mardi, février 10, 2004
what am i supposed to say?... hmm.. i dunno.. perhaps this is what i wanna say?
"I try not to think About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore".....
well.. jus another simple day... simple, simple, and simple...... jus realised that most of my frens will be having a date on this sat.. vday... yupx.. hope they'll enjoy themselves... me? jus the usual me.. same as any other years.. alone.. haha.. wonder what time my debriefing ends on saturday manx.. anyway cut the crap.. back to what my frens told me these few days/weeks... haha.. something which is VERY PLEASANT to my ears.. hahahahaha... okok.. my classmates from TA06.. they said i have a beautiful smile.. HAHA.. they said it looked sssssooooo sweet.... hahaha.. thanks ya.. liyana said it will captivate those guys.. *erm...*.. dun think so lah hor.. she said that i sure have many guys q-ing up to be my bf... *cough*.. also... erm.... dun have lahx.. where got.. no one q-ing.. none at all.. haha.. or mayb i dunno?? haha... then she said i m attached~!!! MAN~!!! since when? and she insists that i have a bf... OMG!! no ok? no.. look at me.. still so carefree... well.. i feel that i m old.. haha.. cos i'll gonna be 18 soon man... ha.. nevermind abt the bf thingy.. there are more ppl wanna know myra.. me? none.. ha.. so forget it lah.. she look more unique.. perhaps guys go for a more unique looking gal ba.. haha.. my sweet and beautiful smile like cant compare to myra's unique looking face? hmmphx... *wonders*..
ok.. seen teddy twice... yesterday and today.... wow.. so co-incidental.. haha.. he reminds me of a channel 8 actor man.. jus cant recall who that actor is... saw teddy yesterday on my way to mensa yesterday.. and today he took the same bus as myra and i.. and myra said.. "isnt that teddy?" then i turned ard and cant see him anywhere... and when we reached sch.. we turned around and TA-DA.. teddy is behind us.. haha... his smile is nice man... haha.. he smiled at both myra and i.. haha.. think fel is attracted to him cos of his smile.. LOLX..
ok i think i gtg.. too tired.. have been practically sleeping after eating.. i m so dead beat.. o ya.. watched this documentary show in sch.. it's abt hitler... they said hitler is HOMOSEXUAL~!!! oh my gosh.. true or not? haha.. they said he dun have any sexual fantasy for women... this includes his mistress eva braun.. man.. what a guy.. haha.. and he aint supposed to be a politician... he is an opportunist.. wrote a book named "My Camp"... and he lied abt himself being a frontline soldier while he was jus a messenger passing msg to the frontline soldiers.. LIAR~!! haha.. anyway i pretty like hitler.. cos of the way he convince and talk to the public... ok mayb not "like" but "admire".. admire his courage and everything.. o and another thing.. he only made use of the Jews to get him to politics.. so in other words.. he has nth against them! and what those other "Hitler biography book" wrote otherwise~!! so which is the truth.. mayb this we'll never know.. unless we dig up the grave that of hitler's... which i dun think is possible.. cos they cant even find his body~!! haha.. sad case.. died w/o a whole and full body... BOO HOO.. feel so sad for him.. haha.. okok... i gtg cyax.. GOOD NIGHT PPL~!!
shweet dreams;
10:24 PM
