dimanche, février 06, 2005
I've told my mum about darling le. She did not say anything about it. She just asked me about him, how i know him, which sch is he from this and that. Well.. when i say she also know him den she ask who. So i said lor..
Good thing is that she did not make a big fuss out of it. But she advice me not to and said that she can only give me advice. Anything that happens it's all on me liao. And she asked me about his family background. hmm.. she thinks that it's complicated. Got step-father very complicated meh. It doesnt mean that he is bad also mahx.
Den say what next time if i see a doctor and that doctor like me den i regret. This one next time then say. I told her that baby wont dump me de. Den she say you'll never know.. Then this one.. next time then say. But i feel tt i can trust baby.. I somehow have a strong feeling that he can be trusted.
Ya lah she jus advice say better not and never say cannot. And said dun luan luan lai. *same as yc's dad). Den she say she have to tell my dad. Cos my dad also have to know. die.. i scared he'll scold. den hor my mum said if next time i go overseas to study den he never go den blah blah blah. but baby is going after his NS.
Hope daddy wont object and scold me lor. I dun wanna leave baby. Like my mum said, must look for the one and only. God, please help me..
shweet dreams;
3:06 PM
