mercredi, avril 21, 2004
heyx ppl how's maths today? hope it is all fine for u guys.. anw ppl complaining.. haha 1) eng standard 2) Qn B1.. ans shld be dependent.. but a lot ppl wrote independent n trying to argue for marks. hmm dunno.. nc.. i only will say e eng standard.. really sux like hell.. half e time i was staring at the paper thinkin wat on earth r they talking abt????? lucky i check wif angela my steps.. heng.. quite similar.. aiya can liao lah.. can pass can liaoz..
anw i think i m quite addicted to studying? haha.. dunno why jus feel like studying day in day out.. like some nerd.. haha.. mayb to study to forget stuffs... study to not regret in future.. study to like create less troubles?? ahhhh wells.. i dunno.. hmmphx.. k lahx..
anw saw one SUPER yandao at the temporary canteen ard sports hall there.. wah seh.. when he walk in.. he already caught my attention.. cos he got tt cool element pretty similar to jay chou.. he looks a lil like jay chou but better looking.. he took the table next to me.. and it's directly diagonally opp me.. wah lah.. full good view.. haha.. den dunno how come tt aunty sat next to me opp e guy and talk to me.. ask this ask tt.. ask my course etc.. haha.. so myra n i answered.. den that guy looked up.. he look at me.. and smiled... AHHHHH.. so cute.. but still have that cool cool look.. den when he was abt to leave for the sports hall cos he having exams.. i saw him laugh.. haha.. he was wif his frens lah.. he took a table by himself. wah so cute ok.. almost went numb.. haha.. den tt myra say me.. 'bian tai de' crazy.. pls loh.. ppl chao yandao.. den she whole time keep telling me.. 'eh he come out liao come out liao..' shit siah.. when i turn ard is ah pek.. idiot.. haha.. den when i was there.. i look out.. i saw this guy pretty similar to tt yandao.. he looked into e canteen.. yupx.. he looked at me for quite long.. den look at myra.. *when he haven take his paper*.. cute cute siah.. anw i dunno him.. crazy.. for eye pleasure only.. think he business sch yr 1 or 2 i dunno lah.. i only know he super cute.. think i can recognise him if i see him in sch again.. haha..
n on monday.. ooh i saw this pretty cute guy.. not as cute as tt one in e canteen.. i was walking down e stairs to e bus stop. den he alighted bus 69.. aiya as usual lazy to run for e bus.. den he walked up e stairs.. head bending down a lil.. and he looked up.. i looked down.. oh manxxxx.. he smiled at me.. hehe.. quite cute also.. den i smile back.. HAHA.. it's courtesy.. haha.. anw i dun think i can recognise tt guy's face.. think can recognise e canteen one.. but then.. mayb not too.. haha so many things to remember.. how to remember faces.. haha c how also lahz.. for eye pleasure only.. haha.. dun think i m ready for a relationship also.. next time den say.. studies first.. dun wanna get hurt either.. yupxx.. wellx.. i think i have toned down a lot.. as in not tt loud anymore.. mayb bcos of all tt happens.. ohhhhh.. jus now jem said after exams can party.. hmm.. a party for me?? haha.. kiddin.. going out immediately after exams loh.. so shiok.. wif all my dearies frens... n tt yiming so funny.. saw me at interchange today den he smile until cannot see e eyes.. and wave at me.. haha.. so cute.. den ask.. waiting for myra ar? n myra is jus behind him.. HAHA.. funny siah.. n when alighting e bus.. afendy also there lahx.. max yiming n ziana.. den afendy call my name.. i said 'apa?' (means 'what' in malay) den tt ziana said 'he miss u' AHEM.. ar.. hmm.. cant be lah.. i jus turned ard n smile and laugh a lil said.. cant be lah.. dun be crazy.. den ziana said.. really.. hmm.. miss me ar.. haha.. saw me in sch liaox mah.. haha..
wellx.. what i think is tt afendy is quite a nice chap.. aiya everyone is nice lah.. i dun care so much liaox.. jus do whatever i like lahx.. anw i wanna go study le.. bmic bmic.. haven started.. bnf.. aiyoxxxx.. only at topic 3.. OH MANNNNN... ok after tt i m done.. a few days ONLI.. perservere.. be determined!! ok GAMBATE!!
Aim: to be more lady-like, to show more attitude, to be smarter, to be more diligent, to get fatter, to make more frens, to gain more self-confidence, to have the heck care attitude at the right time, to forget abt stuffs which makes me sad, to get back the same old st.margs character i once possess or mayb even e better, to be the usual blur blur me *like tt then cute*, to be a lil more adventurous than now, to be less loud ( in other words tone down).......... *if i achieved what i want, then it'll be excluded from the list* ;)
[excluded (achieved): not allowing anything to bog me down] =)
shweet dreams;
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