mercredi, septembre 17, 2003
eh terry i really really really really typed all of those in general. i din point to you or that gal.. i cant even be bothered abt her. i remembered you said dun say that all guys are bad cos u are not one.... and i said ok.... and i din say that anymore... (hmm.. mayb i did.. but i cant remember i dunno) all i said was only guys' words cant be trusted that's all and this is what i think. i DIN SAY guys r jerks... haiz... and i said i dun wanna quarrell anymore.. i really dun wanna quarrell anymore... and we din quarrell AT ALL. it's just that i wanna a few days to think what i want. is this wrong? i dun wanna tok cos i wanna think. i din take u for granted. i dun and i won't.. this comes to make me think that u take me for granted. o well... i dunno la. and now what i've typed in my blog is simply what i think. if u think that's wrong too.. then i've got nth to say. i din say women are perfect.. no one is. not even me. i know i have flaws... and u misunderstood what i typed and shoot everything directly at me. the sentence on men never forgive but forget... hey.. this is not what i typed.. i only copy it... is that wrong too? i din type this.... this few days my blogs are like.. a good half of it is copied from mails or other ppl's blog one... ok whatever... angry or whatever so be it... linking me or scolding me or hating me or whatever u wanna say me to be.. i dun care le.. i m in no position or no right to change everything and anything. jus still in shocked abt what u have written. i wasnt saying u.... I REALLY WASNT!! okok... i dun care le... u dun wanna link then i've got nth to say anyway it's ur blog. no use of me explaining all and such when i think that u cant even b bothered or rather say everything and such and in the end leads to misunderstanding... i did not tok to u now.... IT'S NOT UR FAULT!! it's jus that i need time to think what i really want.. i really dunno how to explain lah. if u dun wanna believe or anything i also got nth to say liao. jus feel so sad abt the way u scolded me in ur blog. i wasnt even angry wif u lor.. and my blogs really isnt pointing at anyone in particular lor.. i din take u for granted... ok.. i think u wont even wanna listen.. now i also dunno i angry or what liao. i dunno liao lah.. everything from now on is God's plan.. whatever that is going to happen to us in future is also God's plan... i've got nth to say le...
sadded~
sigh~
shweet dreams;
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