samedi, novembre 06, 2004
happen to see this webby.... the music is by KennyG.. and the contents of the webby goes like this:
"Waiting For You"
I call out to the one I once loved.
To the man whose kiss I managed to memorise.
To the man with golden touch and peircing eyes.
I call out to him today in hopes that he will come.
For I've waited patiently for him to find his way to me.
I call now for a man that walks in and out of my dreams.
The man that is strong, but whose touch is as tender as summer's breeze.
The man that shows no fear.
And loves unconditionally.
I call now to that man in hopes that he will come.
For I've waited patiently for him to find his way to me.
Please God, tell me if all my calls are in vain.
For I call out every night yet the answer is the same.
So far and yet so near.
"Come to me my love"
Is all that I hear.
Written by: someone's Sister
awwwww.... So sweet... and if there's really someone who can write me a
SWEET poem, send me home and things like that. Aint it wonderful? yah dreams always belongs to dreams. Reality is often different from what our dreams are. Certain dreams can only come true when we work hard for it. But the other type of dreams will not come true, even if we work for it. It just all depends on fate. When your time comes, it'll come naturally. Forcing it to come isnt going to help at all.
Many of us look back to the past. And few will look forward to the future. Yes, indeed, the past doesnt matter anymore. We have to look forward and move ahead and not stop down. But how many of us are able to do it? Looking forward and not look back at all? When something happens, one will tend to think back of the past thinking, 'ahh.. if only I can go back to that point of time'.. Yah it's impossible.
Keeping ourselves busy is the best way to stop us from thinking too much. Yes, it's something like running away from reality. But besides doing this, what else can we do in order to forget? Talk to friends, stay happy, do things that we enjoy and most importantly, keep ourselves busy are the only ways to
"escape"!!
I've been keeping myself busy to not think too much, made many friends at my workplace. Learning how to handle difficulties, overcome obstacles. Seeing someone encountering their own difficulty and listening to the kind of advice our senior gave. It definitely made me learn some things which we do not learn from our textbooks. What I am experiencing now is something which I thought will never happen to me. But I am wrong. Even though I feel sad or helpless about it, I am not going to do anything about it. Because I know, deep down inside my heart, that it isnt going to help.
I agree with Sarah, my colleague, she said that people in the sales line, are the best actors and actresses. We know how to hide our feelings. Everyone have their own problems. But we cant bring it to work. We have to serve customers, we have to smile even though we are sad. It's a
MUST we cannot choose. It's difficult, but we have to learn. And this made me learnt how to hide my emotions. Be it angry or sad, I still have to smile.
So the best is to leave everything to God, for He will take care of everything. And, yah, I am not going to do anything about it. Let things happen naturally. And of course, the things that deal with the matters of heart, I have fear about it. I'm scared and afraid. I do not know if I'll run away from it. Now another lesson for me to learn is "Learn how to overcome fears".
shweet dreams;
9:42 AM
