dimanche, juin 19, 2005
bahs. a bad bad day today. quarrelled with baby. sucks sucks sucks. waited for his sms till my neck grows long. for a few days, we havent been happy.
he thinks that i am not happy whilst talking to him. but thats not what i am feeling! i feel happy with him, i feel happy talking to him. i feel hurt when he doesnt reply my sms for 1 whole day. he felt hurt cos i din call him on friday. but if i din receive sms = i wont be happy = i wont call.
-sigh- he haven hong3 me yet. im waiting. hai hope that baby will reply my sms liao lor.. hope that whatever things he has told me are all true. hope that he is
NOT the one who sent trojan in (i seriously doubt so). hope that he dun always scare me with the on and off conversation "there are
TONNES of trojans in ur computer".
still im thinking if the love i have for him is real or not. im a step closer to the answer. but i need to re-confirm it/ my feelings.
shweet dreams;
11:47 PM
