samedi, juillet 02, 2005
a week has passed. pretty good and pretty "horrifying". horrifying in the sense that.. i just dont know how come that it is only this week that so many couples break up. ok wells. everyday there are couples breaking up. it's just that they are someone i do not know of. but this week.. they are people whom i know and some of them are close to me.
i dont feel threatened. cos i somehow feel that my relationship is safe and secure. but still.. nothing is forever. i wont know what will be happening the next second or rather next minute. jia sorta pissed with es. always quarrell and then cold war. well this isnt healthy in a relationship. yes quarrells are inevitable. it also helps to pull the 2 person together.. but not quarrellings to the extent of every week, or worse, everyday.
zhen? mayb she's sick of how her bf acts? well im not sure. i feel that when a relationship has been once broken, the likelihood of getting it back to normal is pretty impossible. for instance, zhen had once initiated a breakup from her bf. and her bf wants her back and she agreed. but in the end? still a breakup to end everything. so what i mean is.. if "break up" is mentioned at any one time.. means the couple wont be together for long even if they patch up.. still there are rare cases of successful stories after the "break up" words are mentioned.
another friend's case. dumped her bf for another guy? zz. thats pretty lame.. wells. we cant forsee the future. we'll never know what is going to happen next. we might fall for another person at any point of time. everything is _unknown_ and is waiting for us to find out. the worse thing of all is breaking without a proper reason. ok mayb there isnt any reason for it. but still must give the opposite party a chance to reason him or herself. anyways.. i dont know why shervonne broke up with her bf and now found another. cant really be bothered anyway.
oh yah.. i forgot if i have thanked baby for lending me his shoulder yesterday to cry on. and the tissue papers.. bleahx. baby sent me to work and end up late for his class (or did he even miss that lesson?) he's more than wat i ask for. i really really thank God for that. i thank God that i've found him back into my life. i thank God that I gave him and myself a chance (most of the guys are rejected flatly and immediately). i thank God that i accepted him. i thank God that I've know him for years. i thank God that he sat next to me during chinese lesson in p6 and sit in front of me in p4. i thank God for anything and everything. all the memories with baby are the best memories..
shweet dreams;
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