lundi, janvier 05, 2004
wth... my timetable sux a big time... tml have FC lect at 8 to 9 am.. then have break all the way till 6pm b4 my otcm lect.. blardy idiot.. so i guess i will skip my FC lect tml and go for my OTCM lect.. haiz.. whatever.. bad mood now.. dun come and agitate me man.. or u will get it..
now i m thinkin abt this word 'realistic' hmm.. yes realistic... sometimes ppl cant get realistic i wonder why.. ok sometimes i m not realistic either.. but some ppl who are also not really realistic asked someone to be realistic? huh? what am i talkin abt? i dunno.. jus wondering.. whatever.. jus dun bother what i m talking abt. no one really understands what i think and how exactly i feel.. jus in a complicated state of mind now.. jus wondering if there's really a REAL PERFECT person exsists.. cos to many of us.. no one is perfect at all.. like say if u have internal beauty.. most likely u are not pretty.. and say if u have external beauty.. u dun really have internal beauty.. ok say if u have both internal and external beauty.. then ur childhood or the later part of life wont be good.. if say everything so far is jus perfect.. then mayb u wont live long.. or mayb u are short.. etc.. i dunno *shrugs* life is always fair.. God is fair.. it's either u have this or that.. u wont have both.. this will never happen..
i dunno what the future lies ahead for me.. i dunno what is going to happen next.. i dunno who's going to be wif me for a lifetime.. well.. MAYB i know.. but then look at the case that has been happening for quite sometime.. it really made me think and wonder twice or even trice.. i jus walk a step, look a step.. whatever that's going to happen this year.. i m sure it'll be better than last year.. there's always a balance in life.. i believe that i wont be in darkness forever.. after darkess will be light.. and the light will shine brightly at me.. jus like after night there is day... a balance.. night is the darkness.. day is the light.. so that means.. after darkness there's sure be light.. and i m waiting for my light to come... it will come definitely.. whatever that happens, happens for a reason... and the reason will be known when it's time to be revealed.. jus wonder if my feelins and my frens' feelins to some stuffs will come true.. when it came true i shall type it here.. i dreamt of many wonderful things.. but it take a year or two to come true.. feelins come true faster.. well.. God has his plans.. fate and destiny will do its job..
Balance
When you open this book here, you focus on the secret of a happy life, as well as on the secret of a healthy relationship. Life naturally finds its own level and if we swing too far in one direction it will always find a way to swing us back as far in the opposite direction, in order to achieve balance.
Right now things are either out of balance in your love life or you are resisting the rebalancing that life is imposing upon you. You need to realise that you can't change the rules on this one. It is impossible to outmanoeuvre the laws of nature. It's time to remember the old adage 'moderation in all things' for this is where we find implicit balance.
What have you been overdoing recently? What are you striving for to the exclusion of its opposite? It's about to catch up with you, unless you make a conscious effort to rebalance things. Are you working or playing too hard? Are you focusing on something else to the detriment of your relationship or potential relationship, or vice versa? Maybe you've developed a mindset that will accept one side of things but rejects its opposite. You want the good in your relationship but don't realise that it comes in a package, with what you see as the bad. It's not bad, it's jus life balancing out.
What you need to realise is that life is about duality. Everything exists hand in hand with it's opposite. Where there is happiness you will also find unhappiness. Where there is generosity there is always selfishess somewhere about. The key is in undstanding that this is OK. This is the law of nature. For something to exists, its opposite must also be present. When we accept this, we need only experience the opposite in moderation. But when we pursue one side of something and do everything to avoid its opposite, it comes back at us in an exagerrated form, equal to the size of our rejection of it. The lesson is that it's easier in the end to accept both sides of life and let things balance out along the way. Embrace a bit of negativity and life will send alng the good to balance that out too!
shweet dreams;
3:59 PM
