and meifang and the rest there for me. hehe thanks lots guys.. elisa said im a strong girl.. i will be ok.
oh and ya.. i was so worried about baby also. -sigh- late for class jus because of me. walk me in even though his leg is pain. baby.. thanks lots for everything.. thanks for lending me a shoulder to cry on.. thanks for being there for me...
shweet dreams;
12:10 AM
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nice pic~! jia, me and zhen at Galilee and Friends. hehe..