mardi, juin 21, 2005
many many pics which i took on 19/06/05 are uploaded into yahoo photos. this baby of mine.. keep saying that my dad looks fierce. ha ha. so u better behave yourself. and my little sweetie is also in the pics.. haha my little sweetie is my lil cousin.. sooo cute.. even baby thinks so. haha.
did a small little online dunno what test jus now. crap man. the stuffs they said or interpreted are all nonsensical. ok maybe one or two accurate ones. but not all.
yesterday during office meeting, big boss asked if i want to continue working for them after my sip. and -duh- of course i wont, cos when school starts i do not want to work. cos i do not want it to affect my studies.
darn. i think the guy i chose to be with is so damn friggin similar to my dad. -_- likes peanut butter, anything wrong with com sure scold me etc. argh! anyway this guy i chose to be with is super smart. haha. 95/100 for test?! can u even believe it? 1 mistake = 5 marks gone. anyways he has done fantastically well. haha. so proud of him. this guy is none other than my babyboy.
oh wells, there are some things i dunno if i should carry on doing. hmm.. though i pretty like to do it but somehow i feel that it's not right and feel sorta weird when i come to think of it. argh. what shall i do? mind over heart or heart over mind? and the question which has been appearing in my mind since thursday.. i do not know if i've come to an answer. the day he did not reply my messages and calls, i got so moody that i did not have the mood to take dinner. and him, because he thinks that he is unable to make me happy, he got so moody that he skipped school -_-
i told this to elisa as in when the problem is sorta solved. she said this one thing "it's like that one. the more you love a person, the more you will get affected by them and become moody".. i guess this is the answer which god gave me. i've been asking for days, and finally the answer dawned upon me through elisa by god. so maybe, the love for him has grown.
last but not least, i wanna say
"love someone = respect him/her, respect his/her decisions"
shweet dreams;
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