mercredi, janvier 28, 2004
hix.. dunno what mood am i in now... perhaps it's jus another mood swings... it was ok this morn.. budden my mood jus start to turn lousy as the time pass... jus feel so stressed up and stuffs.. jus feel like sleepin not not wake up at all.. well.. happen to see jem on my way home.. so took bus wif him and myra... then took train wif him... he was going to town.. while on our way there.. he said," Vdae coming liao.. so what are u going to do?" ok frankly speaking.. i was like blurred for a while.. thinking when's Vdae... ok then i answered him," nahx.. what can i do on Vdae? i have I-guides going on.. the open hse.. for one whole day i guess.." and then ard a minute of silence and i continued.." anyway no one's asking me out.. so nth much also lor.." ok and i start to think.. Vdae is jus a day to me.. it doesnt hold any significance to me at all.. cos i have nth to expect from.. perhaps what qian and i thought and talked abt last year might come true... what else can i do besides having fun wif the secondary kiddos on that day? what can i expect on that day? answer is nothing.. i can expect nothing at all.. lovers and couples are all thinking of what to buy for their special one on that day.. how busy.. and this myra.. she asked me what to buy for her bf.. how i know? like i have a bf.. but i can give her an idea or two.. perhaps we'll go shop next wed.. i have no tut.. so lesson ends at 12.. i doubt she'll have hers too.. so we can go buy stuffs... i feel like buying more tops... those tees.... so many blouses.. but not enuff tees.. sianx..
Vdae.. only received chocs from my gfs from smss... early in the morning, everyone's table will have a choco or 2 on their desk... some will have flowers... from gfs..and most will meet their bfs after sch... my years of vdae were jus some ordinary days passing by... if ask me anything to do wif Vdae... all i can say is.. it means nth to me.. ppl like myra will look fwd to Vdae.. and kaixin too? i wonder why.. but qian and i? we dun.. i doubt yiqian looks fwd to it.. does she? qian ar.. mayb whatever we said last year come true lehx.. again.. sianx.. remember what we did during last year vdae? from a good and chirpy mood.. it bcame like some down and grouchy feeling.. haha.. what can we do man.. haha.. but those boquets of flowers their bfs give them are nice hor.... *envy*
ok anyway i gotta get studying... haven complete my e-learning.. die... cyax.. ciaox..
shweet dreams;
5:56 PM
