mardi, novembre 30, 2004
I Dun Wanna Fight --- Westlife
"I dun wanna fight no more,
I dunno what we were fighting for,
And this lonliness thats in my heart,
Wont let me be apart from you,
I dun wanna have to try,
Girl, to have without you in my life,
And I'm hoping we can start tonight,
'Cos I dun wanna fight no more"
shweet dreams;
9:06 PM
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vendredi, novembre 26, 2004
Hihi people~ how's life getting on? Mine is... fun... great... and what else? Erm.. i dunno.. -grins- But i am very happy.. you know why? Because I've finally gained weight and grow taller -my mum said that- hehehe.. that's a great news okay. So I am no longer a shortie and that skinny. My aim now is to gain weight till 40kg.. So.. Hey you! Yes you! I'm not skinny okay! -glares-.. okay larh quite stupid. 'Cos i know he no longer reads my blog. But I heck care.
Finally I can buy any skirt I wanna wear. 'Cos I finally can wear the smallest size skirt.. HAHA!! At least can find some skirts and bottoms le. Something worth cheering for.. -looks around-.. hehe.. And so.. i bought a skirt at Northern Light at Cck Lot1.. hahaha.. quite ex but i like it. 'Cos i took YEARS to find a skirt okay!
Hmm.. So glad that i gained weight. But I just keep eating lor.. I scared one day i bcome like a pig den die. Den not nice liao... Hai.. It's jus so miserable thinking abt these stuffs.. Then my mum asked me. so u wanna gain or lose weight? HAHAHA of cos it's gained till ideal weight.. 40kg.. but then hor.. even if im 40kg.. i still underweight lor.. but i dun care.. at least when i'm 40kg.. i dun look like a skinny pig. HAHA.. SO eh u! dun ever say im skinny or I'll skin u alive!!
shweet dreams;
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dimanche, novembre 21, 2004
yoyo!! sian man.. Olinda is out of SG idol. What the hell?! Sylvester not say sing until so nice siahx.. She's such a better singer than him. Indeed it's so not fair.. all Sylvester do is to stand and smile and he can just win votes like that.. -sigh- Why dont you guys look at talent?! Now all i could do is to hope that Taufik wins the title.
I've just had my hair cut and highlighted today! What colour..? Wait till sch reopen and you guys shall see it for yourself! Hmm.. total cost is only 40 bucks! Cheap right? WHAHAHA!!
Anyhow guessed that my grandma will cook curry today.. and -WAH- she really cooked curry! Eh seriously i didnt know that she'll cook curry okays.. I just said that to make my dad go to my grandma house. haha and she really cook curry... yummmmmMM.. and my uncle bought some food back from japan.. i think those glutinous rice balls thingy. DAMN NICE! i love it!! Maybe one day i should buy glutinous rice flour and cook it until it looks like paste. Then i go and buy chocolate, wrap it in the paste and roll it till it looks like a ball. And then steam it. When you eat it, the hot chocolate in it will flow out of the glutinous rice ball.. YUMMMMMMMYY!! SO irresistable!
Hmm okays i think i shall go and sleep now. Cos i gotta work tml! sell textbooks. Wonder how it'll be like manZ. Tired. -yawns-
shweet dreams;
10:43 PM
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jeudi, novembre 18, 2004
Sigh~ there isn't any Showbiz anymore... No more crappy, lame jokes to laugh at...
Okays! Going out later... watching "shutters" OoH.. I am just so excited. haha.. watched "My Mighty In-Laws" last night 9pm. It's such a funny show man.. especially a guy who lost to a girl in kung fu.. haha.. useless bum.. it made me feel like learning kung fu.. hahahaha..
And yes! There's Singpore Idol tonight!! Who will be the next to get out of the competition? -wonders- I hope it'll be Sylvester.. But looking at this situation, i doubt so. I hope that Olinda will get the top. But does she have enought supporters? Taufik and Sylvester has LOTS of supporters man.. Wells, all the best to them. We'll not know the answer till the day comes.
Hmm.. what should i do? There's a problem in my mind.. I do not know what to do.. On one hand, I'd really like to let that person know. On the other hand, I feel that it's a useless thing to do. I know and thats it already. Why wanna let the other party know as well? Forgive or not is another matter. Moreover I've already forgive. But what's my purpose of letting the other person know? Hmm... God, please help. Teach me what to do.
shweet dreams;
11:55 AM
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mercredi, novembre 17, 2004
Wow.. so fast.. finally not working at metro woodlands.. what a dumbo boring place.. Many things happened. Really hate the way they do things, same goes to the company which hired me. Finally, i am at home slacking away. HEHE.. Finished watching Detective Files Volume 3.. starting to watch volume 4.. wahhaha.. okays i am going to watch "Shutters" tomorrow! YAY! I am confirm going to scream my lungs out. The poster itself already make me scared like shit. Haha but also good, ci4 ji1.. haha..
Hmm.. going to start my work at the bookshop next week le.. wonder how is it going to be like. Only 2 weeks, after which.. school reopen le! I've realised that I have spent lesser and lesser time online.. which is a good thing. Hope to spend even more lesser time online :)
After watching that Detective Files, I wondered: what's fate? how's my fate like? It certainly is something that no one can answer. Only God knows..
Okayss i think time to go~ hope that there is Showbiz.. hehe.. then can see Zhang Shanwei and Wang Renfu. haha..
shweet dreams;
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vendredi, novembre 12, 2004
A new chapter of my life begins..... the past is over.. some people jus doesnt know how to appreciate their frens. and some jus do not understand me well enough.
And that's over. The future to me is blur, I cant see anything clearly. I cant imagine myself doing this and that. All i can see is, me, happily ever after. Sit at home and be a tai-tai is the best.. hehehe..
okayssss going to PizzaHut with jeanie lateRRR.. ooH cant wait. yah it was originally on sunday.. but we changed cos most promo set is only available on wkdays. Oh ya better remember to ask Jeanette what Wenting wanna me to ask. Scared i forget siahxxxx.. some opening thing and the pay.. yah yah.. better remember.
HAHA.. Pin went to school to play table tennis with Timmy and Yewmun. HAHAHA.. i asked,'how come suddenly so many ppl play table tennis?'.. den Pin said.. 'ur fault?' HAHAHAh Good! PLay somemore.. den i can any-o-how pull someone to come and play with me lerhh.. hahahaha... wow.. cant imagine that i can have great 'influence' on them. hmmm.. great influence? er.. okayss.. think i used the wrong word.. hahaha... but.. arhhhh nevermind. hehe
Richard bought a webcam! damn fun and cool.. 56bux.. and yahh.. psychoing me to get a webcam too.. but ex lehhhh....
okayss think my meeting wif may-zi will be either postponed or cancelled. forgot that monday is a public holiday. and i normally reserve public hols for family.. hehe. go shopping w/o having to pay! of cos right!!!! hahahaha.. okays i think i have to sign off now.. gotta prepare for work soon~. tk care ppl. today is a new chapter in my life. everything which has happened yesterday is
OVER..
shweet dreams;
10:39 AM
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mardi, novembre 09, 2004
weird ppl tagging me! who is that anonymous man.... saying 'i love you. don't think I don't, because i love you.'
Who are you?
DO i know you? weird.. oh ManZ.. ahZ whatever. Just waiting for you to just appear outta nowhere oR someone out there is just fooling around.
Anyways, working life just sucks a thousands and millions of times. I don't like how the company I am working in manages their staffs.
EVERYTHING! The way they manage their employees is just too sucky. Everything must call and ask and report. I'd rather a company who allows their employees to make decisions. Ok, if I carry on, it'll become a leadership lesson.. haha..
I just enjoy being around with Jeanette! She's
SO cute! Both of us were like talking and playing and polishing our nails, buffering and filing our nails while working.
OF COURSE right? Cause who on earth will wanna shop one day after
SALES? Don't be dumb larh. Both of us were thinking of how to do this and that. What thing? I shan't say. It's a secret between us. That's why i say, you people can't afford to offend
SMSS gals! We have many tricks under our sleeves. haha.. And because of these tricks, it makes our lives
SO FUN and we enjoy it
SO MUCH.. haha..
OKay, can't wait for Sunday to come! Cos Jeanette and I will be going to PizzaHut to have our 'farewell' dinner! haha.. Cant believe that I will be seeing Jean for the rest of this week manZ. Hmm.. Swensens and PizzaHut.. which is a better choice? Oh, I just cant wait for next week as well! Going out wif my dear Ah Lian (May), haha.. finally after so many years we can go out together le! Shall go on a shopping spree.. and have the whole of next week by myself and slowly I will become a couch potato! hahahaha... I have to get back my beauty sleep... ahhhhhh... I am looking like a panda now.... 'SNoreZZZzzzzZZZzzz'
shweet dreams;
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samedi, novembre 06, 2004
happen to see this webby.... the music is by KennyG.. and the contents of the webby goes like this:
"Waiting For You"
I call out to the one I once loved.
To the man whose kiss I managed to memorise.
To the man with golden touch and peircing eyes.
I call out to him today in hopes that he will come.
For I've waited patiently for him to find his way to me.
I call now for a man that walks in and out of my dreams.
The man that is strong, but whose touch is as tender as summer's breeze.
The man that shows no fear.
And loves unconditionally.
I call now to that man in hopes that he will come.
For I've waited patiently for him to find his way to me.
Please God, tell me if all my calls are in vain.
For I call out every night yet the answer is the same.
So far and yet so near.
"Come to me my love"
Is all that I hear.
Written by: someone's Sister
awwwww.... So sweet... and if there's really someone who can write me a
SWEET poem, send me home and things like that. Aint it wonderful? yah dreams always belongs to dreams. Reality is often different from what our dreams are. Certain dreams can only come true when we work hard for it. But the other type of dreams will not come true, even if we work for it. It just all depends on fate. When your time comes, it'll come naturally. Forcing it to come isnt going to help at all.
Many of us look back to the past. And few will look forward to the future. Yes, indeed, the past doesnt matter anymore. We have to look forward and move ahead and not stop down. But how many of us are able to do it? Looking forward and not look back at all? When something happens, one will tend to think back of the past thinking, 'ahh.. if only I can go back to that point of time'.. Yah it's impossible.
Keeping ourselves busy is the best way to stop us from thinking too much. Yes, it's something like running away from reality. But besides doing this, what else can we do in order to forget? Talk to friends, stay happy, do things that we enjoy and most importantly, keep ourselves busy are the only ways to
"escape"!!
I've been keeping myself busy to not think too much, made many friends at my workplace. Learning how to handle difficulties, overcome obstacles. Seeing someone encountering their own difficulty and listening to the kind of advice our senior gave. It definitely made me learn some things which we do not learn from our textbooks. What I am experiencing now is something which I thought will never happen to me. But I am wrong. Even though I feel sad or helpless about it, I am not going to do anything about it. Because I know, deep down inside my heart, that it isnt going to help.
I agree with Sarah, my colleague, she said that people in the sales line, are the best actors and actresses. We know how to hide our feelings. Everyone have their own problems. But we cant bring it to work. We have to serve customers, we have to smile even though we are sad. It's a
MUST we cannot choose. It's difficult, but we have to learn. And this made me learnt how to hide my emotions. Be it angry or sad, I still have to smile.
So the best is to leave everything to God, for He will take care of everything. And, yah, I am not going to do anything about it. Let things happen naturally. And of course, the things that deal with the matters of heart, I have fear about it. I'm scared and afraid. I do not know if I'll run away from it. Now another lesson for me to learn is "Learn how to overcome fears".
shweet dreams;
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vendredi, novembre 05, 2004
hi people..
gotta know even more people.. muahaha.. eve, jojo, and a few more dunno their names.. haha.. i tell u people ar.. i DUN LIKE rachel.. that B-.. tk mc also never let me know or the supervisor know.. i m no superwoman okay.. i cant work 2 days full shift. it's okay if i work full shift for the first day cos u last minute sick.. but if u get another day's mc as well, please jolly well let jasmine or joanna know mah.... wah lau.. stupid rachel.. u think u human i not human meh? u sick den i not sick meh? wah lau.. irresponsible shitty freak.. lucky Ray comes down and work siah otherwise i no need go home liaox..
working is quite okay.. tiring though.. but the people there are nice to me.. yah and most of them are lame n crappy people.. hahaha.. that's good! JoJo say i look like lin feng jiao.. and ya.. i dunno who is lin feng jiao.. but i know she's jackie chan's wife.. a v pretty lady.. well i look like her when she was young? ahhhh it doesnt matter.. haha.. i dun know who she is at all.
oh ya.. Eve, she looks.. cool, pretty, and she's soft spoken.. and her bf is soooo sweet okayx.. he meet her at kranji and sent her home on wednesday.. how sweeeeet.. i like sucha guy.. haha.. sent the gal he likes home, sent her to work, etccc... eve's bf even bought her some food.. hmmm.. it's jus so nice.. her bf looks clean.. with a neat clean cut hair.. looks and dresses smartly.. not bad ya.. hmm wonder if there's any more such guys out there.. i dun really like those who dresses soooo cool, thinking tt they are soooo cool and comes up with all the weird hairstyles that doesnt even suit them.. pls lor sorry ar.. guys wif clean cut hair are more preferred and with a good dress sense!
do u consider someone a fren when he/she deletes you off msn and things like that? like as if trying to erase off all contacts.. even though he/she says that 'yah we are still frens'.. but do u believe it? sad to say i dun think he/she means what he/she said. cos if we're still frens then why do all these? agreeable? of course.. haha.. anyways, it's just different... now that this boy and girl doesnt talk or rather dont really talk to each other anymore. then so be it. nothing shall be done to improve it.. if not just take things slowly and let nature take its course. Leave everything to God..
shweet dreams;
10:59 AM
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lundi, novembre 01, 2004
yoZ ppl... heh heh.. hmm... lucky joanna put me in woodlands till 14nov.. hahaha.. good no need to re-adapt to environment again.. hehe.. made even more frens.. hmm see how many ppl i know at metro woodlands level 1.. hmm.. susan, siti, yati, lilian, jeanette, elizabeth, jasmine, sharmaine, felicia, bruce lee (chee ko pek), vincent (siao one i dunno him tt well den can tok as if he know me), gary (keep flinging his hair so nan kan!), jackson (now not there le), sarah (not there le), haagen, dillah, hui shan, xiao shan, siu wan (i dun like her.. eeks) and 1 or 2 more.. but i dunno their name.. hehe..
suddenly tt CKTang jasmine treat me so nice... scary ok!.. one moment we dun see each other eye to eye.. next moment she treat me so super nice.. weird.. i wonder whats wrong manZ.. seriously speaking. i really hate promotion.. i really cant get to sit! lucky the shishedo jasmine.. let me sit there.. but elizabeth say better not.. hmmm.. alright mayb i shouldnt sit in front of shishedo counter.. -sigh-
tired tired... oohhhh 9pm is reaching soon! wanna watch ren wo ao you.. got tt yan xing shu.. ehehhe.. cant wait to see jeanette.. cant wait for another chance to go eat wif felicia.. hahaha. n thru working.. i get to see the different kinds of ppl. yes thru sch.. i can also get to see the diff kinds of people.. but thru working life, the kinds of ppl u see are like worse than sch.. serious.. from what i've observed.. i think i can sort of point out the kind of traits and characters most people doesnt like. for eg. someone can be real nice in front of u.. like ur damn good fren.. after that when u leave.. she'll start to say, 'she? ur good fren? she not my fren ar..' smth like tt.. wah damn bad right.. abt anyway this is life.. during lunch i have lots of chance to hear all e gossips.. haha.. but i jus pretend i dunno.. anw i m jus there for a mth.. so it's none of my business.. haha..
i think studying is e best.. working life jus sux.. hope thru this working experience, i'll appreciate my studies more and study harder.. hmm but i must have determination! must force myself already. perhaps the next holiday job i m going to get is some admin job.. can sit n eat all day.. WAHAHAH jus no free samples.. hahaha.. oh ya.. do u know tt every monday and friday, metro has this morning briefing? it's so damn boring!! they talk as if all their staffs are lil children.. explain this n that.. it's totally like secondary school assembly.. so i always purposely go late so tt i dun get to listen to all these nonsense.. but still.. i reach there at like 9.30am.. (e time i m supposed to reach).. they r still briefing! so i stand somewhere far away from them.. and sit down.. wahhahaha.. elizabeth did e same too ok.. haha.. boring tts why.. dun blame me.. hahaha..
manZ.. cant believe tt i've sold 27 bottles of perfume in jus 2 weeks.. too bad no commission.. -sigh- but it's ok.. sometimes i jus get to sit n slack n still manage to sell e perfumes.. haha.. there're many customers i dislike! shall tell u ppl more another day~! i think i gotta sign off now.. hehe.. tk care ppl God bless all of u~!
shweet dreams;
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