dimanche, septembre 21, 2003
well.. think i din get the wrong title for my blog.. well.. to me life really sux.. it sux like dunno what.
i m sick now.. sigh~ already din feel well yesterday.. dry and itchy throat.. when i reach home.. i kena runny nose followed by blocked nose. and then neck ache... then din sleep for the whole night.. damn tired lor.. went to see a doc this morning.. and he told me that i m running a temperature. well i already knew it yesterday. i knew it that i'll kena fever this morning. cant revise my stuffs today.. was ordered by my mum to call me to rest more.. if feeling better and m sure that i m really ok then can go to school. otherwise i have to follow what the doc ordered me to do. which is to stay at home. sian.. but i tml got lab leh.. got maths tut... i dunno how to do.. getting back my CSAS2 test papers.. and teacher will comment on our public speaking presentation etc..... cant afford to miss school tml. so that's why i have to like rest for the whole of today and then start to mug starting from tml.... term test was over not too long ago.. and now.. term quiz is here..... this week have IPC and OBC quiz.. by hook or by crook i have to do well man.. otherwise i'll be in deep soup/ trouble... cant afford to do badly this time round.
sigh~ life is so damn sucky man... life is really not the same as b4 liao. everything has changed.. every single thing.. including me.. life is not as simple as b4.. life is so complicated... life is so so so so SUCKY!! if only i can leave this horrible world right now.. if only i can still remain as a baby.. no worries nth.. but all these are so impossible to do so.
yesterday while going home.. saw this guy in the bus.. he isnt that fantastic looking.. so so only.. only hit my acceptable range... he kept looking at me from the moment i board the bus man... i was alone.. luckily he alighted a few stops after i board the bus.. b4 he alight, he still turned ard and look at me.. alighted the bus liao still look.. like never see gals b4 like that......
i feel that this whole week i've been attracting guys' attn... stupid shit.. say hi and bye to me for no whatever reason... dunno on which day this week... i went to buy food with myra.. then when i finished paying.. i walked past this guy.. and he said bye to me.. i turned ard and look... tot he said bye to myra.. but he wasnt.. myra wasnt even next to or behind me... she was in front.. and when we both were abt to walk away.. myra said.. "see what see.. never see gals b4 issit?" i tot who was she toking to.. instead she was toking abt a malay guy who kept looking at her too... he's somewhere in front also... and myra's mum's fren's son.. saw both of us.... that day we wore a same brand blouse..and kinda a lil different in design.. but pple still know it's the same... ya.. he saw both of us.. but we dunno who on earth he is... so scary.. but i guess from that day.. myra and i attracted a lot of attn....
and on wednesday.. myra met up wif her grp to do grp work... and i was sitting there.. doing my work.. then i saw this year 2 guy.... from biotech or biomed or whatever that is... keep looking at me man.... he told his frens.. and all turned ard and look at me.. initially i tot they were looking at myra... cos she normally attract more attn than me... but then.. they wasn't.. that year 2 guy was sitting diagonally opp me... can see full view lor.. and from his seat he cant see myra. only me.. biang eh.. keep looking.. if i m not wrong he's one of the orientation leader i saw in july. he's most likely to be from AS studies club.. the club where my cousin joined too... then i also saw him on thurs.. he keep looking AGAIN!! and then out of no where.. he appeared in front of me toking on his hp... and then his frens called him to go.. then he turned his head ard and gave a second look... siao one.. like never see gals b4 like that...
biang eh.. attracted a lot of attn this week lor... and noticed that Roy these few days always sit in front of me.. ha.. always smile at me.. ahha.. his dimple is so cute lor... haha.. Roy is always somewhere ard me.. most of the time is in front of me somemore is directly in front.. he always sit in btwn max and eugene.. and i m always sitting in btwn myra and kaixin.. or else i always take the second or third seat from the right. he too.. lol.. and is in front of me.. lol.. haha.. dunno lah.. life sux still... dun think i've found the one yet... take my time.. slowly.. step by step... jus know i attracted so many guys' attn this week and these r only one or two of the few encounters man.... sian 1/2..
tonight must watch love on diet.. shou shen nan nu.. it's a freaking nice movie i tell u.. so freaking nice.. gonna watch it tonight at channel 8 at 8pm..
sigh~ haiz~
shweet dreams;
1:18 PM
