lundi, mai 31, 2004
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mercredi, mai 26, 2004
yoz ppl.. watched smallville last night again.. haha.. well.. not bad lah tt show.. or was it onli the last 2 episodes were nice? haha.. watched meet my folks too.. haha.. guessed correctly on which guy tt gal's parents gonna choose.. ha cos i think dylan is much better than robert n hawk. ah wells. nth to do wif me.. haha..
kx. back to serious matter.. saw this post in friendster from filza.. she said tt shi hui is in critical condition. cos shi hui chased after a guy who snatched a gal away from a lady n shi hui fall at the overhead bridge n hit her head? well i dunno if it's true. but then from filza's tone.. she sound pretty serious n worried. n today saw another post from filza. she said shi hui's condition is deteriorating. hmm.. cos her head starts to bleed again.. n is in critical condition. aiyoz.. anw hope tt shi hui can get over this.. =) pray for her n her family..
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9:27 AM
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mercredi, mai 19, 2004
yoz ppl. i dunno how i m feeling these days either.. pretty normal.. pretty good.. n.. pretty shitty.. haha.. finally watched 1 full epsiode of smallville yesterday. cos i was also waiting for 1130.. haha.. or 1145.. for e show.. guess x3.. on channel U..
1st i watched Man at forty (channel 8 9pm).. i can say it's a real good nice show. sad lah.. some ppl dun watch it.. hahax. funny, meaningful, smth to learn.. smth to do wif our daily lifes.. yupx..
den watched incredible tales (channel 5 10pm). well tt story dey told last night.. i heard of it b4 liaox.. not scary one.. den i cont by watching smallville (channel 5 1030pm).. well clarke was in deep shit by knowing alicia.. she really freaked me out when she appeared behind her dad who closed e door after clarke left.. alicia not pretty loh.. trying to tell lana tt she's prettier.. like shit.. n tt adam.. also dunno like what shit.. haha.. but ok lah.. e show not bad.. hmm.. or was it jus yesterday's episode?
after tt.. i watched Meet My Folks (channel 5 1130pm).. den i switch here n there to watch channel U's Guessx3.. haha.. meet my folks not a bad variety either. haha.. i prefer chauntel to chelsea.. chelsea aint good gal.. chauntel is at least a wee bit better than chelsea.. ana is confirm not good.. hax.. ok tts what i think..
'it's in e way tt u move me, it's in e way tt u tease, it's in e way i want u tonight, it's in e way tt u hold me, n e way tt u know me, when i cant find e right words to say, u fill it in e way'-----> guess what song.. haha.. well it's V OBVIOUS who sang this..
'mary moon.... shes a vegetarian, mary moon mary moon, oh she loves me so, she hates to be alone, dun eat meat but she's sure like a bone' ----> guess what song..
cya n God Bless! gotta get gg n rotting.. n search 4 my KEYS! damn i forgot where i placed it.. shit man.. dead deep shit.. save me... Oh Lord! pls let me know where on earth had i hid my keys! lookin fwd to friday!! YAYZ!
4.17pm
haiz.. jus finished reading reading all the past blogs tt i've posted b4.. think i m too young n ignorant. quite xiao3 jie3 pi2 qi4. ya.. e person i m now i diff le.. i dunno.. think somehow i movin into isolation once again. sigh*.. my mood change damn fast. dunno lahx. feel like keeping quiet. lost my keys to my dear drawer.. haiz. studies.. life.. haiz. whats life all abt? sigh.. back into isolation liaox.. haizz..
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2:26 PM
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vendredi, mai 14, 2004
i did this ice-cream test.. received this mail for quite several times but did not open it cos i tot it will be some lame stuffs.. yea.. but this time i opened it. this was what the webby said bout me..
" You are friendly and easygoing. People feel comfortable around you so it is not a surprise that many friends surround you. You have high self-esteem and will not let anyone get you down. You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person. You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers. You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish."
-----> well i think it's all pretty true.. high self-esteem? hmm this is a bit questioning.. but it's true tt i wont let anyone get me down.. and OH YEAH!! i m vigorous and yet gentle.. *hehe*.. true enuff i dun like to reveal my feelings.. well some of u know tt right? heeheex.. only at a correct point of time den i will reveal i guess.. and yes i like to socialize.. make more frens i like tt.. cold n selfish?? hmm.. i can b icy cold at time.. some icy queen.. *esp when i m in a baddie mood* selfish.. well mayb at times.. well lets face e fact.. which human is not at all selfish..? they are sure selfish till a certain extent.. not to the extreme then ok already whatx.
kx i shall end my blog of e day.. tc ppl.. MISS YA!! n GOD BLESS U! =D
P.S: remembered when i was in St. Margs we always say 'Thank You and God Bless U.' after each lesson ends and/or after anyone finishes their speech. well i like this.. =)
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8:59 AM
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jeudi, mai 13, 2004
heyx pretty ok mood these days.. woohoo.. eh.. nth to rejoice abt.. anw.. hhaa.. kx.. went back to my so-called kampong.. Bishan!! i grew up in there for like 13 yrs b4 i moved. wahhaha.. kx.. anw walked e route home which i used to take when gg marketing wif my mum.. took e route i used to take to J8.. kinda miss those times.. e kind of me when i was living in Bishan is somehow diff from now.. cos i more dao at tt time.. wahhaha.. well my grandma lives there. so ya.. sometimes may have to go back bishan again.. heehee.. i love bishan.. n finally my voice is back! REJOICE! ooh i m so hungry.. i think i cant see food.. cos it will make me keep eating n eating. wahaha.. bought lots of chocolates yesterday kx.. ahaha.. kx.. i wanna figure some stuffs out in e com le.. so cyax!! cheow-ieeeee... God Bless!
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12:54 PM
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mardi, mai 11, 2004
It Only Takes A Spark
It only takes a spark to get a fire going
And soon all those around
can warm up in its glowing
That's how it is with God's love
Once you've experienced it
You spread His love to everyone
You want to pass it on
What a wondrous time is Spring
When all the trees are budding
The birds began to sing
The flowers start their blooming
That's how it is with God's love
Once you've experienced it
You want to sing, it's fresh like Spring
I want to pass it on
I wish for you my friend this happiness that I've found
You can depend on Him
it matters not where you're bound
I'll shout it from the mountain top
I want my world to know
The Lord of Love has come to me
I want to pass it on.
'we must remember to be the ladies Mrs Lee wants us to be' --- jean kwek, SMSS head prefect of yr 2004.
kx.. now back to me.. damn i have been voice-less for 3 days.. n kept coughing for e whole of today.. arrrrrr.. save me.. i think bocs of e camp.. i cant sleep early anymore! i laid on my bed till 1am last night den managed to get to sleep.. haiya.. so irritated.. my voice box swollen.. *how interesting* first time heard of it.. wahah..
kx 1 thing i m pretty glad abt is tt.. e condolence i've wrote was published into this booklet which everyone has a copy of during mrs lee's funeral. well.. may lian told me tt.. well at least.. afterall i can onli do this much.. cos i cld not go to e wake, funeral n memorial. well at least.. thx so much.. saw e news yesterday.. those teachers whose face appeared on tv were my sec 4 teachers! saw mrs raj, miss petrina kang, miss siti.. saw mrs karen tay lah.. but she never teach me b4. so.. ya..
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10:11 AM
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samedi, mai 08, 2004
haiz... prayed n cried like shit last night.. emotions got over me.. Mrs Lee my dearest principal, 'mother of st. margaret's'.. left e world.. back to the hands of God. went thru some of the smss gals blogs. all were writing about mrs lee. e day we received abt her fainting in sch. all of us prayed so hard for her tt she would be able to overcome this n prayed that a miracle will happen to her. why aint there any? she's sucha wonderful lady, wonderful principal. how is st. margs going to carry on w/o her? HOW? will e next principal be as good as mrs lee? hope so.. but there wont be another exactly e same as mrs lee.. she's different from other principal in a way tt she makes it a point to remember all of our names. even mine too. went to her office wif sara b4 abt work attachment stuffs, talked to her b4 abt the child abuse awareness club, n kena scolded by her cos i did badly for prelims. i miss all these times... she wants us to be ladylike, to be determined, have passion in everything tt we do, excel in everything we do too, be caring, devoted, have patience, inspired us, encourage us.. everything.. she's jus too wonderful. now tt she left us, i hope tt st margs will continue to put her teachings into practice. carry on what she contributed to sch, carry on to fulfill her dreams for st margs. even if we left st. margs. we have to put what she taught us into practice. she is very particular abt discipline. very. i'll miss her always.. her departure left a huge impact in my life. will be always dearly missed by all of us.
Things i remembered tt she told us b4: 'Gals u all are special, you are all smart people, dun put ur talents to waste', 'no matter what you have to endure all obstacles n get over it', 'must have determination n perserverance in everything you do'. I miss n love you always Mrs Lee.
"Jesus said to her,"I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live. And whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?"
John 11:25,26
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10:32 AM
vendredi, mai 07, 2004
haiz God, why do u wanna take Mrs Lee away from St. Margs.. she gave herself 6 yrs to change smss into a better sch.. 6 yrs not passed n why u take her away at this crucial point of time? Anw.. i pray n hope that Mrs Lee is safely in Your arms now.. and that she is happy now. Amen.
haiz.. received this msg of mrs lee fainting in sch last evening. Angela told me e news. cos she went to her tutee's hse n overheard the news. she went back.. after my campfire performance.. angela told jia jia n i the news.. i was shocked. Mrs lee looked so healthy.. always ever so cheery.. why on earth would this happen to her? i was very worried for her.. at 2am.. jia jia angela n i were praying for mrs lee.. jiajia led the prayer.. den angela n i each say another prayer for mrs lee. we prayed tt she'll get thru all these. she's someone who has strong willpower.. but this time.. her willpower failed her. Mrs lee.. to us, u will forever be e one n only best principal..
received sms-es tt she passed away at ard 2 plus in e afternoon.. sorry ppl.. i cant reply u guys cos i did not bring my hp to camp. i'm sorry.. my inbox was flooded wif msges.. since yesterday.. abt mrs lee fainting in sch n brain damage need oxygen supply.. to mrs lee passed away.. i felt real sad.. sad till e extent that i cried.. well i was in sch.. at like some 2am smth.. all of us still awake.. cos we jus bathed.. some emotional breakdown.. myra n mel were there consoling me... yup thx gals..
really not in a v good mood.. ya.. though i enjoyed e camp very much.. but still this incident affects me a lot. yup. sad to say i cant go to sch to sign condolences n attend e memorial.. due to some personal reasons. yupx..
Mrs Lee, you will always be in our memory.. all the times u spent wif us in sch.. things tt u said to encourage us.. ur smile.. ur laughter.. will always be remembered. Things that you have done for our school, e strict sch rules u've set has since changed st. margs into a much better sch. We appreciate all e lectures u gave us when we did not do well for exams n e encouragement tt u gave us too. Thanks for e helping hand you offered to us when we needed it most. Thanks for all e moral education u taught us all. On how to be like a lady, sit like a lady n walk like a lady. Though till now we did not do tt well.. but we'll try. You also taught us on honesty, thanking God, etc.. It's all very useful. Thank you, my dear Mrs Lee. Now that you are back into God's hand, God will protect you from now on. Hope that you are happy now. You'll forever be remembered by all st. margs gals. always.. And we'll always be growing and glowing for God. I'm sure that the next principal will also be a good one n bring st. margs up to the next height. May you rest in peace n you will forever be in my memory.
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7:22 PM
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mardi, mai 04, 2004
nth's gonna make my life miserable.. nth is gonna affect my feelings.. even if it does it only will for A WHILE n i really mean it A WHILE.. lalala... dun even need to think tt it's gonna affect me somehow.. cos IT WONT n NEVER WILL BE. loo lala loo lala loo la loo la leh.. loo la loo la loo la loo la loo la leh.. loo lala loo lala loo la loo la leh.. loo la loo la loo la leh...... haha.. kx.. doubt most of u know e melody of this loo lala thingy. hahahaha.. mayb qian knows? haha i dunno.. *shrugs*.. ooh time to enjoy enjoy enjoy.. dum dee dum.. ooh YAY! dun miss me..~!! packing my luggage.. leaving sg.. YAY YAY YAY!! tonight is my flight off SG!! not gg for camp.. wahhaha.. cos my dad told me we r flying off tonight~!! YAY! hmm.. i might show attitude liaoxx.. but not to e extend of having attitude prob.. haha.. ya.. ahaha..
o ya.. anw.. i added this thingy.. solid07.. some korean stuffs.. yep i like it lots n lots.. love it to pieces.. haha.. have all those nice nice koreans song.. esp "sweetdreams" n "it's probably love" by jang nara... yep n e midi by kiss... BCOS I M A GAL!! YAYXXXXXX!!! haha... i love it all.. yep yep..
anw why wld ppl wanna block another online? in msn? is it bcos he/she dun wanna tok to the other party? for me if i block someone tt means tt he/she irritated me.. yep.. if ppl block me n i never get to find out.. tts still ok.. but if i ever find out.. i'll take it as tt person dun wish to tok to me anymore. n all e more i wont tok... cos since tt person dun wish to tok to me.. den why shld i tok? dun have e need to right? is it right for me to interpret it this way? block me liao what.. what else u want? why everytime got so many probs one? cant i jus be happy? why everytime when i got over some probs n another prob will arise? will u jus give me peace? i dun wanna bear grudges.. i forgive n forget.. but pls dun make it difficult for me ok? i have my limits.. pls do not take me for granted.. cos u'll never know when i'll leave.. cos u'll never know when u r gg to lose a fren.. i treasure everyone.. jus hope u ppl treasure me too..
Aim: to be more lady-like, to be smarter, to be more diligent, to get fatter, to make more frens, to get back the same old st.margs character i once possess or mayb even e better, to be a lil more adventurous than now......... *if i achieved what i want, then it'll be excluded from the list* ;)
[excluded (achieved): not allowing anything to bog me down, to show more attitude, to gain more self-confidence, to forget abt stuffs which makes me sad, to have the heck care attitude at the right time, to be the usual blur blur me *like tt then cute*,to be less loud ( in other words tone down)] =)
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11:49 AM
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lundi, mai 03, 2004
hey hey hey!! i jus 'repaired' my com.. heehee.. stupid SASSER WORM.. give me so much trouble.. grrrrrr.. so pissed.. lucky i managed to settle it today.. new worm.. dun like computers.. so many prob.. so easily kena infected.. LOUSY! anw i added this link.. i think it's nice.. yep hope u ppl enjoy it too!! anw seriously i dunno what to write in here.. hahha.. anw tag me more kx? haha.. cyax..
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